You would not believe how my life has changed since I was last on here. Honestly, it would blow your mind because I know the effect it has on me. If you had told me all that was going to change in my life this year before it happened, I would have thought you were crazy.
I left my husband, David, last year. We are getting a divorce. His mother sued and won custody of my kids because I had no money to fight her and David signed away his rights to her. She took all my visitation and contact rights with my kids away. David and I, lost our house and property. He moved back to St. Louis with his parents and the kids.
As for me, I still live in Texas. I met somebody and he showed me what it was like to fall in love again for real. Being with him, has made me realize what I was missing all these years. He also showed me what it was really like to "live" in Texas. He is a TRUE cowboy in every aspect of the word.
My only regret is losing my kids. All of you know how much they meant to me. However, I have to have faith that God will work everything out in his own way. I know that my girls are safe and loved and that gives me some solace. I just hope they won't forget about me and how much I loved them and will continue to love them everyday of my life no matter what happens.
These days, I spend my time riding my horse with my fiancee, Jimmy. We have four horses in all. My horse, Chyanne, is a beautiful quater horse. Along with riding, I cheer Jimmy as he continues to try his hand at rodeo and horse breaking. He loves the eight seconds of adrenaline from bull riding, the fun of the bronc ride, and the challenge of breaking even the toughest of horses. The funniest part of all of this would be if I told you how old he happens to be. I guess that is the hardest thing to get my head around when it comes to him, not the age, the activities he still does. He says it's all nothing for a "backwoods country boy."
Well, I just wanted to let you know what was going on in my life right now. Keep in mind I have limited internet access at this point. I hope to change that soon. Please keep me and my kids in your prayers.
By the way, my mother has several books published. Her screen name is rose patrick. You can find links there.
I left my husband, David, last year. We are getting a divorce. His mother sued and won custody of my kids because I had no money to fight her and David signed away his rights to her. She took all my visitation and contact rights with my kids away. David and I, lost our house and property. He moved back to St. Louis with his parents and the kids.
As for me, I still live in Texas. I met somebody and he showed me what it was like to fall in love again for real. Being with him, has made me realize what I was missing all these years. He also showed me what it was really like to "live" in Texas. He is a TRUE cowboy in every aspect of the word.
My only regret is losing my kids. All of you know how much they meant to me. However, I have to have faith that God will work everything out in his own way. I know that my girls are safe and loved and that gives me some solace. I just hope they won't forget about me and how much I loved them and will continue to love them everyday of my life no matter what happens.
These days, I spend my time riding my horse with my fiancee, Jimmy. We have four horses in all. My horse, Chyanne, is a beautiful quater horse. Along with riding, I cheer Jimmy as he continues to try his hand at rodeo and horse breaking. He loves the eight seconds of adrenaline from bull riding, the fun of the bronc ride, and the challenge of breaking even the toughest of horses. The funniest part of all of this would be if I told you how old he happens to be. I guess that is the hardest thing to get my head around when it comes to him, not the age, the activities he still does. He says it's all nothing for a "backwoods country boy."
Well, I just wanted to let you know what was going on in my life right now. Keep in mind I have limited internet access at this point. I hope to change that soon. Please keep me and my kids in your prayers.
By the way, my mother has several books published. Her screen name is rose patrick. You can find links there.
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Auburn tresses frame a face that has long since passed its’ youth. Green eyes shield the emotions locked within her haggard appearance; her infamous beauty stamped out by the c245 lines, 14 comments, December 10, 2004. In <200 lines, Other
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