My name is Melanie. I'm a bit of an extremist in life, and I find it hard to reach a middle ground. I always seem to be caught inbetween feelings with can be really scary and confusing, because I don't really know which way to turn. Strength and weakness, fearlessness and terror, attention and boring people with it. I'm a pathological liar although I think I'm getting better at controlling it. Sometimes I can't remember what's real and what wasn't. I get really scared of losing things and worry far too much. I'm kind of wandering through life bemused, with little direction... But I try my best to find control and know what I'm doing.
I've battled with a lot of mental problems in my years. Some I've gotten through, some still linger on the side-lines. I've got a very obsessive personality (as you will soon discover if you read my poetry) and I've had my fair few troubles with love (typical teenage angst, how could we forget our ranking). Music has played a huge part in my life, caring and provoking. Sometimes it's just not good for my health and wellbeing, but at the same time, it gets me through almost everything I come across.
A lot of my poetry is spur of the moment, passionate writing. It seems to be either painful, condescending, spiteful or ironically funny... Whenever I try to write something lovely and happy, it always sounds so stupid! I have a sour state of mind when it comes to my poetry, but hey, that's life.
Melanie xXx
I've battled with a lot of mental problems in my years. Some I've gotten through, some still linger on the side-lines. I've got a very obsessive personality (as you will soon discover if you read my poetry) and I've had my fair few troubles with love (typical teenage angst, how could we forget our ranking). Music has played a huge part in my life, caring and provoking. Sometimes it's just not good for my health and wellbeing, but at the same time, it gets me through almost everything I come across.
A lot of my poetry is spur of the moment, passionate writing. It seems to be either painful, condescending, spiteful or ironically funny... Whenever I try to write something lovely and happy, it always sounds so stupid! I have a sour state of mind when it comes to my poetry, but hey, that's life.
Melanie xXx
- Last seen on Oct 22 2:39 PM. Member since July 20, 2004.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 286 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Madness At Its Best".
- I am a 20 year old girl (Great Britain)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student.
- I have 286 comments, 51 poems
My Poetry
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30 lines, January 4, 2007
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She swallowed what she knew
And sang with the Angels2 lines, 4 comments, January 28, 2006. In Haiku -
Have you seen the space where
Nothing resides11 lines, 6 comments, January 12, 2006. In Other
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a gothic romance on February 20, 2006by the way, i loved all the poems you entered into my contest, i would have awarded some of the other ones, but i wanted to be fair and only give one placement in the contest per person, and 30 000 feet was my favourite. amazing poet, keep it up
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nutsoap on January 12, 2006you have great talent.. i read a few , and i was blown away at first, speechless still...
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Vengence on October 4, 2005Hi Melanie...Just floating around the net, thought I'd say hello. Haven't got round to writing anymore lyrics yet as I'm too entangled with Mr.Brownstone...Hopefully chat soon babe. Missing you... x x
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Ayreon Knight on July 31, 2005Hey I just wanted to say thank you for the comment that you made on my poem "Death" It really means alot to me.
