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 Anyone who struggles with addiction, I feel your pain.  I was a prisoner to the worst "Heroin". For years I fought the struggle, but then I found out and realized that life is worth living, My life is worth living. I was able to do everyday things again without that shit and it was incredible. Yeah, once in awhile a craving will pop up, but than I remember the hell that came with it. And there is no One last Time. I burried 3 good friends that said that. Plus my one time turned into 3 and a half years of misery, rape, stealing, lying and every other bad thing you can think of. So to whoever is still out there fighting this terrible disease we call addiction, my heart and prayers are with you and know that no matter how far down you are or how much hope you have lost, there is still a chance for you to gain your life back. Its only you that can want it and only you that can do it. To those on the path of recovery, its a long hard road, it will be for the rest of your life, but everything along the way is worth it. It used to hurt to smile but now thats all I do. I hope to all out there, that day will come for you. Till then Take care and GOD bless!

  • Last seen on Oct 29 1:56 PM. Member since May 5.
  • I'm a amber angel poet for 3 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is "Happy".
  • I am a 25 year old woman from New Jersey (United States)
  • I have 3 comments, 3 poems

My Poetry

  • It's so hard
    Its hard to say Goodbye
    to something that meant so much
    25 lines, 1 comment, May 28. In Pain
  • The Mirror
    She looks in the mirror
    and what does she see
    27 lines, May 28. In Realization
  • Promise
    You promised to make me happy,
    to take away my pain
    53 lines, 3 comments, May 5

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  • TrixieOne on May 5
    hey I read Promise before reading your profile, but both are great. I was a heroin addict also for about as long as you were and it took me as long as I was strung out to get clean...so much time wasted. But now I'm clean as well, and yes, it is so hard, and recovery is not just a small period of time, its lifelong. I too have buried many friends who succumbed to thier demons, and the most painful was watching my boyfriend of 6 years die in the hospital after a drug overdose. Every minute since that day has been a struggle to exist. Heroin is the devil, and the drug lifestyle is Hell. But thank God I escaped, and I'm so happy you did too. Life is too fleeting to waste on poison, death and misery. If you ever need to talk I'm here for you! Take care, and keep writing

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