&& keep your head up kid cuz there are people killing to see you fall...
I have my books and my poetry to protect me.
I am shielded in my armor.
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock
I am a island.
And a rock feels no pain.
And an island never cries.
Paul Simon, 12/14/65
(I have always loved that quote)
I got your love letters,
corrected the grammar and sent them back
It's true romance is dead,
I shot it in the chest then in the head.
-panic at the disco
"rumors were spread.
drama has started.
lies make it worse.
can life get any better?" >
/_|_\ -panic at the disco
Pretend that nothing's wrong at all - close
your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it.
it's not there.. This is life & it's not fair.
-unknown
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"She's Falling Apart" By Lisa Loeb
They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father, her mother, she pushes away
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
She gets home from school too early
And closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
~~~~~
"Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me" -Boxcar Racers. [Originaly Blink-182] :]
~~~~~
"A bunny, her eyes are taped wide open, and a stinging liquid (Laundry Detergent), is slowly dripped into her open eyes. The test was/is done to see how much laundry detergent is needed, before the animal goes blind, or her eyes are completely burned out. The test showed: Laundry detergent is damaging when splashed into eyes. Really? No way!"
ANIMAL TESTING IS SOO WRONG!!!! If you agree put this on your page
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Age: 16
Species: Woman
Powers: I clean well. Lol that is sad.
Equipment:
That made me laugh
Armor: Laughter. If I don’t take things seriously or say things that can be turned into apologies nobody can fight with me.
Clothing: Everything. I mix and match and always use different styles to fit my mood.
Personality: Not judgmental, at times a perfectionist, easy to please unless you date me, bubbly by choice not by nature. If you act a certain way I tend to shape myself to your tastes so I don’t really know what I’m like anymore lol.
Other: I can argue about almost anything but will do absolutely everything to avoid being confronted or getting someone angry with me. I love hearing other people’s problems but panic if someone starts crying. I like to think I’m hard to hurt so say anything and the worst that will happen is I will work on the problem.
Hair color: Black/brown/Blondie it looks good for once lol
Eye Color: Grey/blue
Height: 5’8"
Fav Color: Black and white
Fav TV shows: Brothers and sisters, two and a half men, Malcolm in the middle,
Fav Movies: V for Vendetta.
Fav bands/singers: Panic At The Disco, System Of A Down, The Dresden Dolls, Korn, Good Charlotte, Dry Kill Logic, Flyleaf, Three Days Grace,
Fav Songs: Super chick - Courage, Damien Rice - 9 crimes, Bob Marely - Don't worry, be happy, Dry Kill Logic - Rot
Fav Past memory: When my dad and I shared some beers and played chess for 5 hours
it was awesome.
Fav Food: Mingling, Chocolate, Donuts, Tomatoes.
Things I can't live without: My cat, Showers, A warm bed, Rain, Coffee.
Nicknames: Mic, Mickymouse,
Have you ever been in love: Yes
Have you ever been heartbroken: No
Have you ever ran into a wall: yes
family fights that include running or just drinking game usually end up with someone doing it and that someone is usually me haha.
Last person you talked to: My cat. (yes he counts as a person.)
Last movie you saw: The ring series (japenese)
Who is your best friend: It was Sandy but we’ve been apart for a long time.
My Fears: Stairs, Dogs, Being humiliated, being loved, being close to someone.
Goal for this year: I want to like myself more.
Ever been called a Tease: hahaha yes
What song are u listening to right now: Damien Rice - 9 crimes
Do you consider love a mistake: Yea, sometimes
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I can get to know them, so no.
********
(I love this song, it is about anorexia)
Courage, from Superchick Lyrics
I told another lie today
And i got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the write words to say
Like "i don't feel well," "i ate before i came"
Then someone tells me how good i look
And for a moment, for a moment i am happy
But when i'm alone, no one hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
I don't know the first time i felt unbeautiful
The day i chose not to eat
What i do know is how i've changed my life forever
I know i should know better
There are days when i'm ok
And for a moment, for a moment i find hope
But there are days when i'm not ok
And i need your help
So i'm letting go
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but i know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
**********
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost(many many times)
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating
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"Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker.
Suicide is slow with liquor.
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows.
Then it floods away tomorrows.
Away tomorrows.
Evil thoughts and evil doings.
Cold, alone you hang in ruins.
Thought that you'd escape the reaper.
You can't escape the master keeper..."
"Cos you feel life's unreal, and you're living a lie.
Such a shame, who's to blame, and you're wondering why.
Then you ask from your cask, is there life after birth.
What you saw can mean hell on this earth.
Hell on this earth.
Now you live inside a bottle.
The reaper's traveling at full throttle.
It's catching you, but you don't see the reaper's you, and the reaper is me."
"Breaking laws, knocking doors.
But there's no one at home.
Made your bed, rest your head.
But you lie there and moan.
Where to hide, suicide is the only way out.
Don't you know what it's really about."
"Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker.
Suicide is slow with liquor.
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows.
Then it floods away tomorrows."
-Ozzy Osbourne
QUOTES I LIKE
"All alone and incomplete"-Edward Scissorhands
Here I stand Empty hands Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings ~ unknown lyric
~
"We had gay burglars the other night. They broke in and rearranged the furniture."
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night."
"If Michelangelo had been straight, the Sistine Chapel would have been wallpapered."
LesbionicMistress quotes
(she's an awesome chick
)
~
“If you want to commit suicide you can use my razor; it's electric, but you can hang yourself with the cord”
"I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel,
I focus on the pain,
The only thing thats real."
JOHNNY CASH
"You lie till they run out of questions"-Flyleaf
"'Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live' -Norman Cousins,"
"No one dies a virgin. Life screws us all."
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - Dr.Suess
"Homosexuality is God`s way of ensuring that the truly gifted aren`t burdened with children."
"I think its funny I think its sad how the dreams in which Im dying are the best I've had" -unknown lyric
"Im in a car underwater and what hurts more is I would still die for you" -Armor for sleep
"if you look in the mirror and dont like what you see you can find out first hand what its like to be me"-MCR
"Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the world together."
"I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants." A. Whitney Brown
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I have my books and my poetry to protect me.
I am shielded in my armor.
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock
I am a island.
And a rock feels no pain.
And an island never cries.
Paul Simon, 12/14/65
(I have always loved that quote)
I got your love letters,
corrected the grammar and sent them back
It's true romance is dead,
I shot it in the chest then in the head.
-panic at the disco
"rumors were spread.
drama has started.
lies make it worse.
can life get any better?" >
/_|_\ -panic at the disco
Pretend that nothing's wrong at all - close
your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it.
it's not there.. This is life & it's not fair.
-unknown
~~~~~~~
"She's Falling Apart" By Lisa Loeb
They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father, her mother, she pushes away
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
She gets home from school too early
And closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
~~~~~
"Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me" -Boxcar Racers. [Originaly Blink-182] :]
~~~~~
"A bunny, her eyes are taped wide open, and a stinging liquid (Laundry Detergent), is slowly dripped into her open eyes. The test was/is done to see how much laundry detergent is needed, before the animal goes blind, or her eyes are completely burned out. The test showed: Laundry detergent is damaging when splashed into eyes. Really? No way!"
ANIMAL TESTING IS SOO WRONG!!!! If you agree put this on your page
~~~
Age: 16
Species: Woman
Powers: I clean well. Lol that is sad.
Equipment:
That made me laughArmor: Laughter. If I don’t take things seriously or say things that can be turned into apologies nobody can fight with me.
Clothing: Everything. I mix and match and always use different styles to fit my mood.
Personality: Not judgmental, at times a perfectionist, easy to please unless you date me, bubbly by choice not by nature. If you act a certain way I tend to shape myself to your tastes so I don’t really know what I’m like anymore lol.
Other: I can argue about almost anything but will do absolutely everything to avoid being confronted or getting someone angry with me. I love hearing other people’s problems but panic if someone starts crying. I like to think I’m hard to hurt so say anything and the worst that will happen is I will work on the problem.
Hair color: Black/brown/Blondie it looks good for once lol
Eye Color: Grey/blue
Height: 5’8"
Fav Color: Black and white
Fav TV shows: Brothers and sisters, two and a half men, Malcolm in the middle,
Fav Movies: V for Vendetta.
Fav bands/singers: Panic At The Disco, System Of A Down, The Dresden Dolls, Korn, Good Charlotte, Dry Kill Logic, Flyleaf, Three Days Grace,
Fav Songs: Super chick - Courage, Damien Rice - 9 crimes, Bob Marely - Don't worry, be happy, Dry Kill Logic - Rot
Fav Past memory: When my dad and I shared some beers and played chess for 5 hours
it was awesome.Fav Food: Mingling, Chocolate, Donuts, Tomatoes.
Things I can't live without: My cat, Showers, A warm bed, Rain, Coffee.
Nicknames: Mic, Mickymouse,
Have you ever been in love: Yes
Have you ever been heartbroken: No
Have you ever ran into a wall: yes
family fights that include running or just drinking game usually end up with someone doing it and that someone is usually me haha.Last person you talked to: My cat. (yes he counts as a person.)
Last movie you saw: The ring series (japenese)
Who is your best friend: It was Sandy but we’ve been apart for a long time.
My Fears: Stairs, Dogs, Being humiliated, being loved, being close to someone.
Goal for this year: I want to like myself more.
Ever been called a Tease: hahaha yes
What song are u listening to right now: Damien Rice - 9 crimes
Do you consider love a mistake: Yea, sometimes
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I can get to know them, so no.
********
(I love this song, it is about anorexia)
Courage, from Superchick Lyrics
I told another lie today
And i got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the write words to say
Like "i don't feel well," "i ate before i came"
Then someone tells me how good i look
And for a moment, for a moment i am happy
But when i'm alone, no one hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
I don't know the first time i felt unbeautiful
The day i chose not to eat
What i do know is how i've changed my life forever
I know i should know better
There are days when i'm ok
And for a moment, for a moment i find hope
But there are days when i'm not ok
And i need your help
So i'm letting go
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but i know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day
**********
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost(many many times)
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating
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|………..| Put this on your page
|………..| If u've eva pulled
|…….O.| a door that said
|………..| PUSH! lmao! (I have-DOH!)
|………..|
|………..|
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"Put this on your page if you have ever been abused or against any form of it"
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(\/ ' ) This is Emo bunny, he likes all
(> <) Emos so put him on your hompage if yu like emoz!
********
"Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker.
Suicide is slow with liquor.
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows.
Then it floods away tomorrows.
Away tomorrows.
Evil thoughts and evil doings.
Cold, alone you hang in ruins.
Thought that you'd escape the reaper.
You can't escape the master keeper..."
"Cos you feel life's unreal, and you're living a lie.
Such a shame, who's to blame, and you're wondering why.
Then you ask from your cask, is there life after birth.
What you saw can mean hell on this earth.
Hell on this earth.
Now you live inside a bottle.
The reaper's traveling at full throttle.
It's catching you, but you don't see the reaper's you, and the reaper is me."
"Breaking laws, knocking doors.
But there's no one at home.
Made your bed, rest your head.
But you lie there and moan.
Where to hide, suicide is the only way out.
Don't you know what it's really about."
"Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker.
Suicide is slow with liquor.
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows.
Then it floods away tomorrows."
-Ozzy Osbourne
QUOTES I LIKE
"All alone and incomplete"-Edward Scissorhands
Here I stand Empty hands Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings ~ unknown lyric
~
"We had gay burglars the other night. They broke in and rearranged the furniture."
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night."
"If Michelangelo had been straight, the Sistine Chapel would have been wallpapered."
LesbionicMistress quotes
(she's an awesome chick
)~
“If you want to commit suicide you can use my razor; it's electric, but you can hang yourself with the cord”
"I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel,
I focus on the pain,
The only thing thats real."
JOHNNY CASH
"You lie till they run out of questions"-Flyleaf
"'Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live' -Norman Cousins,"
"No one dies a virgin. Life screws us all."
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - Dr.Suess
"Homosexuality is God`s way of ensuring that the truly gifted aren`t burdened with children."
"I think its funny I think its sad how the dreams in which Im dying are the best I've had" -unknown lyric
"Im in a car underwater and what hurts more is I would still die for you" -Armor for sleep
"if you look in the mirror and dont like what you see you can find out first hand what its like to be me"-MCR
"Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the world together."
"I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants." A. Whitney Brown
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