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Um, yeah, hi. Ok, so I don't really like life, it's better now though, than what it was. I love to write, and it's the only way I can express my feelings. Most of what I write is kind of morbid, and depressing. Some of my friends think I'm seriously messed up. I generally don't write a whole lot of poety, but lately I've been into it. So, um, that's me. Righty-o...




My AP Mommy! ~Lost N Alone
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from: A Brave New World (about the only part of the book I understood)
by: Aldous Huxley
  "The machine turns, turns, and must keep on turning--forever. It is death if it stands still. A thousand millions scrabble the crust of the earth.The wheels began to turn. In a hundred and fifty years there were two thousand millions. Stop all the wheels. In a hundred and fifty weeks there are once more only a thousand millions; a thousand thousand thousand men and women have starved to death.
  "Wheels must turn steadily but cannot turn untended. There must be men to tend them, men as steady as the wheels upon their axles, sane men, obedient men, stable in contentment.
  "Crying: my baby, my mother, my only, my love; groaning: my sin, my terrible god; screaming with pain, muttering with fear, bemoaning onld age and poverty--How can they tend the wheels? And if they cannot tend the wheels...The corpses of a thousand thousand thousand men and women would be hard to bury or burn."
-Aldous Huxley
"A Brave New World"



Look!! Quotes!!

"People want to wear black, that's their decision, but they're still people. You know, the people wearing white can be as evil, as dark, and as melancholic as the people wearing black, so what's the point?" -Ville Valo (2002 Mera Luca Interview)

"I love tattoos anyway. It's like a meat diary of my rather obscene life." -Ville Valo (November 25, 2005)


Name: alot of people just call me Moosey, so we'll leave it at that
Gender: female
status: single
Religious Affiliation: Agnostic

Favorites:
Movie- (most definatly) The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Actor- (probably) Christian Slater
Musical Artist- (just one..?) Styx (or) Blue Oyster Cult (or) Muse (or) Pink Floyd (or) Ozzy Osbourne (or) KISS (or) HIM (or) Rammstein...

So, yeah. Drop me a line, check out my stuff, or whatever. If I missed anything you'd like to know about me, let me know.




HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*


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About Me  (stole this from bakacoconut)

Five things I hate
01. Teeny boppers
02. The "F" word (not the one the stands for Fornicate Under the Crown of the King, but the one that rhymes with "hag")
03. Close-minded people, and people that don't give things a chance
04. Stupid shit to look cool, like smoking or drunk driving
05. My tenth grade journalism teacher

Five things I love
01. my Oedipus (read to understand)
02. Ville Valo
03. Penguins
04. Writing
05. Music
                 
Five awesome people
01. my Oedipus
02. Ville Valo
03. Friend Number One
04. Friend Number Two
05. Friend Number Three

Seven kick ass poets
01. Blkwidow77 (thanks!)
02. I don't know,
03. I don't usually read a lot on here
04. And when something really catches me
05. I rarely remember who wrote it
07. ...

kiss* ::General kiss* ::
01.) Name: wouldn't you like to know
02.) Middle Name: *paranoid* who said I have one?
03.) DOB: Jan 20
04.) Age: 16
05.) Location: The middle of fucking nowhere, Missouri
06.) Eye Color: brown, I think
07.) Hair Color: red, right now, it changed A LOT
08.) Hair Length: chin-shoulder length
09.) Height: too tall..
10.) Shoe Size: my converse are 10
11.) Glasses or Contacts: nope
12.) Braces: nope
13.) Single or Taken: who'd want me? single as can be
14.) Bad Habits: watching people, makes 'em feel all icky
15.) Fears: being alone, forgotten, abandoned
16.) Screen Name: nickname I got in like sixth grade, no idea how, nobody calls me it anymore since I got into high school, which is probably a good thing... hmm..

::_*_:: Love Life ::_*_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend: nope...
25.) If So, Whats There Name: Christian Slater's my imaginary one
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together: I don't know, a year or two..?
27.) Do You Have a Crush: Who doesn't? "nobody loves no one" It's a bit more than just a crush..
28.) Do They Know: probably, but he doesn't let on, if he doesn't, I don't know how
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart: does my own count?
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken: not on purpose...

::_*_:: Favorites ::_*_::
31.) Animal: penguin (long story)
32.) Color: red, but green might be just as even
33.) Person: everyone who's ever been there for me when I really needed them (*tear* love you guys!)
34.) Subject: Drama
35.) Season: Winter
36.) Holiday: probably Halloween
37.) Hobby: writing, giving my mother a headache with Rammstein (awesome German rock band), some photography, photo editing
38.) Sport: spectating?
39.) Feeling: anytime I'm around my Oedipus
40.) Saying: "You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we're all part of the same compost pile" -Fight Club
41.) Word:: Uferlos (german for 'river bank', it's just fun to say )
42.) Month:: January
43.) Clothing: my moose nighty pants, and a large t-shirt
44.) Jewelry: umm.. earrings
45.) Food: ramen noodles (I live off of those)
46.) Snack: Cheez-its (probably)
47.) Symbol: (ok, I added this one) the Heartagram!

::_*_:: Have You Ever ::_*_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: Nope
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: scarily yes, I found our freaking sega genusis (old school!) by dreaming of where it was
63.) Broken a Body Part: plenty, both arms, twice
64.) Fallen in Love: have yet to fall out
65.) Done Something You Regret: no, just regret no doing things
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public: who hasn't? plenty of times
67.) Sang in Public: not really
68.) Cryed in Public: when I was six...
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family: uh... no... (yes, I'm 16, I know, pathetic!)
70.) Been in a Car Crash: nope

::_*_:: This OR That ::_*_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi: Pepsi
83.) Tall OR Short: short
84.) Flowers OR Candy: candy, flowers are pretty, but candy's easier to share
85.) Math OR English: English
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult: I guess Blink 182
87.) Mickey OR Minnie: bugs bunny..?
88.) Middle School OR High School: HIGH; middle school was hell!!!
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend: boyfriend
90.) Pringles OR Lays:: Pringles