Mooniemc• Show poetry

I love my family dearly, I over analyze things, I get scared, alot, I miss my best friend- my mother- everyday, I am vey proud of my husband and feel blessed to have him, I love to be on the back of a big horse, I still have things I want to learn, I have lost both parents to cancer, I love with all my heart, I get overwhelmed easily these days, I don't like liars and deceivers, I like my sleep - but have trouble getting it, I don't give up, I'll leave an impression on you,I haven't been the same since I lost my mother, my granddaughter is in trouble and I can't help her and it tears me up inside, I am a forgiver, I love my Creator, I am a hopeless romantic, I am part native american and try my best to live my life as such, I am a listener, and I love talking, I lost my daughter and it hurts my heart daily, I am faithful, and I trust in what I believe, I have been hurt alot in life by people I loved and trusted, I am blessed with a few true friends, I love anything coconut, its hard to admit when I have a need, and sometimes I get deeply lost in my depression, I love the ocean, I believe everything has a meaning behind it, I keep so much inside and cry a lot, I love the outdoors, gardening, being in my pool, my yard, I love to smile, and love to laugh, I am truthful, I don't know who my sweet grandson is anymore, my fav places to be are my bed, the ocean, my yard, with my grandchildren, taking pictures, I want to travel, I find an inner peace at the ocean, I love to make others happy, I love to read, I know everything happens for a reason, I have trouble asking for help, I want so much for my son, I love to dance, music speaks to me, I love good coffee and green tea, I have a hard time trusting, I worry to much, When I speak my mind, no one likes it and I get in trouble, so I keep alot to myself, I try to accept the things I can't control, try being the key word when it concerns my family, I have always followed my heart - which hasn't always been a good thing, I like my style, I live in pain most days physically and emotionally, I used to be strong willed and stuborn, don't quite know where that went, I used to write poetry a long time ago and just recently have been inspired by my granddaughter to try again, this is what I know for sure about me, the rest you'll find along the way