Mofomonkee• Show poetry

im 21. i havent written anything in three years, nor have i updated my information. i love to come back to this site and look at who i was five years ago. there are many things i want to delete on my page because they dont look like much effort, or i think differently, or i think it doesnt sound well, but i would be deleting another persons work, you know? i admire the passion i once had for thinking and writing.
Heres my page.
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my lifes full of things that no one knows, and im slowly watching it turn darker shades of grey, and the environment surrounding me entirely, is of no help, for i cant get away from hurt people. what a phony way to 'live'

tears are two-faced

im slowdancing through life.

im seeing only shades of greys, where did all the prettiness go?


..Welcome to My World..

silence is so scary. If I sit long enough without moving, and no noises, It overwelms me and I feel like the quiet is so loud, that I might go deaf. I hate dead silence. Maybe thats why I have always liked the sound of the heater at night, or the sound of the rain. or music. It destracts me from thinking. thinking is lethal. ~Lauren

a girl walked up to the man she loved and asked 'do you think im pretty?' he said no. she asked, 'do you want to be with me forever?' he said no. 'she asked if i left, would you cry?' he said no. that was enough for her, she left crying and as she started walking away the man grabbed her arm and said: 'you're not pretty you're beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and if you left, i wouldnt cry, i'd die.' -an email from arden.

"If the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there and lie to
me and say it's gonna be alright. " bright eyes

"The butterflies are passive-aggressive and put their problems on the shelf; but they're beautiful." Ben Kweller

"make me blind so i cant see whats going on around me
make me deaf so i cant hear what people say about me,
make me fly so i can feel free all the time
make me cry so all my other pain gets pushed aside
from this place...
and hold me,
make me feel warm again
and fix me,
make this pain go away,
and love me
hopefully you'll find away to tell me,
every thing will be okay
...okay" sung beautifully by ~lauren~ (rockgirl10987)


~LiKeS: {good stuff}
guyz. gummi bears. angry music. muscles. rubber duckies. singing in the shower. hats. my bedroom walls. designs. birthdays. sleep. clothes/sheets fresh out the dryer. lime green. calm music. physchology. giving/receiving good advice. la clase de espanol. pajama pants. cake. writing. driving. stars. i love you's. cussing. randomness. joyrides. smiles. attention. purples. my boyfriends beautifully hypnotizing brown eyes. thursdays. watching people in love. watching people loving what they do. tattoos. reading books that insult my intelligence. watching television that insults my intelligence. cell phones. having money for fast food. mix-matching socks. oxymorons. kit kats. chit chats.
~DiSliKeS: {bad stuff}
evil guys. guyz. lies. tomatoes. school. nonsense. writing against my will. crying myself to sleep. long distance relationships. drugs. shorts. attention-cravers. sucky music. pickles. big messes. president george dubya bush. prissy girls. horny guyz. porn. bad grades. anna nicole smith. cake. my pictures taken. bad hair days. coca cola. one hit wonders. over-played songz. headaches. no food in the fridge. regrets. TyPiNg LiKe tHiS. bad schpelling.
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ok so i basically just signed up to read peoples stuff..but i ended up getting inspired day after day and now i have quite a collection...i never thought i'd have over 10 poems. i find myself at this site a whole lot, its crazie how people write poems that i can relate to, or poems that really explain how im feeling. my columns are for when i have a real personal topic..and id rather freewrite than make it into poetic form. (i reckon thats what a column is though) i write about anything..usually in rhymes. lately its about love...or something thats bothering me...but mostly about a relationship i have. it takes me a long tym to write a poem and be satisfyd with it, but i end up posting them 'as is' anyway. ive deleted a couple poems, they just didnt come out like i wanted..
im the shy one when it comes to meeting people, i find myself at a loss of words so i keep quiet. Around my close guy friends however, in conversation, i tend to be silly.

dear diary:
~i used to be friends with the most blondest brunette in the school. that was sixth grade. then she got all pretty and better than everyone. this is ninth grade. i dated her crush seventh grade. she hated me by eighth grade.
we have one class together. she stares at me and her eyes are cold. she talks to me like she wants to forget everything. i kno more about her than she thinks i do. she sleeps around, gives it up, shes a slave for you. i cant look at her the way i did in sixth grade. this is ninth grade.
a Tru friend Stabs you In front--January 13th 2003

"....I will do anything to protect the collective good names of the artists I love. I almost got in a fist fight at a concert when someone left before the band was over because "they sounded better on the album."
~SWEENEY

did you know that stars are the windows of heaven? -Mr. Ed, 75 yrs.
yes, and did you know that butterflies are the messengers that bring your prayers to heaven? -that one middle aged chick..who talks to mr. ed

º°X·:he holds me when i start 2 cry ø »makes me smile with jus his eyez sharez my hopes dreams fears« ø &#;`»wipes away all my tears i love him without regret«´`ø he just hasn't come back yet·:·xº°

I know love is beautiful.But not them!
- josue

~Should i smile b cuz we're friends or cry b cuz thats all we'll ever be?~

~It is true that we can perceive things even though we are not conscious of perceiving them~

'She screams in Silence' GreenDay

~..and i believe in you so much that i could die for the words that you say~ Dashboard Confessionals

thrown in all directions You epitome of perfection She's lost her will, time is standing still ~ all american rejects

There's no one in town I know.
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might have one more chance.
What would you think of me now...
So lucky, So strong, So proud?
I never said thank you for that,
Now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads,
The sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
~jimmy eat world

you told me that you want to die. i said i've been there myself more than a few times. and i go back every once in a while. you called me lucky, you... you called me lucky. you said tonight is a wonderful night to die. i asked you how you could tell, you told me to look at the sky. look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are.
~alkaline trio

all for you:
There's been times I'm so confused
All my roads, they lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, and I can't do
Enough to prove that it's all for you
your winter:
The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while
~~~~sister hazel

*am i loud and clear or am i breaking up?
am i still your charm or am i just bad luck?
are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?
ill show you mine if you show me yours first
lets compare scars ill tell you whose is worse
lets unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
we live on front porches and swing life away
we get by just fine here on minimum wage
if love is a labor ill slave til the end
i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand
i been here so long i think that its time to move
the winters so cold summers over too soon
lets pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
and ive got some friends some that i hardly know
weve had some times i wouldn't trade for the world
we chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
swing life away
~rise against*


:: People2CheckOut:: (I may have been drawn by one poem, or all of them)

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(sorry, waaaay more to come)