Midnite wolf• Show poetry

I write for closure, to release emotions that threaten to overwhelm. it has been my release for many years now. the emotion in my poems is real, i cannot fake emotion, if its there then it is how i felt at the time. A lot of my poems focus on the unhappiness of my childhood, this makes them dark and sometimes unpleasant.
If you don´t like that then maybe try listening to a child when they try to tell you that they´re unhappy and in trouble. Just because some of my writes are unhappy doesn´t mean that there weren´t happy times though.
how about you just read and make up your own mind ...

Deep and complex, but once you have reached beneath the surface and become a friend you will remain there forever, everyone who has touched my heart remains with me. very loyal to those i care about. but if you get on the wrong side, then be careful, i have a bad temper and a nasty side, it may take a while to surface but when it does...lets just say you don´t wanna be around. i will fight for my friends as well as myself, but i´m a nice person really...



Natasha Bedingfield - wild horses

I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I’m looking out
Is this my life I’m wondering?
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around?

Is this the bed I chose to make?
There’s greener pastures
I’m thinking bout
Wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear and not feel scared

(Chorus)
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I’ll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I’m longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bareback along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumping headfirst, headlong
Without a thought

To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear and not feel scared

(chorus)




The broken Chain

We little knew that morning
That god was going to call your name
In life we loved you dearly
In death we do the same
It broke our hearts to lose you
You did not go alone
For part of us went with you
The day god called you home
You left us peaceful memories
Your love is still our guide
And though we cannot see you
You are always at our side
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as god calls us one by one
That chain will link again


DEATH OF AN INNOCENT

I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.

I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.

As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.

As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.

I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.

There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.

He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.

Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.

The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.

I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?



My small but growing (slowly) family :-)

sisters - Last Resort Reached
inkstaind
cousin - within this pain
Lifes Sorrow
Big Brother - PlaxtonianPoet
Best friend who means the world to me - Reptile Lady