killing the spiders to save the butterfly's
it's a rational way of thinking until you realize
that by killing the spiders
you become a spider yourself
-Vash the stampede-
i love blood
i love scratches
vampyres werewolves
angels demons
life death
i love pin up girls and greaser dames
i love the old times
i love black and white
i love cats
i love fighting
i love coffee and cigarettes
i love laying next to her
i love the dark
i love the trojan way of birth (the weak die)
i love the rain
i love old movies
i love romance
i hate myself
i hate people
i hate opinions
i hate government
i hate all authority
i hate life (not mine)
i hate government run wars
i hate conformity
i hate expectations
i hate being alone
i hate when the people i love get hurt
i hate thier tears
i hate when i cant fix their world
i hate wannabe badasses
i hate people who cant shut up
i hate people who dont know what theyre talking about
i hate people who fuck with you cause it's cute
i hate it when they wonder why you got mad
i hate fathers (very few exeptions)
the explination for who i am?
death, pain, lonliness, betrayal, hate, anger, abuse, depression
love
sleep, food, health
cigarettes, cofee, her, music
art, poetry, music, psychology, violence
drugs, sex, money, pleasure
philosophy
protector, protected, loved, hated, misunderstood, fake
worthless, lost, hopeless, miserable
happy, loved, loyal
bi, black, undefined, misfitted
rebel. chaotic, gentle
passionate, untrusting, hurt, deceitful, caring
lost, wandering, content, confused
- Last seen on Nov 1 6:06 PM 2008. Member since March 28, 2007.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 107 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "life moves to fast i'll sleep when i'm dead".
- When I'm not writing, I'm living.






- I am in the groups A Dirty Pretty Group
- I have 107 comments, 4 contests, 110 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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So the king wandered alone / no one to love / no where to call home / he was happy that way / or so he thought / he grit his teeth / while61 lines, 4 comments, May 25, 2007
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never seen / but by those who care / living life / with no one to stare / never be clapped for / or whistled at or yelled / be the one in the audience / who knows it's their place / to kiss the feet / of peo14 lines, 3 comments, May 24, 2007
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Rufio stared / as Jaxxx's head fell / but from the look in his eyes / you could never tell / he was a kid who's life ended quick / you'd ne44 lines, 2 comments, May 24, 2007
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Jaxxx and rufio played til dark / then as Jaxxx turned to go home / he realized he was leaving rufio / all alone / where do you go / he inquired of his friend / when the light's dim / and the day is at an end?48 lines, 2 comments, May 23, 2007
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Jaxxx walked alone / through the dark / no one to hold / or comfort his pain / he fell so hard / he went insane / day melted into night / and nothing was right / life no longer mattered / he just floated al44 lines, 3 comments, May 23, 2007
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tommy walked alone / living his own [li]f[e] / never needing anyone / people came and people went / no one ever stayed / til one day along came jaxxx / and together the to kids played / he stayed with tommy29 lines, 2 comments, May 22, 2007
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Tommy was a boy, just like any other kid / the only difference was in the things he did / while the other kids were watching a butterfly / he was pulling it apart and watching it die / while everyone else ran from a r30 lines, 2 comments, May 21, 2007
My Poetry
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they say that it takes a stronger person to love than to hate37 lines, 2 comments, October 16, 2007
Guest Book
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Tylers Baby on November 24, 2007i like ur page it really cool
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I Am Gun on August 24, 2007so how have you been? i havnt been on in a while so i havent commented... sorry... so now off i go to read what you have
chrissy -
ScarletLetter on July 2, 2007hey hun,
how's life so far?
miss getting to talk with you.
i'm reading over some poetry and i read your comment from "try to forget"
that was one of my all-time favorite poems.
it captured all my pain.
love and prayer,
~*jess*~ -
FelineMuse on May 31, 2007I just saw your Trigun quote. Very nice. I commend you.
