My name is Ashley
I'm 15
I love to write poetry and be around nature
I like to make friends but don't like being around people
My religion is Wiccan. Don't try to change me, i dont care what you think. It's what i've chosen and i won't change.
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I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.
I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.
I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!
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12 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart--
1. Hugs her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart
?To every girl that has been
CHEATED
on,
because she's NOT a SLUT
who gives it up to any guy.?
?To every girl that
dresses CUTE
not SKANKY.?
?To every girl who
wants to be called
BEAUTIFUL
...not HOT?
?To every girl that will spend her
whole day looking
for the perfect present for YOU.?
?To every girl who gets her heart
BROKEN,
because he chose
that stupid BITCH instead.?
?To every girl that would DIE
to have a DECENT boyfriend.?
?To every girl who would JUST ONCE
like to be treated like a PRINCESS!!?
?To every girl that cries at night
because of another HEARTBREAK?
?To every girl that won't get
down on her knees && open
her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND?
?To every girl that
just wants to HOLD HANDS?
?To every girl that
kisses him with meaning.?
?To every girl who
just wishes he CARED MORE?
?To every girl who would JUST ONCE?
want a guy to give their
JACKET UP when they are cold.?
?To every girl who
just wants him to call.?
?To every girl who lies
awake at night ?THINKING? about ?HIM??
?To every girl that
just wants to cuddle.?
?To every girl that
just wants to sleep with
him without HAVING SEX?
?TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW
MUCH SHE CARES AND GETS NOTHING BACK..?
?To every girl that thought
"maybe this one could be the one."?
?To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
when she actually >>doesn't<< think it is funny.?
?To every girl who is just
looking for that one and
only. and is having a rough
time along the way.?
?To every girl that DOESN'T WANT
a guy who JUST PLAYS WITH HER
EMOTIONS but actually cares about
how she feels.?
?To every girl who wants
words backed up with actions.?
?To every girl that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.?
?To every girl that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.?
?To every girl that has faith that
"tomorrow will be a better day."
And it will be.?
AWESOMENESS IS KNOWLEDGE...SPREAD IT AROUND!!!!
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mecy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help Sickens me to the soul, And if you read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because your effected, Do something about it! So all I ask you to do
Is pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PUT THIS IN YOUR HOMEPAGE IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
I'm 15
I love to write poetry and be around nature
I like to make friends but don't like being around people
My religion is Wiccan. Don't try to change me, i dont care what you think. It's what i've chosen and i won't change.
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I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.
I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.
I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!
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Put this on your page if your against abuse of any kind or have been abused[[i have]]
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12 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart--
1. Hugs her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart
?To every girl that has been
CHEATED
on,
because she's NOT a SLUT
who gives it up to any guy.?
?To every girl that
dresses CUTE
not SKANKY.?
?To every girl who
wants to be called
BEAUTIFUL
...not HOT?
?To every girl that will spend her
whole day looking
for the perfect present for YOU.?
?To every girl who gets her heart
BROKEN,
because he chose
that stupid BITCH instead.?
?To every girl that would DIE
to have a DECENT boyfriend.?
?To every girl who would JUST ONCE
like to be treated like a PRINCESS!!?
?To every girl that cries at night
because of another HEARTBREAK?
?To every girl that won't get
down on her knees && open
her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND?
?To every girl that
just wants to HOLD HANDS?
?To every girl that
kisses him with meaning.?
?To every girl who
just wishes he CARED MORE?
?To every girl who would JUST ONCE?
want a guy to give their
JACKET UP when they are cold.?
?To every girl who
just wants him to call.?
?To every girl who lies
awake at night ?THINKING? about ?HIM??
?To every girl that
just wants to cuddle.?
?To every girl that
just wants to sleep with
him without HAVING SEX?
?TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW
MUCH SHE CARES AND GETS NOTHING BACK..?
?To every girl that thought
"maybe this one could be the one."?
?To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
when she actually >>doesn't<< think it is funny.?
?To every girl who is just
looking for that one and
only. and is having a rough
time along the way.?
?To every girl that DOESN'T WANT
a guy who JUST PLAYS WITH HER
EMOTIONS but actually cares about
how she feels.?
?To every girl who wants
words backed up with actions.?
?To every girl that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.?
?To every girl that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.?
?To every girl that has faith that
"tomorrow will be a better day."
And it will be.?
AWESOMENESS IS KNOWLEDGE...SPREAD IT AROUND!!!!
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mecy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help Sickens me to the soul, And if you read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because your effected, Do something about it! So all I ask you to do
Is pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PUT THIS IN YOUR HOMEPAGE IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
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- My mood is , and quote is "Just have fun, life's to short to waste ".
- I am a 15 year old girl from Virginia (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm either outside or on the internet.
- Visit my homepage at lost-in-darkness12
- I have 80 comments, 23 poems
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luna-midnight on October 31, 2007*hugs you* Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. If four balloons are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Send a lot of little balloons to your friends!!! love ya
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