August 26th 2009, 9:41pm: Joshua Robyn Michael Roswurm was born.
On March 25, 2009, my life changed forever...
I found out that I will be having a baby boy. Joshua Michael Robyn on August 3, 3009
For those of you who don't know me:
well, I'm pretty laid back. I love heavy metal and rock music. My favorite colors are black and red. Sounds kinda emo and goth but I just am who I am. I wear jeans and t-shirts one day, but others i'll wear all black, while still other days, i'll walk around in my pj's. Define that however you want to. I have or had some very close friends on here, and become attached to people very easily. I wouldn't say that I love my life, but I don't hate it either. I love just talkin to those who make me happy, and i love my job. So its not the most glamorous job, but hey, its still a job. I'm a good friend, and I'm always around so its not hard to get ahold of me, most of the time.
Am I missing anything?
My AP family:
I LOVE MY KAYTIE- aka My Beautiful GF/Wifey.. I love u so much.. every time i talk to u i am at a loss for words... i love you more than life itself.. I'm so happy ur in my life... I dont know what i would do without you..
Quote: Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within
song:Crazy by Casey and Jojo, In love with a girl- Gavin DeGraw
Eots-I love you and my heart will always belong to you. I know that there are others that you love more than me, and for once, thats ok with me. I have always loved you, well at least as long as I've known you. Don't feel obligated to tell me that you love me. I know we havent talked in a long time, i still miss you. I just hope that you haven't forgotten about me.
Quote: If you love someone, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
song: Kryptonite-3 Doors Down
dramaqueenforever-your awesome, don't ever forget it. ME lovers You. You do talk a lot lol (blah, blah, blah, blah) I know i'm rambling but.. ok.. i'm shutting up now
Quote:"If you don't like my attitude, then don't talk to me."
song: Family, ICP
Lady Izumi- good friend and listener... always there when i need to talk...thanks
Quote:"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
song: Hold On-Jonas Brothers
Fluffy Vampire: awesome friend, I love you so much.
Quote: "Friendship is like a prism through which the many variations of beauty are revealed in our lives."
Song: Riot-three days Grace
~Crimsontears~- I do love you, I always have, and I always will, but I want whats best for both of us, and right now i dont know if we are the best thing for each other, be happy, I mean it, and I will always be here when you need me.
Quote: "Depression is anger without enthusiasm"
song: When you look me in the eyes-Jonas Brothers
Silent.lies- I still Love you.. no matter what, you'll always have a friend. I love you, dont forget it... I'm still sorry
Quote: "Enjoy life. There's plenty of time to be dead."
song: The Last Night-Skillet
AliceSaysWhat: I'm really glad I met you, you are so cool, you'll always have a friend in me, and dont be afraid to tell me when I screw up. I really care about you. REALLY. *hugs*
Quote: "No one is listening until you make a mistake."
song: When I'm Gone-3 doors down
babycakes 1992- Love you girl, hope you find someone who loves you for you, and not for anyone else.
To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk to failure.
"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"
~Author Unknown~
HATE EMO?
READ THIS:
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.
From the mouth of one of my very BESTEST FRIENDS... I give you a rel life Fairy Tale
So, once upon a time. (Yes it MUST start this way...)
There was this girl. (Everyone pities them as victims...)
She was a beautiful girl. (The most beautiful girl.)
But no one really loved her. (No, not one.)
So her life was a tragedy. (Ah, the bitter-sweet irony.)
Until one day. (Naturally it was only one.)
When along came a boy. (A real boy. Not Pinocchio.)
He saw her beauty. (And not just the outside.)
And wanted her for himself. (Greedy, I know.)
So they got to know each other. (Lucky, eh?)
And one day. (Not the same one as before, by the way.)
They married. (It was a fabulous wedding, I might add.)
And they lived. (Isn't that a beautiful ending?)
They actually lived. (It's more rare than you think.)
Yes, my dear friend. They lived like none before them ever had. They lived with intensity that no one had.
(I know what you're thinking. Wow, right?)
They lived with love....
no one ever had before them....
And no one could even comprehend.....
Once upon a time.
--Eots
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
______/\/\/____/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ put this on your page if the
thought of someone saves your life
VIDEOS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ1phmlq8BE
Bad Girlfriend-Theory of a Deadman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgYKN7z2y7Y&feature=related
Kill me, Heal me-Skillet
*not the actual video, but its pretty good*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q233CxlIZtk
Kryptonite-Three Doors Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmtSq1jzPy4
The Last Night-Skillet
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TILCIRspO0
Bring me to Life-Evanesence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yq1DtLlwwU
Dear God-A7X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NW3i_ZOGuIo
Seize the Day-A7X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTJcUwOy6qM
Akon-Right now (na na na)
On March 25, 2009, my life changed forever...
I found out that I will be having a baby boy. Joshua Michael Robyn on August 3, 3009
For those of you who don't know me:
well, I'm pretty laid back. I love heavy metal and rock music. My favorite colors are black and red. Sounds kinda emo and goth but I just am who I am. I wear jeans and t-shirts one day, but others i'll wear all black, while still other days, i'll walk around in my pj's. Define that however you want to. I have or had some very close friends on here, and become attached to people very easily. I wouldn't say that I love my life, but I don't hate it either. I love just talkin to those who make me happy, and i love my job. So its not the most glamorous job, but hey, its still a job. I'm a good friend, and I'm always around so its not hard to get ahold of me, most of the time.
Am I missing anything?
My AP family:
I LOVE MY KAYTIE- aka My Beautiful GF/Wifey.. I love u so much.. every time i talk to u i am at a loss for words... i love you more than life itself.. I'm so happy ur in my life... I dont know what i would do without you..
Quote: Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within
song:Crazy by Casey and Jojo, In love with a girl- Gavin DeGraw
Eots-I love you and my heart will always belong to you. I know that there are others that you love more than me, and for once, thats ok with me. I have always loved you, well at least as long as I've known you. Don't feel obligated to tell me that you love me. I know we havent talked in a long time, i still miss you. I just hope that you haven't forgotten about me.
Quote: If you love someone, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
song: Kryptonite-3 Doors Down
dramaqueenforever-your awesome, don't ever forget it. ME lovers You. You do talk a lot lol (blah, blah, blah, blah) I know i'm rambling but.. ok.. i'm shutting up now
Quote:"If you don't like my attitude, then don't talk to me."
song: Family, ICP
Lady Izumi- good friend and listener... always there when i need to talk...thanks
Quote:"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
song: Hold On-Jonas Brothers
Fluffy Vampire: awesome friend, I love you so much.
Quote: "Friendship is like a prism through which the many variations of beauty are revealed in our lives."
Song: Riot-three days Grace
~Crimsontears~- I do love you, I always have, and I always will, but I want whats best for both of us, and right now i dont know if we are the best thing for each other, be happy, I mean it, and I will always be here when you need me.
Quote: "Depression is anger without enthusiasm"
song: When you look me in the eyes-Jonas Brothers
Silent.lies- I still Love you.. no matter what, you'll always have a friend. I love you, dont forget it... I'm still sorry
Quote: "Enjoy life. There's plenty of time to be dead."
song: The Last Night-Skillet
AliceSaysWhat: I'm really glad I met you, you are so cool, you'll always have a friend in me, and dont be afraid to tell me when I screw up. I really care about you. REALLY. *hugs*
Quote: "No one is listening until you make a mistake."
song: When I'm Gone-3 doors down
babycakes 1992- Love you girl, hope you find someone who loves you for you, and not for anyone else.
To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk to failure.
"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"
~Author Unknown~
HATE EMO?
READ THIS:
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.
From the mouth of one of my very BESTEST FRIENDS... I give you a rel life Fairy Tale
So, once upon a time. (Yes it MUST start this way...)
There was this girl. (Everyone pities them as victims...)
She was a beautiful girl. (The most beautiful girl.)
But no one really loved her. (No, not one.)
So her life was a tragedy. (Ah, the bitter-sweet irony.)
Until one day. (Naturally it was only one.)
When along came a boy. (A real boy. Not Pinocchio.)
He saw her beauty. (And not just the outside.)
And wanted her for himself. (Greedy, I know.)
So they got to know each other. (Lucky, eh?)
And one day. (Not the same one as before, by the way.)
They married. (It was a fabulous wedding, I might add.)
And they lived. (Isn't that a beautiful ending?)
They actually lived. (It's more rare than you think.)
Yes, my dear friend. They lived like none before them ever had. They lived with intensity that no one had.
(I know what you're thinking. Wow, right?)
They lived with love....
no one ever had before them....
And no one could even comprehend.....
Once upon a time.
--Eots
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
______/\/\/____/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ put this on your page if the
thought of someone saves your life
VIDEOS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ1phmlq8BE
Bad Girlfriend-Theory of a Deadman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgYKN7z2y7Y&feature=related
Kill me, Heal me-Skillet
*not the actual video, but its pretty good*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q233CxlIZtk
Kryptonite-Three Doors Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmtSq1jzPy4
The Last Night-Skillet
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TILCIRspO0
Bring me to Life-Evanesence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yq1DtLlwwU
Dear God-A7X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NW3i_ZOGuIo
Seize the Day-A7X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTJcUwOy6qM
Akon-Right now (na na na)
- Last seen on Oct 26 4:37 AM. Member since September 10, 2007.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 414 comments.
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, and quote is "hating all men". - I am a 18 year old woman from Wisconsin (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm trying to be your hero, when I can't even be my own hero.
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I’m ready to change. To love wholly. To take care of myself. To not give my heart away until I know the love is real. This is my vow. To ch24 lines, 2 comments, February 26, 2008
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I love these people that hurt me.
I crawl on my knees begging them to come back.18 lines, August 31, 2008
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Im a mommy : honey on February 8hey i love you i really do
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Im a mommy : hi babe on December 2, 2008hi hun how are you?
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Immortal Obscurity on October 2, 2008I've been reading your poems, as well as the comments, and let me tell you; I can relate to the drama, perhaps a lot more than I'm comfortable admitting.
When I was 19, I had an ex who stalked me and followed me onto AP to bash my stuff and send me disgusting, pornographic emails. I blocked him, but it doesn't take away from what he did. That kind of pain just sticks with you, and it's so hard to erase the words that cut so deep into your psyche. Some people know their strength, and they willfully use it to hurt others; don't give them the satisfaction.
Like I said, I can relate... Much more than I care to remember. You take care, sweetheart, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here.
Laura, aka Immortal
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lyrebird on May 19, 2008Ello
thanks for the add as a fav how are you?
Jojo
