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i dont know how i should describe myself. My names Andrea i'm 16 years old,i'm 5'5", i have red hair, sometimes brown eyes but when i cry they turn green. i live in dundee N.Y. i'm a strange person. i get pissed easily,If i'm pissed at you then i'm just not gonna bother with ya.I give people secand chances, maybe even three. im not emo, i once was, i guess you coud say i've seen the light, maybe i have, if my light just so happened to be a man named Shuberth, then yeah, thats my light.


i got a huge family, there all weird, but i love them all.
i got...
2 sisters
1 brother
4 bother in-laws,
1 sister in-law,
2 step sisters,
1 step brother,
3 nephews and 1 neice, she was born on tuesday, March 24, 2009, SHE'S SOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!
i love them all, but they can be a real pain!! ugh! haha

so yaa, im completly bored waiting for my time to die, now, would you answer this for me? why does the grimm reaper take so god damn long to get here and kill me? (door opens and closes) "YES YOUR FINALLY HERE" (oh wait, its my mom )

I love a man who shouldn't love me back.I'm not worth his time, but he still loves me, but why? cause i sure as hell don't know, i love you shuberth. I...i really do.

---Name: Andrea
---Age: 14
---Gender: Female
---Orientation: straight
---Relationship status: single
---Favorite band: DISTURBED,system of a down, MCR!! Schoolyard Hereos!!
---Favorite TV show: Family Guy/the simpsons
---Hobbies: Poetry(of course),Writing,Volleyball,Softball,Football
---Favorite food: peanut butter and jelly sandwich
---Religion: Christian
---Grade: 9 th
---Favorite word: fuck
---Stereotype: emo (even tho i've seen the light, thats wat they call me)
---Hate: self obssorved,insencitive,ass hole, mother fuckers


Shuberth-you are my most bestest friend of all time, your always there for me to lean on, please, be there for forever.Please don't ever leave me...I won't take it...

Last Kiss
"oh were oh were can my baby be, the lord took her away from me,
she went to heaven so i got to be good so i can see my baby wen i leave this world"

"we were out on a date in my daddys car, we hadnt driven so very far, wen up the road, straight ahead, a car was stalled the engine was dead, well i couldnt stop, so i swerved to me right. ill never forget the sound that night. sreeming tires, the bustin glass, the painful scream that i heard last"

"oh were oh were can my baby be, the lord took her away from me,
she went to heaven so i got to be good so i can see my baby wen i leave this world"

"wen i woke up the rain was poorinn down, there were people standin all around, wen something wrom runnin through my eyes,but i found my baby somehow that night. i raised her head, she smiled and said,'hold me darlin for a little while' i held her close kissed her are last kiss found the love i knew i would miss. well now she's gone even tho i hold her tight, i lost my love, my life, that night

"oh were oh were can my baby be, the lord took her away from me,
she went to heaven so i got to be good so i can see my baby wen i leave this world"



i got a couple of BFF's-Kelly (aka XxDeadlyDisasterxX) and also Cassie (aka XxDevilsxRejectxX) Yes Cassie, even tho i'm teribly mean to you, and your afraid of me and all, i still consider u one of my friends, or even my best friend...and Lisa (aka Lisabiza) and i miss you all teriably...:'(
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P.S. the rose is bleeding! lol


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my AP family:
XxAngelofSuicidexX (sister,no really)
xWindingxRosesx (sister i hate )
Shuberth (love of my life)
fatlyXdisturbed (crazzy ass cousin)
xXDeathxKnightXx (stupid ass best friend)
Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.



Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.



Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.



Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.



Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?



Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .



Month Seven

Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?



Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page. ♥


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╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
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-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I wake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

Paste this into your profile to help stop child abuse.

THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO CRIED DURING GHOST OF YOU.

FOR THOSE WHO FELT EMPOWERED BY FAMOUS LAST WORDS.

FOR THOSE WHO FELT THEY COULD RELATE TO IM NOT OKAY.

FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO START A RIOT BECAUSE OF TEENAGERS.

THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVIN'.

FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE.

THIS IS FOR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.


~ The Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romance~

1.) Thou shalt not put a gun to thy lovers head

2.)Thou shalt be willing to die for love

3.)Thou shalt seek revenge on those who wrong you

4.)Thou shalt be a demolison lover

5.)Thou shalt unleash the bats

6.)Thou shalt protect thy lover from everything

7.)Thou shalt respect the lord

8.)Thou shalt sing the holy humns of my chemical romance

9.)Though shalt see beauty in bloody love

10)Thou shalt rock hard!! \../



HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS


♥__♥___♥__♥ Put this
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____♥_♥____ someone
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Shuberth <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear,
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Losing a loved one hurts more then
anyone could think. My grandma passed away
due to cancer. This is in memory of
Helen DeWitt.
if you've lost your loved one. Be my guest and put
this on your page.