Lonelyjay• Show poetry

I have a new username here...SubXConscious...I won't be using this one anymore...Unless something changes...

Sitting here, thinking of you...Sitting here knowing I shouldn't, but its begun again...The sequel to my life....Oh no!

Flea's have invaded my home! Watch out!

Deep down inside me, I feel I need a change. So sick of
everything, it all just seems the same. Always unhappy,
I cannot find a smile. Wasting my life away, I guess you
can call it suicide. My life's a waste. Nothing left for me to
hate. I hate myself. I have no friends. I'm treading water,
I'm struggling by the edge. I'm sitting here all alone, I just
can't lose myself. My friends ignore me, they think my life's
a waste. They're now my enemies, all of which I hate.
~Don't know who wrote that but it wasn't me~ It describes exactly how I feel.