Life for me is a collage
of happy and sad memories
plastered together
like some tragedy you see
on the side of the street.
I am an addict.
to many things.
Such as;
starbursts
bright colors
razorblades and painkillers
Pink and Orange.
My "emo's" call them what you will. i'm queen of the damned and forgotten.
music. George Strait & Good Charlotte, Green Day and Johnny Cash.
Its all like oxygen to me.
i am an addict
to many things.
But not drugs.
My world revolves around
the people that are in it.
my support system is a triangle
that consists of
me, Jordan(mahmexican)Bautista, and Kyle.
without them,
i couldnt make it.
I do have a queen of the world attitude.
And yes, It does take some getting used to.
I'm one bubbly glass of champagne and sunshine in a cup.
Someday
I'm going to have my poetry published.
I'll be a country rockstar
and i'll host a rodeo whenever the hell i feel like it.
I will be famous in the cullinary world.
And someday i want to be a zoology teacher.
If you hear me say "until the day my daddy died"
Dont be surprised.
My dad was killed on October 25, 2007.
and in a small town it made up the tabloids.
But i'm fine with my life the way it is, so please, forgoe the sympathy.
if i want it i'll ask.
Thats me in a nutshell, You'll love it.
If you see me decked out in black, plaid skirts and stillettos one day,
dont be surprised
to see me in wranglers and cowboy boots with my hat in hand
the next day.
of happy and sad memories
plastered together
like some tragedy you see
on the side of the street.
I am an addict.
to many things.
Such as;
starbursts
bright colors
razorblades and painkillers
Pink and Orange.
My "emo's" call them what you will. i'm queen of the damned and forgotten.
music. George Strait & Good Charlotte, Green Day and Johnny Cash.
Its all like oxygen to me.
i am an addict
to many things.
But not drugs.
My world revolves around
the people that are in it.
my support system is a triangle
that consists of
me, Jordan(mahmexican)Bautista, and Kyle.
without them,
i couldnt make it.
I do have a queen of the world attitude.
And yes, It does take some getting used to.
I'm one bubbly glass of champagne and sunshine in a cup.
Someday
I'm going to have my poetry published.
I'll be a country rockstar
and i'll host a rodeo whenever the hell i feel like it.
I will be famous in the cullinary world.
And someday i want to be a zoology teacher.
If you hear me say "until the day my daddy died"
Dont be surprised.
My dad was killed on October 25, 2007.
and in a small town it made up the tabloids.
But i'm fine with my life the way it is, so please, forgoe the sympathy.
if i want it i'll ask.
Thats me in a nutshell, You'll love it.
If you see me decked out in black, plaid skirts and stillettos one day,
dont be surprised
to see me in wranglers and cowboy boots with my hat in hand
the next day.
- Last seen 2 hours ago. Member since April 22, 2006.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 356 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "SO WHAT if i have that whole queen of the world attitude thing going on. It happens. But at least i control what happens in my life. i will not let people walk all over me anymore.".
- I am a 17 year old girl from Idaho (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm clearly something other than depressed..
- I am in the groups A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Music Rules My Life
- I have 356 comments, 9 contests, 140 poems
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Absence of Light on May 25yeah... im getting a job soon so hopefully... maybe...
our plan will come to fruition soon.
I miss you.
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DesolatELifE on March 12How are you, old friend?
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Dead Star--x on February 20, 2007aaaaaawwwwww thats so cool, you have 2 of my poems up!!! shanx you!!!!(that is meant with an 's') hehe
you have to enter my new contest, you justy have too!!! 
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Absence of Light on September 17, 2006Where have you gone??? we havent talked in forever... i miss you!lol... well hope we can talk soon... love ya...
Jacob
