I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
I think I made you up inside my head.
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
I think I made you up inside my head.
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
I think I made you up inside my head.
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I think I made you up inside my head.
-"Mad Girl's Love Song"...Sylvia Plath
I am the love killer,
I am murdering the music we thought so special,
that blazed between us, over and over.
I am murdering me, where I kneeled at your kiss.
I am pushing knives through the hands
that created two into one.
Our hands do not bleed at this,
they lie still in their dishonor.
I am taking the boats of our beds
and swamping them, letting them cough on the sea
and choke on it and go down into nothing.
I am stuffing your mouth with your
promises and watching
you vomit them out upon my face.
The Camp we directed?
I have gassed the campers.
Now I am alone with the dead,
flying off bridges,
hurling myself like a beer can into the wastebasket.
I am flying like a single red rose,
leaving a jet stream
of solitude
and yet I feel nothing,
though I fly and hurl,
my insides are empty
and my face is as blank as a wall.
Shall I call the funeral director?
He could put our two bodies into one pink casket,
those bodies from before,
and someone might send flowers,
and someone might come to mourn
and it would be in the obits,
and people would know that something died,
is no more, speaks no more, won't even
drive a car again and all of that.
When a life is over,
the one you were living for,
where do you go?
I'll work nights.
I'll dance in the city.
I'll wear red for a burning.
I'll look at the Charles very carefully,
wearing its long legs of neon.
And the cars will go by.
The cars will go by.
And there'll be no scream
from the lady in the red dress
dancing on her own Ellis Island,
who turns in circles,
dancing alone
as the cars go by.
-"Killing the Love"...Anne Sexton
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25 lines, 38 comments, on Aug 13 9:12 AM 2005. In Contemporary
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I wanted to capture her
like a firefly in my fist -
I will walk on water
like Jesus did17 lines, 41 comments, on Nov 4 8:34 AM 2005. In Personal -
15 lines, 32 comments, on Sep 28 11:01 AM 2005. In Contemporary
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At 13 I sat in a classroom with
puckered tongues flapping pink33 lines, 44 comments, on Jul 2 9:45 AM 2005. In Personal -
Blunt and precise, the silver eye opens
like an aluminum fish and swallows every29 lines, 16 comments, on Jul 5 12:35 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary -
the malignity of so much whiteness.28 lines, 23 comments, on Jul 23 7:39 AM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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She holds winter in her palms.39 lines, 23 comments, on Sep 2 8:04 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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Death has already come dragging
her black skirts into your room -
I have ridden the red horse straight into delusion. -
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Inexorable,
this half-dark abeyance -35 lines, 53 comments, on Jun 12 8:46 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary -
A vial of colorless love42 lines, 37 comments, on Jun 10 6:22 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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34 lines, 113 comments, on May 27 11:00 AM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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On the seventh day I was born,
wretched from my mother’s uterus -
Muscadine hands
thick-stiff from arthritis -
Malignant lump, they cut you out of me42 lines, 52 comments, on Jan 31 10:10 PM 2005. In Personal
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I am porcelain.
My hollow skin inexorable -
When you said you didn’t love me,
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How feeble a bone, to snap25 lines, 68 comments, on Jan 27 7:11 AM 2005. In Love
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A flap of skin, an apple peel
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On my way to death I thought of you,
choking on lilies left in my wake -
He drinks my plastic sex
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Girl where are your bones?
Stuck in November, -
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charting the language of stars
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23 lines, 22 comments, on Jan 19 9:49 PM 2005. In Personal
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8 lines, 35 comments, on Jan 16 9:32 PM 2005. In Love
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nuzzle trembling lips with a gun-mouth.
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It was raining when
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it slipped headfirst into an oceans slippery gut23 lines, 12 comments, on Jan 17 9:26 PM 2005. In Weird
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The world is froze over
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He drinks my plastic sex
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A flap of skin, an apple peel
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nuzzle trembling lips with a gun-mouth.
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It was raining when
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8 lines, 35 comments, on Jan 16 9:32 PM 2005. In Love
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it slipped headfirst into an oceans slippery gut23 lines, 12 comments, on Jan 17 9:26 PM 2005. In Weird
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23 lines, 22 comments, on Jan 19 9:49 PM 2005. In Personal
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How feeble a bone, to snap25 lines, 68 comments, on Jan 27 7:11 AM 2005. In Love
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Malignant lump, they cut you out of me42 lines, 52 comments, on Jan 31 10:10 PM 2005. In Personal
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charting the language of stars
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The world is froze over
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Girl where are your bones?
Stuck in November, -
I am porcelain.
My hollow skin inexorable -
On my way to death I thought of you,
choking on lilies left in my wake -
On the seventh day I was born,
wretched from my mother’s uterus -
When you said you didn’t love me,
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34 lines, 113 comments, on May 27 11:00 AM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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Muscadine hands
thick-stiff from arthritis -
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A vial of colorless love42 lines, 37 comments, on Jun 10 6:22 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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Inexorable,
this half-dark abeyance -35 lines, 53 comments, on Jun 12 8:46 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary -
At 13 I sat in a classroom with
puckered tongues flapping pink33 lines, 44 comments, on Jul 2 9:45 AM 2005. In Personal -
Blunt and precise, the silver eye opens
like an aluminum fish and swallows every29 lines, 16 comments, on Jul 5 12:35 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary -
the malignity of so much whiteness.28 lines, 23 comments, on Jul 23 7:39 AM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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25 lines, 38 comments, on Aug 13 9:12 AM 2005. In Contemporary
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She holds winter in her palms.39 lines, 23 comments, on Sep 2 8:04 PM 2005. In Personal, Contemporary
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I wanted to capture her
like a firefly in my fist -
15 lines, 32 comments, on Sep 28 11:01 AM 2005. In Contemporary
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Death has already come dragging
her black skirts into your room -
I have ridden the red horse straight into delusion. -
I will walk on water
like Jesus did17 lines, 41 comments, on Nov 4 8:34 AM 2005. In Personal -
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38 lines, 39 comments, on Jan 15 8:17 AM 2007
