List: All my older poems

I am placing all the poems I have done over the last 3 years here. I will be starting new lists to organize as I write from here on out

• Lovers End

  I see you there waiting for me,
  waiting for what I will next do,

  43 lines, on Sep 3 12:05 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Love, Dark
• Blades

  Pick up my blade or knife,
  trying to cut away life's strife,

  26 lines, 11 comments, on Sep 3 12:46 PM 2006. In Dark
• Lovers Ends

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  42 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 4 11:30 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Love, Dark
• The Son

  I stand here before you father,
  sorry to be such a bother,

  19 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 5 5:12 PM 2006. In Spiritual, Love, Hope
• Depressed Vampyress

  With wings of white drooping,
  while emotions are regrouping,

  33 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 6 10:10 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Scars

  I dream of a time,
  one where I am able to find,

  36 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 8 10:16 AM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Mommy

  Mommy don't cry for me I am here,
  under your heart you hold me dear,

  23 lines, 4 comments, on Sep 8 3:29 PM 2006. In Love, Hope
• Whispers

  Silently follow you this I do,
  whispers of the darkest night,

  46 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 10 9:46 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Furious anger

  Silence through the land,
  this is the earths great band,

  26 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 10 1:21 PM 2006. In Other, Nature
• Darkness within the soul

  Who am I the one by the door,
  the one you threw upon that floor.

  60 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 10 8:22 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Raging Emotions

  Sitting here within this chair,
  I contemplate that you are not fair,

  36 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 11 3:45 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Alone

  As I wander down the street,
  with my dog there are none to meet,

  15 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 12 11:53 AM 2006. In Sad, Other, Dark
• You say tomato and I say tamato

  You call me freak,
  and a geek,

  24 lines, on Sep 12 5:30 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Threads

  What is the center of time,
  what is that we can find,

  32 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 13 8:09 PM 2006. In Dark
• Not a poem Lottery #

  1 lines, on Sep 13 9:00 PM 2006. In Other
• Midnight

  I walk behind you a step or two,
  I am behind and stalking you,

  38 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 15 7:42 PM 2006. In Fantasy
• Death to the Rabbit

  In the garden below the trees,
  her comes a rabbit with fleas,

  38 lines, 4 comments, on Sep 17 1:29 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Adult humor, Dark
• Venus

  Venus goddess of the night,
  part of loves plight,

  18 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 18 10:15 PM 2006. In Other
• Lonely

  Alone I sit in the seat
  hoping forevermore to meet

  21 lines, on Sep 20 4:07 PM 2006. In Personal, Love, Dark
• Terror in the Night

  Coming up behind you I place
  my hands around your throat

  41 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 20 8:36 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Flower

  Rose of red,
  violets of blue,

  29 lines, on Sep 21 4:34 PM 2006. In Erotica, Adult, Love
• Dying

  I put my affairs in order,
  it should hold till the quarter,

  29 lines, on Sep 22 10:57 AM 2006. In Adult
• Death Becomes

  Setting in the darkness below,
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  33 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 24 10:22 AM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Friends

  45 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 24 6:51 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Midnight's Mind

  49 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 26 5:24 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Visions of Death

  As I sleep things I see,
  they frighten me,

  34 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 27 9:28 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Star crossed Lovers

  I watch beneath the stars,
  waiting for my lover from afar,

  23 lines, on Sep 29 12:14 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Dark
• Break Open the Crypt

  I lay within my grave,
  in a crypt of a slave,

  26 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 1 5:49 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Writers Block

  Alone I sit in the seat,
  hoping forevermore to meet,

  28 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 2 10:49 PM 2006. In Other
• Minds Eye

  Deep within my minds eye,
  the truest of non emotion exists,

  36 lines, on Oct 3 11:06 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• All Hallow's Eve

  On cold and eerie night,
  walking down the sidewalk,

  57 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 4 10:24 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Lovers Tryst

  She opened the door,
  and was slammed to the wall

  58 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 4 7:41 PM 2006. In Adult, Love
• Bye Bye Summer

  The trees are turning their reds,
  orange, yellow and greens

  13 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 5 8:44 PM 2006. In Nature
• Skys

  Angy Skies,bending trees,orange waters.
  Natures force, winds screaming all the way.

  2 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 6 12:32 PM 2006. In Nature
• Fantasy's Knowledge

  Hair entwined with books and dreams,
  lover kiss this is what it seems.

  24 lines, 7 comments, on Oct 8 12:51 PM 2006. In Fantasy
• Dispair

  On my knees before your grave,
  I could not save

  31 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 9 1:17 PM 2006. In Other, Dark, Angst
• Bubble

  Behind the glass of this jar,
  wondering just if I dare go that far,

  28 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 10 12:44 PM 2006. In Dark
• I need peace

  In understanding life's challenges,
  I speculate as to why.

  32 lines, on Oct 11 6:15 PM 2006. In Other, Hope
• Lonely View

  Standing upon this cliff
  looking towards the lovely rift

  30 lines, on Oct 14 5:55 PM 2006. In Other, Nature, Dark
• Bloodlust

  Walking down the street
  waiting for to meet,

  38 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 17 11:27 AM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Halloween Bash

  Here we are this Halloween
  wishing for the magic bean

  29 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 19 8:22 PM 2006. In Fantasy, Other, Dark
• Good Bye

  As a child I use to know
  which one of the paths I would choose to go

  42 lines, 6 comments, on Oct 22 7:39 PM 2006. In Personal, Dark
• Life

  0 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 23 12:14 PM 2006. In Other
• Hurt

  I thought I knew you
  but you changed

  39 lines, on Oct 23 8:23 PM 2006. In Personal, Other, Dark
• Nightmare of my Mind

  In the nightmares of my mind
  there no one can ever find

  23 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 25 8:50 PM 2006. In Personal, Dark, Angst
• Emptyness within

  All I feel is this emptiness within my soul
  how is it that I can continue to function

  42 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 27 10:06 PM 2006. In Personal, Dark
• Dark Holiday

  You say to give thanks today
  but here I am to say

  31 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 2 8:40 PM 2006. In Personal, Dark
• Dreams of Never

  Why do we dream of forever end?
  Our dreams are here to lend,

  38 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 6 2:37 PM 2006. In Other, Dark
• Autumn

  Autumn is in the air,
  from the burning of the leaves

  34 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 8 3:55 PM 2006. In Nature
• Fallen Dreams

  A child with dreams of grandeur
  life to life, fun to see

  32 lines, 10 comments, on Nov 14 8:56 PM 2006. In Personal, Abuse, Dark
• Suffocating Darkness

  In the darkness of my room
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  30 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 24 10:38 PM 2006. In Dark, Sad, Other
• Drowning

  56 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 26 11:22 AM 2006. In Dark, Other, Fantasy
• Death is

  Death is but an old friend that will take you to its bitter end.

  0 lines, on Nov 29 12:59 PM 2006
• Knife

  I am a cutter with out a dream
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  32 lines, 3 comments, on Nov 30 10:03 PM 2006. In Dark, Other, Personal
• Worthless

  Standing in line I think to my self your
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  23 lines, 2 comments, on Dec 3 9:07 PM 2006
• Seductress

  She stands next to the water cooler
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  23 lines, 2 comments, on Dec 4 11:06 AM 2006
• Dearest Santa

  I wish to ask for only one thing
  that would be a home for in which to sing

  29 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 6 12:03 PM 2006
• "What makes the dawn come up like thunder"

  In the beauty of dawn's colors so bright.
  And explosion of reds, purples and blues

  19 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 7 10:39 AM 2006. In Nature, Spiritual, Other
• "What makes the dawn come up like thunder"

  In the beauty of dawn's colors so bright.
  And explosion of reds, purples and blues

  19 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 7 10:39 AM 2006. In Nature, Spiritual, Other
• Writers Block

  I can't think I have writers block
  so why is that such a shock

  10 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 13 8:30 PM 2006
• Shadow Love

  He enters your room this man of the night
  he comes to you and touches your hand

  29 lines, 4 comments, on Dec 17 9:19 PM 2006
• Murder of a Friendship

  You were my best friend,
  my confidant, my conscience,

  28 lines, 3 comments, on Dec 18 7:27 PM 2006
• Dark of the Moon

  36 lines, 5 comments, on Jan 1 8:13 PM 2007
• Lost

  Standing in the middle of the room
  one where this is only the light of the moon

  45 lines, 3 comments, on Jan 3 9:16 PM 2007
• Magical World

  Stepping into the world of wonder
  a magical, mystical realm

  33 lines, 15 comments, on Jan 8 7:15 PM 2007
• Darkened Doors

  Standing in the doorway of life
  I watch as visions of yesteryear float past

  37 lines, 7 comments, on Jan 9 2:15 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts, Personal
• Fingers

  I see the skeleton fingers reaching towards the sky
  there are many can't you see

  27 lines, 1 comment, on Jan 10 5:58 PM 2007. In Nature, Fantasy, Thoughts
• Darkest of Night

  Upon my bed I do sit
  waiting for the darkness to come

  41 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 14 11:49 AM 2007
• K.J.

  24 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 18 10:46 AM 2007
• Dangerous Encounter

  I walk down the street towards my home
  easy relaxed and all alone

  51 lines, 5 comments, on Jan 18 10:45 PM 2007
• Windows to the Soul

  Looking out at the world beyond
  what is it that I see

  43 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 21 12:55 PM 2007. In Spiritual, Personal, Hope, Life
• Snow

  Drifting down from the heavens above
  each one unique and indvidual

  21 lines, on Jan 21 1:36 PM 2007
• TearDrops From Heaven

  As it drops bit by bit from the heavens above
  teardrops are raining like dew

  31 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 21 10:16 PM 2007. In Spiritual, Love, Hope
• Mother of Fire

  Mother of fire
  eagles soar

  22 lines, 3 comments, on Jan 22 11:03 AM 2007. In Fantasy
• Heaven's Fire

  In the space of heaven there is a fire
  one that shows the door way to our souls

  12 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 22 11:51 AM 2007. In Spiritual
• Death's Directions

  Here I am laying in a pool of blood
  there is the reaper waiting for me

  23 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 24 10:54 AM 2007
• Final Choice.

  Drifting along with my thoughts
  I don't know where I am going to go

  47 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 24 6:31 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Dark
• Deaths Desires

  She stands there with her broom
  waiting to sweep away the day time gloom

  30 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 26 10:03 PM 2007. In Dark, Life
• Alone

  As I walk along the beach
  I see the shoreline and the waves

  29 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 28 1:27 PM 2007
• My stupidity

  I watch and try to do
  the right things in this life

  24 lines, on Jan 29 10:42 PM 2007
• [ Walking through the open door ]

  Walking through the open door
  wondering what my life is to become

  17 lines, 1 comment, on Jan 30 9:55 AM 2007
• You

  I married you at seventeen
  had your child at eighteen

  65 lines, 5 comments, on Jan 30 11:33 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Personal, Thoughts, Sad
• [ In the darkest of night ]

  In the darkest of night
  by the light of the moon

  59 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 31 2:45 PM 2007
• Dream of Death

  32 lines, 5 comments, on Feb 1 4:40 PM 2007
• Bliss

  Walking down a snowy hillside
  I see the footprints of this

  44 lines, 5 comments, on Feb 4 11:46 AM 2007. In Nature, Thoughts
• Love

  Sitting on the banks of the river
  watching the snow white swans

  23 lines, 1 comment, on Feb 5 2:05 PM 2007
• Wreckage

  The wreckage of the car
  is like the wreckage of the mind

  36 lines, 3 comments, on Feb 5 9:18 PM 2007
• Aunty Nocturnal

  You are a soothing drink
  upon a warm summers night

  15 lines, 3 comments, on Feb 6 4:31 PM 2007
• Other

  I am sitting here next to my pc
  I want this life to end

  39 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 7 5:04 PM 2007
• Dear Friend

  You told me last night you go to Iraq and you don't
  want to come back except in a body bag.  This tore at my

  38 lines, 3 comments, on Feb 8 10:09 AM 2007
• Two Hearts Beat As One

  You were the world to me
  I loved you with out fear

  31 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 11 11:45 AM 2007
• You don't care

  I am five years old and here you are
  I am the one on the bed underneath of you

  68 lines, 5 comments, on Feb 11 10:13 PM 2007
• Hell

  A magical marriage she thought she would have
  a child at the age of eighteen

  92 lines, 6 comments, on Feb 13 5:32 PM 2007. In Abuse, Personal, Dark, Thoughts
• Random

  Dust to dawn,
  rivers of never,

  27 lines, on Feb 18 12:05 PM 2007. In Thoughts
• Die

  22 lines, 4 comments, on Feb 19 6:00 PM 2007. In Adult, Personal, Dark
• [ Beauty of the day ]

  Beauty of the day
  sun shine bright

  40 lines, 1 comment, on Feb 21 2:23 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Dark
• Painful Secrets

  38 lines, 3 comments, on Feb 22 7:22 PM 2007. In Adult, Personal, Dark
• Boulevard of Broken Dreams

  Walking the Boulevard all alone
  with only myself for company

  26 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 23 1:39 PM 2007
• Windows to my soul

  I walk along the path of life
  watching the waves crashing on the beach

  32 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 25 1:24 PM 2007. In Thoughts
• Silent Scream

  I sit here with my mind in turmoil
  screaming with in tears streaming down my

  30 lines, 11 comments, on Feb 26 6:35 PM 2007. In Personal, Dark, Thoughts
• Pure

  Pure as the driven snow
  you are to us, fragrant as the

  43 lines, 3 comments, on Feb 27 2:25 PM 2007. In Other, Hope, Love
• One Drop at a Time

  Drip,drip,drip
  one litte drop at a time

  33 lines, on Feb 27 3:13 PM 2007. In Dark
• Dreamless Sleep

  Laying here upon my
  pillow I wait for the

  22 lines, 1 comment, on Feb 27 10:00 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts, Personal
• Sunless Day

  I wait for the days dawning
  but realize for me there

  40 lines, 1 comment, on Feb 28 5:03 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• No Please Stop

  I sit within the little bit
  of light hearing those voices

  25 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 28 9:17 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts, Sad
• Soldier

  Moon beams and heavy downpours
  daylight and scorching heat

  27 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 4 3:01 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Hope
• Hatred

  You said you loved me
  gave me your last name

  59 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 6 11:13 AM 2007. In Hatred, Personal, Thoughts
• [ Turn around and look back ]

  Turn around and look back
  for this is where you have

  46 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 6 5:33 PM 2007. In Thoughts
• [ Candy coated kisses that is what I wished for ]

  Candy coated kisses that is what I wished for
  but "my dreams are never going to come true"

  32 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 8 10:28 AM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• Crying in the night

  I am a wolf man you can see
  but what I cry for is the

  29 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 8 10:41 AM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• [ Distant Lands ]

  Distant Lands
  faraway places

  34 lines, on Mar 11 9:20 PM 2007
• Options

  I sit here at my keyboard and
  type out these words ones

  83 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 12 12:42 PM 2007
• Shattered

  Dreams of yesterday cross my mind
  I wish for to feel you in my life

  26 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 13 3:34 PM 2007
• Brand New Me

  I look in the mirror and what
  do I see a brand new person

  32 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 14 3:28 PM 2007
• The Vampyre

  Walking down the lonely darkened
  street towards the light where

  36 lines, 5 comments, on Mar 14 8:31 PM 2007. In Contest, Dark
• Dear ....

  I received a letter today
  but it wasn't in the usual way

  59 lines, 4 comments, on Mar 15 8:50 PM 2007
• Defeated

  I sit looking out the window at the
  birds chirping and  fighting for the

  39 lines, 3 comments, on Mar 16 4:22 PM 2007
• Standing

  Standing on the edge of this cliff
  that goes straight down to the big blue

  44 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 18 5:25 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• Desire

  I sit looking out my window today
  seeing the white covered ground

  41 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 19 2:13 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• Goodbye

  Today is the day you moved away
  from me to a new place so far

  23 lines, 3 comments, on Mar 19 3:21 PM 2007
• Grandma

  I sit looking outward from
  my window and I see the

  33 lines, on Mar 20 3:20 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Contemporary
• Forever

  I sit here looking for
  someone to call my own

  27 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 21 11:25 AM 2007
• Silhouetted Death

  Distant lands, distant feelings,
  distant emotions, all silhouetted

  32 lines, 3 comments, on Mar 21 2:47 PM 2007. In Dark, Life, Pain, Other
• Tears

  With tears upon my cheeks I
  crawl into my bed to sleep

  43 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 23 11:04 AM 2007
• Points

  Points for me, points for you
  this is what I wish to do

  15 lines, 2 comments, on Mar 23 1:13 PM 2007. In Other
• Drama Queen

  Hit the drama queen
  she is the one who will whine

  5 lines, 4 comments, on Mar 23 1:22 PM 2007
• Fog

  Standing with in the mist
  of the fog in a world that

  52 lines, 4 comments, on Mar 25 10:54 AM 2007
• Abuse

  The woman made the meals
  and had the thrown against

  67 lines, 5 comments, on Mar 27 11:36 AM 2007
• Distant Tears

  Upon a moonlite beach
  with the golden sand

  45 lines, 3 comments, on Mar 28 3:01 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts
• Cold

  Sitting in the world of cold
  this is where the nights are old

  25 lines, on Apr 1 1:39 PM 2007
• Dark

  Walking beneath the moons golden glow
  in a forest of green the giant

  41 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 3 3:49 PM 2007
• Crying Red

  Staring out the window at the
  world beyond the tears slip down

  39 lines, 24 comments, on Apr 4 1:09 PM 2007
• Deepest

  I sit here at my keyboard reaching
  for the piece of my life that

  39 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 9 1:00 PM 2007
• Lipstick colored Kisses

  Lipstick colored kisses rain
  down upon your face,

  35 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 9 4:43 PM 2007. In Dark, Pain, Personal
• Words

  I think it is pretty crappy but forgive me I have been in a slump lately and this is the result of that slump.

  37 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 18 6:51 PM 2007
• [ Looking out my window at the rain beyond ]

  Looking out my window at the rain beyond
  I am reminded of how much I use to love

  43 lines, 3 comments, on Apr 23 3:20 PM 2007
• Depressed Soul

  I sit in front of this computer / screen trying to think of a way / to descibe how I feel with this / life I live, the one that spirals / d

  29 lines, 4 comments, on Apr 24 6:42 PM 2007
• Secret Lover

  He waits for me beneath the old oak tree / with its leaves of green and stones of white / all around the base in the cemetary of / the dead, his whispers are in my mind alerting / me to his being close by.  He a

  50 lines, on Apr 26 4:29 PM 2007
• Abuse

  Waiting by the bed for the master / of the house I sit wrapped in a / sheet of crimson red trying to hide / the scars that lie beneath / t

  58 lines, on Apr 30 10:13 PM 2007
• [ She sits near a tree in the dark of the night ]

  She sits near a tree in the dark of the night / a beauty that rivals no other but alone she sits / waiting for the one that haunts her thou

  34 lines, 5 comments, on May 2 3:36 PM 2007. In Fantasy, Vampyre
• Do I?

  I am out of my mind you say / because I want to run far away / from the fear and the hate / I am so tired of this dreaded / fate of a life

  29 lines, 1 comment, on May 3 8:20 PM 2007
• Lines

  I look down upon this body of mine / criss-crossed with lines and scars. / I reach for the blade beneath my hand, / and make a new cut one

  28 lines, 2 comments, on May 6 9:16 PM 2007
• [ Within the darkness of the night ]

  Within the darkness of the night / there is a person that waits for / it with bated breath, blade in hand, / cold with a fury holding her to / the distant past where the child / in her was never a child anymore

  29 lines, 2 comments, on May 7 1:52 PM 2007
• Old Woman

  Coming up the old woman sitting beneath a weeping willow tree of green and brown holding in her had a bottle of Black Velvet. Above her is

  21 lines, on May 14 3:13 PM 2007
• Sister

  Within the chaos there is a light of pure gold / her name is Kelsey and I for one adore this / girl she is a window within the door / of unhappiness for many of us and the windows / that reaches within our souls. You

  24 lines, on May 20 12:27 PM 2007
• Withered

  Withered from the emotions that rage / within my souls heartache / Miseries company that line the hurt / of tomorrow's dreaming sadness / T

  52 lines, on May 21 11:44 AM 2007
• M.I.N.T.

  Midnight hues of gold and silver / Interest me in the heavens splendors / Never did I think to see such a sight / That I have upon this midsummer's night / Mild scents in the cool midnight air / Ins

  18 lines, 1 comment, on May 22 3:44 PM 2007
• Midnight

  Wish upon a midnight star watching from so far away / it is beyond the time and space wandering through this empty place. / Alone and drifting upon the tide of ones minds eyes, terror strikes in the heart / of man

  15 lines, 1 comment, on May 24 8:24 PM 2007
• Flames

  Bursting into flames with in this heart of mine, / cherry red colors go higher and higher as the flames / are fanned by the disdain of you

  13 lines, on May 28 4:15 PM 2007
• [ Rivers of blood run down my heart ]

  Rivers of blood run down my heart / for the child of mine that I have / lost, she has become a woman you / see and no longer will I be the one / that holds her near and loves her dear. / I cry this river of t

  20 lines, on May 29 8:05 PM 2007
• [ Time is a valuable thing, watching as ]

  Time is a valuable thing, watching as / the hands of a clock tick tock away / the seconds of the life that is yours, / no one realizes just how these precious / seconds add up to taking towards that / fatal day when

  5 lines, on May 30 11:21 AM 2007
• Rant about cutting

  i go to the drawer that has the inturment that takes the pain from my heart and soul and allows it to bleed away into a puddle beyond where it lies for all to see the shame I have done with the cuts i have placed upon my skin

  0 lines, on May 30 5:44 PM 2007
• In the Depths of Self Hatred

  I watch as the river of red drains from / the pool of hatred towards the white lake / that is held beneath the pool, as it drains / towards

  37 lines, 2 comments, on Jun 4 12:44 PM 2007
• [ Kiss of the blade upon white porcelain skin ]

  Kiss of the blade upon white porcelain skin / now etched with scars from all the previous / cuts that are trying to cut away the pain that / lives deep within in a place no one can even / begin to touch, as I place t

  11 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 4 5:33 PM 2007
• Ebb Tide

  Crimson color is the fountain of pain / I feel within driving me to the brink / of insanity, sadness, and despair, can't / you feel me reaching out to you for a little / bit of comfort in this world of pain,

  32 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 6 12:18 PM 2007
• untitled

  I sit at my keyboard not able to find my notebook and I stare down at the cuts upon my arm wanting to see them bleed once again to make a fresh new cut and have it bleed out my pain the pain of being told by one that I use to

  0 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 7 12:49 AM 2007
• Fallen Soldier

  I knew you not but that doesn't / stop the feeling that I would misssomeone great, / someone that gave his all, / of which took a toll upon

  32 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 10 10:23 AM 2007
• My Heart

  My heart is broken, / my life a sham, / all that I was and am has / gone in a number of careless / words that hurt, destroy / things that once was a beautiful friendship, / I sit here looking at

  39 lines, 2 comments, on Jun 12 2:19 PM 2007. In Dark, Thoughts, Sad, Personal, Pain
• Vulnerable

  Laying naked upon the floor for / the world to see my vulnerable / body and tender soul, / depression has a grip upon / her mind, / she lays there for the world to / see her very existance, / th

  40 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 29 2:02 PM 2007. In Sad, Dark
• The Man Behind the Rose

  He stands at her doorway with a single rose / in his hand waiting for her to answer his knock, / behind this rose is a heart that beats so true / for her in his breast behind the rose is the / man that loves her true

  24 lines, 3 comments, on Jul 4 3:16 PM 2007
• The Fire Within

  I sit on my golden chair waiting / for the life to drip through the air / wanting nothing more then to see / the world turn away from me /

  60 lines, 4 comments, on Jul 15 6:33 PM 2007. In Sad, Dark, Pain
• Waiting

  I sit near the window in my room / looking out into the darkness / waiting for the one that I know / will have me join them this night. / The breeze does play upon my skin / causing goosebumps whe

  48 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 18 8:45 PM 2007
• [ Pain is within my soul ]

  Pain is within my soul / waiting to be released from / its prison of hell, / waiting to climb from its depths and destruction / into the light from wench the pain began, / crying, dying, delving into the great

  33 lines, on Jul 19 9:34 PM 2007
• Barbie murdered the muffin man

  Barbie is my name / I look towards the / bakery shop where my man is / he is the muffin man and / I saw him last night with Ken / they were kissing and laughing / I was furious, / I await for him to go to his

  20 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 19 9:51 PM 2007. In Weird
• Twisted

  I sit at my computer day by ever / increasing day wondering if this torture / of self hatred will ever end, / more then once a I reach for

  62 lines, 4 comments, on Jul 20 3:16 PM 2007. In Dark, Life, Personal, Sad
• Coffee

  I wake up in the morning / to the rich scent of coffee, / given the sweetness of the wakeup / I adore.

  3 lines, 6 comments, on Jul 20 3:30 PM 2007
• Damned Soul

  I watch outside the window / wondering if this life is for me, / I cry the tears of hatred for / what I can be, / Alone, confused, afraid, and distraught, / left on your doorstep was all for naught, / Tired of thi

  34 lines, 5 comments, on Jul 21 11:41 AM 2007. In Abuse, Thoughts, Dark, Personal
• Lost in thought

  Near my window I do look out upon / the seas that crash into the shore / below me, but I do not see it so / lost in thought I was, I do not hear / the sea gulls crying over head, / my thoughts drift to life and its

  47 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 22 2:38 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Life, Other
• Whispers

  Her mind whispers of a time long ago / when she was but a child in a childs / world, whispers of sandboxes, slides, / and swimming pools, o

  50 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 22 3:13 PM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Pain, Personal
• Death whispered in her ear

  Laying upon my bed stareing at / the ceiling waiting for the nights / fall, the sweet scent of roses drift / upon the air as the dusk begin

  17 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 28 10:07 PM 2007
• The Bride

  She waits at the altar for her groom
  dressed in a gown of white silk, shredded

  28 lines, 5 comments, on Aug 1 6:41 PM 2007
• Crying

  I stand here in the rain letting the drops fall over me to hide

  11 lines, 1 comment, on Aug 18 8:24 PM 2007
• Await

  She waits for him in a darkened room
  dressing in a silken nightgown

  17 lines, 1 comment, on Aug 26 11:57 AM 2007. In Life, Love, Other
• Haunting

  35 lines, on Aug 27 11:12 AM 2007. In Adult
• Complete

  A soft smile graces her face
  as she thinks of him

  33 lines, 3 comments, on Aug 28 3:07 PM 2007. In Love, Other
• Darkness dances

  Darkness dances with in her soul
  want to be released, a diamond

  39 lines, on Aug 29 11:36 AM 2007
• Precious

  46 lines, on Aug 29 10:37 PM 2007. In Adult, Personal, Thoughts, Love
• Insanity

  She stands at the brink of insanity
  sinking into the depths of neverland

  23 lines, 3 comments, on Aug 31 1:28 PM 2007. In Personal
• Forever

  She sits upon the window seat gazing out at the stars in the sky, through

  19 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 2 12:49 PM 2007. In Personal, Love, Thoughts
• Plastic Dreams

  She sits within her room and watches the world go by her

  14 lines, on Sep 4 12:14 PM 2007
• Rivers

  Rivers of blood pour from the veins
  that once were a solid line but now are

  14 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 4 4:17 PM 2007. In Pain, Personal
• Tiredly

  24 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 5 5:19 PM 2007. In Adult, Pain, Thoughts, Dark
• Standing Alone

  She stands with her arms around him and her head upon his chest listening

  8 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 9 8:41 PM 2007. In Personal
• Stupidest thing said

  0 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 11 10:15 PM 2007
• Lovers

  35 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 11 11:44 PM 2007. In Erotica
• Child of the Night

  What is it I hear in
  the nights wicked sky

  51 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 26 3:30 AM 2007. In Dark
• Walks Away

  42 lines, 6 comments, on Oct 8 1:01 PM 2007. In Adult, Thoughts, Personal, Pain, Love
• Broken

  Safe in his heart he said and she believed him but then

  37 lines, on Oct 14 4:41 AM 2007. In Dark, Angst, Pain, Personal, Thoughts
• Wish you were here

  The days are growing shorter, the nights are growing longer, I am wishing

  23 lines, on Oct 16 11:41 AM 2007
• dragons flight(still working on it)

  Distant Shores Dragons flight

  6 lines, on Oct 16 5:57 PM 2007
• [ I sit here at my computer ]

  I sit here at my computer thinking of the happiness

  29 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 16 8:08 PM 2007
• Trust

  Trust a word everyone seems to throw around day after day many of which have no concept what trust really is when you break trust it is like breaking apromise and that promise broken is like a lie that has been told why do I

  0 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 17 11:41 AM 2007
• Thoughts

  Sitting in my corner all alone my thoughts are running all around

  22 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 22 6:11 PM 2007
• Perhaps Later

  Did I disappoint you or let you down? I told you a few minutes ago that I would

  31 lines, on Oct 23 8:01 PM 2007. In Pain, Personal, Life, Love, Thoughts, Other
• Suicidal Heart

  31 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 24 10:10 PM 2007. In Adult, Dark
• My Darling

  I await with bated breath for a word, a look, or a sound from

  22 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 25 7:29 PM 2007. In Personal, Thoughts, Love
• Desires

  Standing next to the window she looks out over the sea

  36 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 30 2:28 PM 2007. In Personal, Thoughts
• Tears From Heaven

  She stands in the street waiting for the bus that will take her

  72 lines, on Nov 6 6:52 PM 2007. In Pain, Thoughts, Sad, Dark
• [ Birds in flight calling ]

  Birds in flight calling you to my love, rivers

  25 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 15 5:01 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Love
• Nobody's Fool

  Sitting by the mirror she looks within seeing her reflection looking back at her

  65 lines, on Nov 29 6:29 PM 2007. In Abuse, Pain, Dark

• By me, right now

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