Purely me. Don't like, don't read it.
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They call me a beauty,
sweet, loving, -
"And if I make it through today,
will tomorrow be the same, -
They all said I would be nothing,
from the moment I was in a womb. -
The world just spins beneath my feet,
and I desperatly try to follow it's movement, -
Some people say I seem to be slipping away,
slipping away from them and reality. -
Like paper in water,
I am disintegrating. -
Your eyes laugh,
as I fall down on my face, -
How many times do I tell myself,
it won't happen again?80 lines, 10 comments, on Oct 14 6:10 PM 2008. In Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Depressed, Depression, Noguest -
Confusion is nothing but a circle,
that grows larger and larger, -
You smile at me, through pained eyes
and I know that it's just a way to comfort me, -
Tears spill unto the blankets,
that I so desperatly try to hide under.58 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 2 8:47 PM 2008 -
Shame stabs at my heart like a knife,
guilt washes over my conscience, -
Let me just climb a mountain that's to high for me,
we all know I can't make it, -
Everyone has expectations for me,
and I do my best to me them, -
Wanting to cry one minute,
laughing at hardly anything the next.49 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 10 6:22 PM 2008 -
Sitting here trying to find music I can relate too,
but I can't seem to find something anymore, -
I'm never going to be absolutly perfect,
I wish you would stop trying to make me that way. -
They dance gracefully,
and I hop along horribly, -
I'm so tired of dissapointing,
giving the wrong thing, -
I can't ever do anything right for you,
I'm sorry. -
All the nights we sit here,
and question why, -
Exact time seems to hold no meaning,
an empty void I walk across the plains of life. -
I'm your babydoll,
that you play with when you feel like, -
A miracle happened yesterday,
no one died in a plane landing -
I wished on an eyelash today,
for you to come back, -
The nights are long when you aren't here,
while you weave in and out of my daydreams. -
Fear was the key to my life,
it locked all my doors. -
I dug a hole and climbed in,
pulled myself out, -
I'm so tired of asking questions
and no one ever answers them -
Rain falls outside the back seat window,
and I watch the world fly by in a damp blurr. -
Remember how when I was little you'd walk towards me pretending to be Frankenstein or whatever monster suited you that day. I used to scream, tell you to stop, over time I learned to laugh. And the more I little girl giggled
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Tonight was almost the same as that afternoon last July, at the Farm Fair. Only this time it's been a year that has left me completly different inside. Yet I still had this urge to scream and cry just like last time.
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Words would cut across
my battered heart -
"Your dad is always trying to pick a fight with me, and he's stubborn, at times nasty. But he cares about everything to do with his girls,
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the lining around my heart boils, I can feel the bubbles popping, one by one, by one. tears escape my sleep deprived eyes, making the purple circles glint in the desk lamp. and it's all so stupid, stupid to cry.
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Empty spaces hold
neutral whirring, -
I wish that I could believe that
we are made from stardust -
September 1999.
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My calves hurt, but there's really no need to voice it. They always hurt and I've just stopped noticing. It's just a constant, like my brown hair and chilling veins.
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Your syntax always resemembled the same message,
perfection is the only way and if you can't be it
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