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The smile cracks
on my face. -
Paint me on china
I will be easier to break that way -
Two people live here inside me
One - brave and foolish -
The new day dawns so bright
the sun blinds me23 lines, 1 comment, on Apr 4 12:00 PM 2008. In Pain, Ex Husband Poetry -
All those wild nights spent
wrapped in a smoky haze and spiked with a liquor scent, -
Today marks seven years as your wife
but this day does not count, nor do the last -
I have taken the first step of many
on the new road ahead -
When the night is quiet
and my soul is still, -
I find it interesting that you are so ready & willing to be "friends".
I often wonder whether it would be that way if I had done this -
The seven deadly sins as
I was taught very young, was the antithesis -
I know I seem agonized
every time I cry. -
You break me down,
chipping away at the facade of my being -
The realization is gentle
but profound. -
"I have earned my disillusionment"
- Ani DeFranco -
I hope when you lay with her
you remember how you laid with me, the same way. -
Foolish boy,
did you think I wouldn't know? -
Why did I need you once so long ago?
Why did your presence in my life -
My darling man,
I have lain in your bed, -
Your voice again,
aching in my ears, crying for her. -
Witching hour
and I'm weeping again. -
Eggshells beneath my feet
crack and bleed -
You expect sympathy from me,
for your girlfriend -
You flee from the sun,
hiding in your sarcasm. -
WARNING: STRONG LANGUAGE
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I can't listen to them
anymore - -
you think I'm weak
you're wrong.12 lines, 3 comments, on May 31 11:14 AM 2008. In Thoughts, Ex Husband Poetry -
It's hard to believe
that this is not the end,25 lines, 2 comments, on May 31 4:45 PM 2008. In Thoughts, Ex Husband Poetry -
I lost my husband
to a woman who -
I keep my Ipod on
and turned as loud -
Alone,
in the quiet dark, -
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Every day, every step –
a smile plastered on my face, -
When did you decide
I wasn't good enough anymore? -
Prolly don't want to read this if you take issue with mild Bible desecration. *s*
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The afternoon sunlight shows your face
in just a way that I notice your eyes. -
Just one another rejection
in a lifetime -
Can’t we make believe
that all the hateful things -
I wonder if I will look back
at this time in my life -
I invest myself in you,
far more than I should, -
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After being a member
of your family for twelve years, -
I think you would be shocked
to know how sick I feel using -
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Your breath,
hot against my neck -
I never wanted to get married.
I thought that meant -
Angry again.
Shut Up! -
Forgive is easier
said than done and -
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My wells run deep
and finally dry. -
Been called
that and4 lines, 2 comments, on Jun 9 9:33 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry, Thoughts -
If I could kill you
with just one word, -
I listen to my Ipod in the car,
like a sullen teenager, -
Christmas Day,
you made love to me. -
You must think I am really dense.
Driving my car around, -
I always apologized to you
For who I am -
Can you hear me?
Screaming into the rain. -
"Tomorrow will be no better than today,
but no worse than yesterday." -
If “happiness is a warm gun”
The surely the words I scratch -
The End Justifies the Means
One last lost chance -
Out of spite and exhaustion,
I lashed out venom -
Getting a hair cut never seemed like such a big deal24 lines, 3 comments, on Jun 23 4:38 PM 2008. In Thoughts
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He left me curled
on the floor -
Purity is overrated and
cleanliness is easy enough but -
Staring at my reflection
this morning I am stunned -
Do you remember
all those nights spent in dark -
My smile flakes away -
I can only keep my resolve so long. -
The door slams
again. -
How many times
&n -
My last day
of a life sentence in Hell -
Trip after trip -
boxes of possessions -
At 6:30 p.m.
it comes to my attention -
I awoke this morning
feeling the pains of a woman -
Signing my name
to documents -
Marmalade flavored lips
spew orange scented lies. -
As I watch your back,
leaving me, -
I wonder where your mind goes
when we sit & speak about -
Ignore me.
Never mind my words -
Summer breeze to strangle
on my sonic whispers -
A surprise disguised.
Unwelcome and disjointed,36 lines, 2 comments, on Jul 28 9:22 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
I wonder why you have always
appeared to me as a vacuum?35 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 29 2:25 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Rifling through my desk,
I came across yet another52 lines, 4 comments, on Jul 29 4:18 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
A glance,
an indiscretion43 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 31 6:39 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Homicidal thoughts
in the morning57 lines, 5 comments, on Aug 5 9:56 AM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Muttering as I type
66 lines, 3 comments, on Aug 7 8:49 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Salted dreams and
s c a t t e r e d31 lines, 2 comments, on Aug 12 9:46 AM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
In times of sorrow
I pray my eyes remain40 lines, 2 comments, on Aug 14 1:42 PM 2008. In Ex-Husband Poetry -
All in a rush,
a decade seems to melt23 lines, 2 comments, on Aug 14 4:19 PM 2008. In Ex-Husband Poetry -
Wrap me in archaic inertia.
57 lines, 5 comments, on Aug 14 8:12 PM 2008. In Ex-Husband Poetry, Bean -
Shocked at my decisions,
unwilling49 lines, 2 comments, on Aug 28 10:44 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Two nickels and a flint
to produce a spark29 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 11 9:28 AM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
The smell
of clementine oranges22 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 13 4:17 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
I wonder -
how it felt to see me44 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 17 7:13 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry, Bean -
Does it make you feel better
about yourself and your actions44 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 18 1:35 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Wintered winds blow
behind my eyes and freeze33 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 18 4:23 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Bloody slices,
slivered skin kissed34 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 18 9:52 PM 2008. In Weird -
Fraudulent moments
played out -
Sparrow wings steal
my breath -
Weakly wave
from a tiny flame37 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 19 2:21 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
A screaming symphony
of shrill phones -
Stuck
in a roundabout38 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 19 11:00 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
When you assassinate my character
and butcher my feelings,44 lines, 4 comments, on Sep 25 4:06 PM 2008. In Pain, Ex Husband Poetry -
I bend my will to
circumvent a life27 lines, on Sep 25 10:04 PM 2008. In Bean, Ex Husband Poetry -
Vivid detail rakes across my
bleeding mind31 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 13 1:05 AM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
The flesh on my left hand
remains pale, -
Tokens of a lifetime
I won’t ever miss20 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 6 2:34 PM 2008. In Ex Husband Poetry -
Self medicating
with Quaaludes and Xanax,
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