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You seduced me with no trouble at all. / At first it was fun, one big party. / We were together always later, / a love affair that I gladly
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Sweetly seductive, a liquid siren in disguise. / Took me 30 odd years to finally open my eyes. / Fun for a long time, then I crossed that l
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The whiteness is blinding, snowblind and mind fried. / Too many hours, days, years of this fun, this party. / It calls to me, it wont let m
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I'm an alcoholic, a professional drunk. / I do it well, did it often, every night. / You see, I don't have a drinking problem, / I have a s
59 lines, 10 comments,
on Jul 13 9:19 PM 2007. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Hope, Spiritual, Contest, My life, Message, Inspira
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Bleached white bones, the trials of my past,
blinding in intensity, so evident in the shadows.
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It used to be our home, happy and joyful sounds came from it daily,
kids laughing, radio playing, a happy home we called our own.
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I got sober.
Friends, hangouts,
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The voices in my head are screaming,
I only wish that I were dreaming;
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Many times I tried to quit,
as many times I failed.
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Hanging by a thread, disguised, not looking to fight,
not giving a damn what's wrong or right.
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Beat down like a mangy dog begging for scraps,
tail between my legs, I slink off into the shadows;
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The first drug I used was a joint smoked many years ago,
in the back of a Ford Courier pick up, at Knotts Berry farm.
64 lines, 5 comments,
on Nov 1 11:32 PM 2007. In Contest, Drug Abuse, Personal, Thoughts, Life, Sad, Pain, Hope, My life, Message
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Destructive self behavior
Rampant self-centeredness
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I will come for you tonight,
you have no clue,
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The icy waters beckon, life miserable,
heart broken, sighs unheard by all.
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When you look in my eyes, what do you see?
The derelict drug addict or the man who has been set free?
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I sit alone in my room,
dark eyes shunning the light.
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For many years I lived my life all wrong,
drinking, drugs, staying up for days on end.
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Blood rushes to my head, all thoughts are wild,
an elemental craving takes control.
26 lines, 14 comments,
on Aug 28 11:22 PM. In Contest, Personal, Abuse, Recovery, Drugs, Crack, Thoughts, Hope, Message
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