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Winds blow out side my window Sleep in it's own a dream
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Depression a metaphor of nonexistence. Contemplating destruction from within.
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Doll they sat on my shelf. They could tell my story. For as long as I remember they watched over me.
8 lines, 6 comments,
on Feb 2 10:08 AM 2007
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With way thoughts of substance unknowing. Distingushed mask in front of your face. What lies do you hide behind the smile?
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Unfamiliar to my own reflection
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You know I had this idea of what should be. How I should feel and what to believe.
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Just a thought of darkness, insignificant wilted flower
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Watching a blue bird fly
fly so very high in the sky.
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Masquerading with brilliant smiles.
Realization of deception within.
10 lines, 31 comments,
on Feb 9 4:48 PM 2007
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When do I know that my eye's have not been deceived by your words that have demised my works with this world.
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Holding your breath eye's closed shut
21 lines, 7 comments,
on Mar 26 1:12 PM 2007
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Over come with nights embrace. Shadows power has its place.
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Fantastic illusions over take my mind. Deception hides in observation.
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Look do you see it? There hanging on the wall.
A painting hung in the hall of time.
19 lines, 29 comments,
on Jan 29 1:33 PM 2007. In Life
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Warmth of the sun is only for the day. What about the night and cold dreams that lay.
7 lines, 9 comments,
on Feb 1 4:17 PM 2007. In Dark
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Questions starring out from my doll like eyes.
Thoughts that should not be there.
17 lines, 3 comments,
on Jan 29 2:38 PM 2007. In Life
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Nerves on end. Black night's reach day.
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Don't, stop looking in the mirror.
There is nothing left to fix.
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My tears have over flowed more then once / and the brim of my eyes red from the / hold back that is part of my everyday life. / These da
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Sparking water, my reflection crystal clear.
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Illustration of what to believe older then time I can be seen Sun gods, and of Zeus.
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I was feeling so down and out. Nothing really to fret about.
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Beauty is wilted under his care.
My soul the garden given no water to grow.
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Small tears fall from the sky. Soft winds felled with soft crys.
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This is it, fun again. Sun is shining, warm nights.
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He died for love that’s what they said. One so young and full of hope,
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Love is what you make of it. / I have love in my life, / Sometimes just so hard to see. / When the days and nights / Seem to run into one
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/ Lies fall from your mouth, as if it were the truth. / Intriguing and wonderful are the things you wish them to see. / For if they see th
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Just when I think you to be gone, / A reminder is put in front of me. / I will not allow you to shatter / Years of hard work. / Then today
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So to reach and have no arms to enfold in embraces, / Dark dreams hold there power in unseen ways. / To wash ones hands and make a new begi
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How to spoil without it coasting a dime. / Why don’t men get this? / How sweet it was when my father came / Home with wild flower for mum.
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I can't help but question / this or that or you. / I can't help but wonder / is this really true? / I can't help but fear / the thoughts of
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As soon as I woke in the ER / I knew something was so wrong. / I hurt from head to toe and / It was hard to see. / I felt my mouth and / T
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Some times I just wonder why / I was even put here to make / any kind of choice. / I know my heart is big and / when it comes to hurting
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Rings are a chain reaction / Upon the water surface. / Rain will disturb calm / Waters as so will tears. / Drifting winds to / Chop waves on life’s / Reflection in a pond / Of wonder. / / Warm sun shine
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I was told I am Eve / and any Adam would / love to run away / to a garden and recreate. / Yet within the words empty / eyes hide true meani
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It’s a wonder you have not found, / For a heart as big as yours / Would lift any woman off the ground. / So tell me how is it that you came / Back to me. / I who is lost and unknown, / And yet not grown? / Yet
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Stay calm you have to breathe, / Don’t lose control of everything. / Take your time and think it through, / No one will be that mad at you. / I fight the sleep within the day, / Night time comes and I am awake. /
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Looking out my office window a / thought just came by to ponder . / Within love I have found the beauty / Of the light of day again. / Clou
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Light as a feather, feet that doesn’t touch the ground. / Weight to be lifted from backs that ache, / When you are dancing in the worlds pl
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Passion is a flame that only lovers witness, / Within comfort spiritual perspective can rise. / Existence is the splendor of knowing a soul
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My body reacts to this little life, / I hold him close and think maybe. / My want for a baby boy of my own, / I have only really started to
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Tell me that your words are ture, / for if it not I need to know. / You seem to push and pull away / all within the same days. / I let you
21 lines, 4 comments,
on May 18 11:00 PM 2007
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I have to say have not felt it in years, / The looks you get when you know / your so hot and wanted. / Only going out with the best dad, /
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Angel in the night / Taking flight. / Watching lovers walk, / Falling in love, / Within the beauty / Of a kiss. / Gazing into eye’s / Falli
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Unquenchable the desire to be loved fully. / Fantastic illusion are formed within the heart, / of what was or what will be, / splendor and ecstasy, / combined with hurt and tormented. / Paranormal the fee
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When diamonds fell from my eyes / The one’s heaven placed in my hands, / For lovers and never to end. / I watched it sparkle and fade into
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Relief was found in a form of cold stings placed upon / My eyes this morning, swelled closed and hard to see. / The shaking from emotions t
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I was laying in a sun bed / Thoughts swarming my mind / Rest and light is what I was after / But all I could hear was the beat / Of my heart that aches. / Within wonder it pounds. / Thought of not touching th
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He looked at me from across the store, / I seen the eyes follow my face and down. / I smile when I find myself staring / into wandering eye
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To me I wish love and friendship. / Joy and birth, light within the dark, / Oh to me I call on the heart, / Mind, body and soul to guide /
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There is a moment in time / When the world is still. / It’s when two people look / Deep within the eyes / And see past and future, / Pain of days gone by / Is wash away within a kiss. / When two people join in
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Bright sky's a promise of better tomorrows, / birds that fly, freedom is found. / Flowers in bloom, new beginnings. / Rose blossom someone
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on May 30 11:02 PM 2007
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With heavy hearts and open eyes / I to take on the morrow with observation, / Watched within each other a time of truth. / Over more so with solitude I see my path, / The mind loves to play tricks on you. / This I k
29 lines, 5 comments,
on May 30 11:02 PM 2007
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A princess is that what I am, / then where is my crown? / I think you forgot to / give it to me. / A princess is that what I am? / I think not for I wash my / own clothes. No help in this kingdom. / A princess
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on May 30 11:03 PM 2007
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Just one look in the mirror / And it is so easy to see. / This earthly angel / Is in misery. / Heart and soul are heavy / Behind tired eyes
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If I could only give my love to me, / The need and want of love of me. / Then I too could fly on wings, / Live, laugh, and love in splendid ways. / So why is it so hard to love they self? / When others are the disap
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Salted painful streem burn down my face and hit the pillow. / Sting my eyes and make my skin feel tight with need. / Arms that only rap aro
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So you think a few sweet words / will bring me to my knees as a school girl? / You think the women in me would bend, / secret words whisper
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Like the person in the corner / with soft, sweet, needing eyes, / this heart too takes the quit side. / Always watching for the knowledge / of someone with the deepest eyes. / Something more then just empt
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So deep and darks are the hearts of a true Lady. / She to keep the pain and want for no one to see, / for if you know the tears she has cri
16 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 24 1:08 PM 2007
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"Lovely girl" thats what she said / as she and he walked away. / Little did they know the truth / behind smiling eyes, a sadness there. / For I did not feel lovely, / or kind, gentle, and swe
10 lines, 5 comments,
on Jul 30 11:39 AM 2007. In Thoughts
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Love your self so you say, / do you think I want to / feel this way? / I know what it is I have to give, / so tell why I give and I give? / Only to fall again. / Think of you, for you do not, / what do
18 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 30 3:20 PM 2007. In Personal, Pain
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Over grown with life's reaction,
not so easy to follow today.
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Thoughts of unknown wonder
are placed inside of me.
42 lines, 3 comments,
on Aug 3 12:33 AM 2007. In Pain, Loss, Hope
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The dance of life long lovers,
are now displayed in air-aural
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It's natures way to make you
want to recreate.
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Gave all I could,
given more then I should.
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When time does come again and
this heart is once again found,
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Did not know I would only know you in this form.
How delighted to watch fingers and toe open and close.
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Worlds in worlds as I sleep,
Taken through another door in dreams.
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Hundred of stars alight night sky's
Just like the twinkle some see in my eyes
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Dark angel why you ask
this of me with my
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So the fountion watch's as life
once again is replayed.
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Paranormal and spiritual
yet so divine in nature.
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Tonight I looked within a mirror
and only did I see, heaven light
18 lines, 2 comments,
on Aug 26 7:16 PM 2007. In Personal
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Completly devoted to love,
that was once what she said.
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This is just where I did not want to be,
alone with thoughts and feelings unwanted.
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Tormaented innocence of subsents unknown.
Given and taken in a world of deception,
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Fast and hot the flash before my eye's,
naked skin and deep set blue orbs.
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circular circuit in only a cincture,
she dances with the lights on
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It matters not what life we live,
only what is kept in the heart.
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So I feel it deep within my breasts
the pounding of this heart to break.
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The bruses have healed,
the wounds of choice on
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Come over he said,
lay in my bed.
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I lay in bed and wish for quite,
as my mind spins and thoughts are wild.
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I set for hours in the middle of the night,
looking out of my bedroom window when sleep
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Time and time again
the women in me makes
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To wish the heart of me
to maybe one day sing,
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Embracing passion of the power within,
Beauty formed and breathed in winds.
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Perfect hair pulled back off her neck,
Matt smooth makeup applied to perfection.
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Oh the tears I cried, a million diamonds
Sparkle from eye’s to cheek.
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Dancing fast, and faster as the beats and bass take over,
Computer and scratching pumping the music out,
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Proclaiming last days of dreams,
Distinguishing devastated perspective.
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How my heart aches
In the festering absence
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Defective objective I have placed
In the heart of four walls needed.
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It matters not really in the end
who will go and who will stay.
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Anguish is the only word I can think of
That would in anyway come close to
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It is past the skin of perfect reflection,
Lips to tempt the sin of pleasure.
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Falling into a place unseen,
it is not the same as it used to be.
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The beauty that flows strong through your veins,
Radiating itself through impeccable skin.
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Pulled in tormented need to be,
wishing with everything within me
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Slate emotions are taking over
the light of day, love and life.
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falling tears I did see,
in the mirror looking at me.
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The heart dies a slow and painful death
as the petals of a rose in full bloom
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Dear Me,
Well it has been awhile has it not. Sense you let me come out to play and see the light of day.
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Alliteration are within my forecast of change,
Diversity is a splendor of spiritual teaching of generations.
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I do not know where or when.
For I do not sleep in still and peace,
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Crippled in flight to need,
my mother asked the Lord for me.
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Do tend to keep more to myself,
closed off again not wanting to open.
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The eyes of subjugation now are quit,
searching orbs of tribulation lulled
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I would give the fruit of my youth
in sacrifice to seize the tribulation
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Words that have corrupted emotions,
when I have learned to love.
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I do not need a man of flesh
to protect me, from what him?
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Divinatio gaurdian vehiculum exsisto causa of mulier angularity adolescence secui procurator per exsisto commodo preteritus aegrus diligo v
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Enveloped in love for a short time,
when life was young and did not know
26 lines, 3 comments,
on Nov 20 4:48 PM 2007
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My darling little one how I think of thee
each and every day. This time of year seems
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I do not think me beautiful,
and you tell me how wrong I am.
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As the words roll off the mouth
of wisdom, touched by grace, and time.
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It is dark this morning
as I reflect on the months
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To give it up to what I ask?
For it is always within my head.
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Heart a light, not this year
or the one before and so forth.
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The heart abounded hides it tears,
lost within a fear to live and love.
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Wash over me the power of what I am not used too.
My heart cries for your love to surround me
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Void in the shape of illusions
a substance of seductive creation.
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Bile builds up within my soul
of a rejection of heart learned.
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Pretty tears can be cried and in the right hands dried.
How special you are to see my weakness and my fears.
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This night holds a empty void within my heart.
The fire light dulls it flame as
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Slate dusk touches sky on this night,
No vivid light to display merit.
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spilt spirits are consumed in forums of liquid,
unseen or unnoted in solutions wasted in a night.
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All I ever wanted was the truth,
the light of life and love renewed.
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Intellect tell what you prior immateriality blueness between
evince imperfect vision you told intellect particular you
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old think relative
quantity hence love summit
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I want to lose myself within your kiss,
and look upon the night and her mistress
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Ravens wings wash over me this night,
When winds of blooden dreams talk or sing.
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I put my trust in the thought of forever,
yet what is forever with the change of
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There I was not waiting to see,
see the eyes he has for only me.
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Sullen are the eyes that look back today,
it is not that I have reason to not believe.
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it is not that I do not love you. nor that I do not care for you.
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A day of emotions lost within my own pain,
a knock at the door was my life to gain.
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I do believe in love, I swear it still be true.
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be in a state suppose loving, assert it in return be the case.
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