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God only knows how hard I have tried.
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Days lost in thought, nights given to tears / You have to wonder where it went so wrong / A pain I should of seen all along / Unwilling to
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Destruction foretold this lost love. Realization of the hollow grave whispers.
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A whisper in my ear.
A whisper of the past.
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AS I lay me down to sleep My heart I gave my boy to keep
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He died for love that’s what they said. One so young and full of hope,
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He knows a pain he's never felt.
A love he cannot keep.
38 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 29 1:12 PM 2007. In Love lost
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When I was young and in love.
Soft kisses and warm embraces.
Innocent and heart's unbroken.
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I had a dream this night. You were there in it.
17 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 31 10:45 AM 2007. In dreams
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Now that it over
what do I say?
29 lines, 5 comments,
on Apr 9 2:15 PM 2007
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I was only fourteen,
young I know,
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There I was 15 walking in the mall. Tight ass jeans, baby tee, what a looker.
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What is it that scared him so
or what I sould do?
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Thoughts of him in the back of my mind.
Like a wispering wind blown through the sands of time.
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My world has been turned upside down.
I am just beginning to see right side up again.
34 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 30 3:50 PM 2007. In Love, Personal
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The war between love and hate. There has always been a war
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Have we all not asked? / This to be the only thing. / In worlds that burn and beat / Only to love again. / I guess I did need to see, / To open up my heart to need. / There are feeling to be had. / Within fears
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Numb is not the feeling / Washing over me. / Frustration within love / And I cannot help it. / For I always thoughts / It would be me. / To
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He came to me last night, / After a talk the night before. / I opened up his eyes to / Something he had never / Seen before. / Told how muc
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The past to hold the power I will never take from you. / Open heart, soul and mind, to take it back again. / How to love when pain is placed in a imperfect form. / What a love it seemed to be, so take the pain wit
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My pain is to great to measure, / I feel I've lost my treasure. / Confusion riddles my brain, / I feel I've gone insane. / History can't be
29 lines, 1 comment,
on Jul 21 2:49 PM 2007
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All I have are tears, / for so many a promise / not to keep. / How can I learn to love, / when love is so bitter sweet? / In love with me?
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I have not words to express
what it is I am feeling this morn.
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As I sit and listen
to the words coming
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Letting go of the pain and fears
This heart that bleeds a million tears.
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Thunder rolled, and lighting
strikes my already but unknown
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Enchanting the seen
That paradise brings.
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Nothing more are the worded
that flowed from heart to mouth.
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Am I really here?
The uninvited emotions
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Although life was shared,
and love was given
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You charge your heart
and take out a loan
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You answered love for her
Yet you did not answer the love
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I watched you in the mirror,
Apply makeup and lip gloss.
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She told me that she loved me, / That’s all I needed her to say. / My best friend at the time, / It was hard not to get lost in her beauty.
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Deliberations have been brimful this fortnight.
What a absorption I have had to take in,
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The heart to beat the questions,
the mouth to ask with silents.
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Oblique angularity Permanent angularity be destroyed
because my vision Love one’s hope situate internal my security,
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