(Image credit to Jen Martin, aka bigmammajen. Words from my poem "Je me souviens" which is in this collection)
Even before I joined allpoetry, I had a HUGE crush on someone...so once I joined allpoetry, I began writing poetry about him, how I feel, things that have happened between us...fictional pieces for challenges, fictional pieces for the sake of fantasizing about his feelings for ME...pieces based on dreams...pretty much updating on every detail of this crush, until its inevitable end, when I realized I had to let go because he did not feel the same.
Time period: The whole time I've been here (November 2002) - August 2005
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Will you hold my hand
and pick a flower with me?
19 lines, 26 comments,
on Nov 4 6:43 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Have you ever craved
the sound of footsteps on ground?
13 lines, 10 comments,
on Nov 14 6:06 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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I'll never forget that day
the day when I first fell in love with you.
56 lines, 7 comments,
on Nov 17 10:51 PM 2002
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Dear Santa
This year for Christmas
22 lines, 5 comments,
on Nov 18 10:30 PM 2002. In Other
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It started out like any other day
I expected nothing
34 lines, 3 comments,
on Nov 23 2:30 AM 2002
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4 lines, 3 comments,
on Nov 23 4:32 PM 2002. In Love
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Many nights I've stayed awake
Wondering if...
22 lines, 5 comments,
on Nov 27 11:32 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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A walk to remember.
It's funny how it worked out like that.
23 lines, 6 comments,
on Dec 6 9:31 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Not so very long ago,
not so very far away
30 lines, 6 comments,
on Dec 6 10:50 PM 2002. In Personal
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I'd really love to see
you standing at my door, nervous
31 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 7 5:10 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Happiness overflowing
from everywhere, as my life has suddenly
18 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 8 12:32 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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"Hello for one block"
"Hello for half a block"
40 lines, 5 comments,
on Dec 9 5:06 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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I heard you walking home
a half a block behind.
53 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 9 5:49 PM 2002. In Personal
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Say it again.......
I just want to hear you say hello once again.
77 lines, 7 comments,
on Dec 10 12:47 AM 2002
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All I want is
for us to be so comfrotable together
19 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 11 5:14 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Tonight I will go to sleep
smiling
28 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 11 5:23 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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The simplest things about you
make me weak in the knees
31 lines, 7 comments,
on Dec 11 11:26 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Close your eyes and make a wish...
The question is what to wish for
23 lines, 3 comments,
on Dec 12 5:13 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Three simple words
I'm dying to say to you...
18 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 14 12:19 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Look me in the eyes
I have to let you see past this disguise.
35 lines, 6 comments,
on Dec 14 1:11 AM 2002. In Love
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Searching for the words
to tell you how I feel
30 lines, 7 comments,
on Dec 15 2:09 PM 2002. In Lyrics, Love
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I have been thinking a lot
waiting for fate
34 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 15 3:46 PM 2002. In Love
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A walk to remember
Memorable
43 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 15 9:33 PM 2002. In Personal
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Anywhere
I could be standing
24 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 16 6:46 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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27 lines, 9 comments,
on Dec 16 9:57 PM 2002. In Love, Humor
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I can't believe
I chickened out.
12 lines, 10 comments,
on Dec 17 5:44 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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As everyone is so drawn to the screen
I am completely aware of what's in the seat next to me...
13 lines, 3 comments,
on Dec 19 6:35 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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I gave him the Christmas card
along with some other people
14 lines, 5 comments,
on Dec 19 8:11 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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I see people getting what they want
by going for it.
28 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 20 12:04 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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I can still feel
where your arms were
20 lines, 9 comments,
on Dec 20 5:59 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Stupid cupid
I bet you followed me home that day
15 lines, 8 comments,
on Dec 20 11:06 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Hehehehe
I don't know what was so funny about it
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I'm scared...
and I admit some of the reasons
65 lines, 7 comments,
on Dec 23 9:04 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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11 lines, 8 comments,
on Dec 24 12:40 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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When I'm in love
There are different stages I go through...
60 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 27 2:26 AM 2002. In Love
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Autumn
the season I first fell for you
19 lines, 3 comments,
on Dec 28 2:51 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Many nights I have gone to sleep
thinking of you
14 lines, 10 comments,
on Dec 28 2:54 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Where was I a month ago?
Two months ago?
27 lines, 6 comments,
on Dec 28 6:25 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Let's pretend someone asked me
What it is I love about you...
38 lines, 6 comments,
on Dec 29 12:59 AM 2002. In Personal, Love
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Looking at pictures
of you a year ago
35 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 29 7:13 PM 2002. In Personal, Love
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9 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 2 1:32 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Every night I go to sleep smiling
My whole life has changed because of you
6 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 2 9:31 PM 2003. In Personal
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<3
~<3~
6 lines, 3 comments,
on Jan 3 10:55 PM 2003. In Personal
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I'm not sure I liked that look...
You looked at me, nodded a hello
30 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 6 11:39 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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4 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 7 8:08 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I honestly don't know what's come over me
It's like I'm possessed
19 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 7 10:19 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I really gotta stop stalking you
It's gonna burn me in the end
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Je me souviens…
ce jour
22 lines, 16 comments,
on Jan 10 7:49 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Talking to you makes my heart beat faster
Hearing your voice sends chills down my spine
51 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 11 8:15 PM 2003. In Personal
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Look into my eyes
15 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 12 10:32 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Monday didn't work out
you started walking early
33 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 15 10:22 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Thursday
Finally, the first day this week
45 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 16 6:15 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Friday
Started out bad
53 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 17 7:06 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Three days
without seeing you face to face
19 lines, 5 comments,
on Jan 19 5:03 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Walking
Knowing I am walking beside YOU
10 lines, 5 comments,
on Jan 19 9:32 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I lie in bed
in the darkness
19 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 20 1:26 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Your blue-grey eyes
looking at me
14 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 20 2:46 PM 2003. In Personal
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As I sat there in the theater chair
I looked upon my reason for being there.
50 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 20 9:38 PM 2003. In Lyrics
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You know you need some serious help when...
11 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 27 4:51 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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"If I fall, I'm taking you down with me"
for some reason, I can't get that sentence
7 lines, 5 comments,
on Jan 27 8:02 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Walking home with you
a friend by my side
45 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 27 11:24 PM 2003. In Personal
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I'm not gonna even put this into the form of a poem, it's all gonna come out like JUMBLED up and there is no point in trying to put it into a poem, so I'm just
221 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 29 9:28 PM 2003. In Personal, Other
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~<3~
18 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 30 2:07 PM 2003. In Love
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I walk out of the school
28 lines, 5 comments,
on Jan 30 3:23 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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~
35 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 31 12:20 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Should I take my time
or should I try to get outside quickly?
22 lines, 2 comments,
on Jan 31 1:05 AM 2003. In Personal
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Holding my breath
8 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 1 5:17 PM 2003. In Love
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~*~
11 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 1 6:32 PM 2003. In Love
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Ever since that first day
19 lines, 8 comments,
on Feb 2 3:37 PM 2003. In Love
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How many more days
9 lines, 4 comments,
on Feb 5 4:43 PM 2003. In Love
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Walking home with you
20 lines, 6 comments,
on Feb 6 12:09 AM 2003. In Love
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I cannot stop smiling
21 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 6 5:18 PM 2003. In Love
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I'm so happy again
24 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 7 5:21 PM 2003. In Love
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Three nights
25 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 8 1:19 AM 2003. In Love
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I can't wait to be back
30 lines, 3 comments,
on Feb 9 9:14 PM 2003. In Other
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~Hi love~*~Kiss me~
7 lines, 9 comments,
on Feb 10 9:53 PM 2003. In Love
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How do I love him
17 lines, 6 comments,
on Feb 11 11:36 PM 2003. In Love
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Phone him
19 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 12 11:35 PM 2003. In Love
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My happy pills
20 lines, 10 comments,
on Feb 13 1:08 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I have a cold
46 lines, 6 comments,
on Feb 17 5:14 PM 2003. In Other
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I can't help but smile now
17 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 17 10:34 PM 2003. In Love, Hope
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Why can't I do it?
50 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 22 1:45 AM 2003. In Love
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My friends all say I should do it
go out with him
26 lines, 10 comments,
on Feb 25 8:03 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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intertwined with the smooth sound
of bow on string
31 lines, 23 comments,
on Mar 1 11:54 PM 2003. In Love
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The familiar sight
of a blond figure
22 lines, 8 comments,
on Mar 10 6:33 PM 2003. In Love
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I have seen the autumn leaves falling
scattered on the ground
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Stillness
sitting silently
24 lines, 8 comments,
on Mar 17 5:02 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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A ring echoing through the phone
and another
99 lines, 11 comments,
on Mar 17 8:26 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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The sun streaming down on my face
and the butterflies dance around in my stomach
27 lines, 13 comments,
on Mar 24 6:50 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Silent.
10 lines, 4 comments,
on Mar 26 9:32 PM 2003. In Love
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I never thought that I,
with the heart overflowing
23 lines, 5 comments,
on Apr 1 11:26 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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and I open my eyes to your face
with those lovely blue grey eyes
20 lines, 6 comments,
on Apr 15 11:53 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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The days
they just don't feel the same.
31 lines, 6 comments,
on May 7 12:24 AM 2003. In Personal
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looking down at the ground
as clouds literally loomed above me...
39 lines, 14 comments,
on May 27 7:27 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I'm carrying a garbage bag
full of the contents of my locker
39 lines, 4 comments,
on Jun 18 5:50 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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It's amazing
how a small piece of copper
15 lines, 5 comments,
on Jun 18 9:41 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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not expecting the speed
at which my heart started to race
33 lines, 3 comments,
on Jun 24 8:59 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Every time I close my eyes
I see something
37 lines, 5 comments,
on Jul 8 1:34 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I live not eight blocks from you...
Yet I miss you...
35 lines, 11 comments,
on Jul 11 12:35 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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"If I threatened to tell him, would you try and tell him before me?"
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as different as the times of day
that bring us alive
37 lines, 14 comments,
on Jul 17 5:38 PM 2003. In Other, Love
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I prefer to do things
the scripted way...
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I can't think of you...
without smiling...
17 lines, 4 comments,
on Aug 4 5:23 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Now I'm going to go
pig out on Boston Pizza chicken wings
32 lines, 7 comments,
on Aug 5 10:02 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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My eyes close
in a desperate attempt
37 lines, 10 comments,
on Sep 20 3:20 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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With each step I take
I am watching around me
35 lines, 8 comments,
on Sep 27 2:17 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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As the space
between us
9 lines, 11 comments,
on Sep 29 6:41 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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During those days
when school
41 lines, 2 comments,
on Oct 1 8:28 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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list of things that make me smile :)
122 lines, 7 comments,
on Oct 11 7:17 PM 2003. In Love
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The seconds ticked by slowly as I sat waiting for my opportunity to see you again.
So I waited knowing it'll all be worth it once I
18 lines, 6 comments,
on Oct 15 11:37 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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french poem
19 lines, 12 comments,
on Oct 17 6:38 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I hear the music
the smooth sound of violin
27 lines, 4 comments,
on Oct 18 10:40 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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each one bearing your name...
19 lines, 4 comments,
on Oct 21 5:05 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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the poem you've all been waiting for !!!
24 lines, 10 comments,
on Oct 27 9:10 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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hey, you coming to puppets tomorrow?
27 lines, 3 comments,
on Nov 5 10:27 PM 2003. In Personal
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My eyes will tell more
than words ever could...
12 lines, 7 comments,
on Nov 7 2:39 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Autumn brought...Winter brought...
Spring brought...Summer brought...Autumn brought...again
58 lines, 6 comments,
on Nov 8 5:15 AM 2003. In Personal, Love
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I had no idea that you had come into my life at just the right time...
Until a month later...
17 lines, 4 comments,
on Nov 14 9:02 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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In my dreams
I can talk to you freely
29 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 4 11:32 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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Oh where oh where has my little smile gone?
23 lines, 10 comments,
on Dec 13 2:49 PM 2003. In Personal, Love
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So many stars...but I only see one...
5 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 1 8:27 PM 2004. In Personal, Love
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are you completely oblivious?
15 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 15 5:58 PM 2004. In Personal, Love
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I, for one...
58 lines, 7 comments,
on Jan 16 1:21 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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16 lines, 7 comments,
on Apr 2 1:32 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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23 lines, 4 comments,
on Apr 4 11:34 PM 2004. In Personal, Love
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27 lines, 2 comments,
on Apr 22 11:10 PM 2004. In Personal, Love
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29 lines, 6 comments,
on May 21 1:16 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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33 lines, 2 comments,
on Jun 4 1:00 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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31 lines, 7 comments,
on Jun 4 1:38 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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27 lines, 4 comments,
on Jun 22 11:08 PM 2004. In Love
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40 lines, 6 comments,
on Jul 28 1:11 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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unsent letter
124 lines, 7 comments,
on Jul 29 3:28 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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30 lines, 1 comment,
on Sep 30 7:00 PM 2004. In Personal, Love
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Engraved in my heart
and displayed on my wrist
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47 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 5 2:11 AM 2004. In Personal, Love
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18 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 16 10:28 PM 2005. In Personal, Love
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7 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 3 1:39 AM 2005. In Personal, Love
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4 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 3 1:43 AM 2005. In Personal, Love
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floating on naivety
and Disney princess dreams.
41 lines, 12 comments,
on Apr 17 2:05 AM 2005. In Personal, Hope
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22 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 21 10:31 PM 2005. In Personal
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18 lines, 2 comments,
on Apr 22 11:48 PM 2005. In Sad, Personal
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Just a ramble...basically like a journal entry...very therapeudic, and I feel soo much better after writing it.
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Or was it best to set it free
while it was still able to fly?
41 lines, 2 comments,
on Aug 24 10:31 PM 2005. In Personal, Other
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