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hi, i'm miki. i love edgar allen poe and robert frost. i also like shakespear and homer- basically i like depressing and old stuff^.^ i write poems and songs, sometimes when i'm asked, sometimes out of boredome, so my styles change alot. i like to think i'm original, but i'm sure there are a million people out there like me. i can be in a crowd of a hundred and feel completely alone, or be by myself and feel crowded. i'm OCD, ADD, bipolar, autistic, dyslexic (all of these in small doses) but i think perfectly. i can remember almost every song i've ever heard, and see beauty in even the ugliest things. i'm horribly optimistic, but i have no faith in humanity. i think we screw everything up, and that fery few people should actualy be allowed to think. i know that's morbid, but i swear it's justified.

My name is Miki Grim.
i m 15 yrs old.
describing myself:
height-5 91/2'
weight-never ask a woman her weight, what's wrong with you!!
skin tone-tanned white
eye color-anywhere from blue to grey
hair color-blonde, sometimes died blue green or purple
nationality-german and danish, from america
best buddies here:my chris's, appleey, ant, hog, guarav, shawny^.^
joined on- ehm, a while ago, but i became unactive. back since like, the 23rd of september.
birthday-7th november
zodiac sign-scorpio- watch out, i sting
always against-being lonely
favorite drink-any non brown soda, monster!!!
favorite song-minority- greenday, struck a nerve- bad religion, many others
favorite male singer-billie joe armstrong, brandon chiver, and the lead singer of RHCP
favorite female singer-i hate girl singer... pink and avril lavigne are alright though.
fears-fear of squirells, fear of loneliness (to a horrible, horrible level.)
illegal things i have done- drank before, driven before, spraypainted things, disturbed public peace
fights got into-one really bad one, and a few others
hatred towards-anything the discourages freedom or speach or originality, people who lie, and people who eat with their mouth open
favorite third person game-call of duty and the davinci code
favorite sports-wrestling, swimming, hockey
dream wish-find a person who would never hurt my heart... i found one also, want to have three adopted kids, a husky wolf mix, and be paid to study and learn my whole life.
favorite movies-ummm... i guess pi. and jhonny pneumonic. i don't really watch movies...international superhits concert!!!
favorite actor-christopher walkin
favorite actress-angelina joliee
favorite quote-friends pull you out of jail when your in trouble. best friends are right there with you going, "man that was some fun shit!!" "let terror be the order of the day" "if you want to call me baby, go head now and fi you want to tell me maybe, just go ahead now. if you want to buy me flowres, just go ahead now and if you want to talk forhours just go ahead now." "it's the end of the world as we know it" "dude, have youseen my face?? i think i lost it last week"

two favorite songs (warning they contradict each other...): Torture me
I'm just an animal you see
I'm the slap for your lap
Not upset
You know pets don't really feel

Torture me
Why don't you carve my body up
Throw me into a pot
Make it hot
And you'll have a lovely meal

Torture me
'Cause you're the beauty i'm the beast
For your feast
Weddings, barmisphahs and all

Torture me
Take my skin and eat my flesh
'Cause it's fresh
Boil or roast'll be a ball

And if I can suffer more
And if I can suffer more
I'll improve your life for sure

And if I can suffer more
And if I can suffer more
And if I wimper just ignore me

and

The snakes and arrows a child is heir to
Are enough to leave a thousand cuts
We build our defenses, a place of safety
And leave the darker places unexplored

Sometimes the fortress is too strong
Or the love is too weak
What should have been our armor
Becomes a sharp and angry sword

Our better natures seek elevation
A refuge for the coming night
No one gets to their heaven without a fight

We hold beliefs as a consolation
A way to take us out of ourselves
Meditation or medication
A comfort ,or a promised reward

Sometimes the spirit is too strong
Or the flesh is too weak
Sometimes the need is just too great
For the solace we seek
The suit of shining armor
Becomes a keen and bloody sword

A refuge for the coming night
A future of eternal light
No one gets to their heaven without a fight

Confused alarms of struggle and flight
Blood is drained of color
By the flashes of artillery light
No one gets to their heaven without a fight
The battle flags are flown
At the feet of a god unknown
No one gets to their heaven without a fight

Sometimes the damage is too great
Or the will is too weak
What should have been our armor
Becomes a sharp and burning sword



1. Slept naked? no
2. Taken a shower with someone? No
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? yes
4. Driven a car? Yes
5. Stolen anything when you were young? Yes
6. Been in love? Yes
7. Been dumped? Yes
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? Yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? yes
11. Snuck out of your/someone’s house? no
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Hugged a stranger? yup^.^
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? yes
20. Lost a friend? yes><
21. Been on a plane? no
22. Been to an island? No
23. Slept in until 1? Yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
26. Made a snow angel? Yes, once.
27. Played dress up? every day
28. Cheated while playing a game? no, im not that competitive
29. Been lonely? Many times
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? yes
32. Felt an earthquake? yes
33. Touched a snake? Yes
34. Ran a red light? No
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? Yes
37. Been in a car accident? yes
38. Had a party in your house while ur parents were away? No
39. Used a fake id? No
40. Crawled through a window? Yes
41. Been lost? tell me wherei am and i'll tell you if im lost0.0
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? nope
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes- seven time in one night
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
50. Kissed in the rain? yes
51. Sang in the shower? Yes
52. Made love in a park? Want to
53. Had a dream that you married someone? no, noone would ever marry me.
54. Glued your hand to something? yes xD
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. Ever gone to school naked? No
57. Been a cheerleader? for like 2 days, we dont talk about that><
58. Had more than ten boy/girl friends? yeah
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? when i was really little.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?? always0.0
61. Played chicken? what's that?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes><
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yup, but i'm not
64. Broken a bone? No
65. Been easily amused? Yep
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Yeah
67. Mooned/flashed someone? No
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? quite ofetn
71. Done something dumb while drunk? never been drunk
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? Yeah
75. Gone to a late night movie? yup
76. Made love to anything not human? hehe, wouldn't you like to know
77. Failed a class? Yeah
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? nope^.^
79. Smoked pot? No
80. Stayed up all night? Yes
81. Celebrate the 4th of July? Yeah
82. Thrown strange objects? threw a rock and hit a guys car once, but thats it0.0
83. Felt like killing someone? Yes
84. Thought about running away? Yes
86. Got a piercing? yes
87. Cut your own hair? Yeah
89. Made a parent cry? Yeah
90. Cried over someone? Yeah
91. Kept somebody else's clothes you borrowed? yes
92. Dated someone more than once? Yes
93. Had/Have a dog? no, but i want one so bad><
94. Have an iPod? yes
95. Smoked a cigarette? no
96. Been in a band? Want to
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? nope
98. Broken a CD? Yeah
99. Shot a gun? Yeah
100. Wanted someone but could never have them? Yes