I am who I am, and I don't try to be someone I'm not. If you don't like me for me, then don't talk to me because I can't nor will i try to change who I am. I'm not very good at expressing myself, and my poetry sometimes shows that, but it helps me get through the day when i get it out , so that's what I do. I hope someone somewhere gains something positive out of reading it. If you'd like to know anything more about me feel free to drop me a line.
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since August 13, 2007.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 348 comments.
- I am a 22 year old woman from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm being myself.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/beautifully_broken527





















- I am in the groups People with Disabilities, Remembering the people who have past s
- I have 348 comments, 5 contests, 100 poems, 4 stories, 4 journals
Poems I'm focused on
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Stuck in a world
Of Black and White13 lines, 3 comments, June 5 -
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The poison that is my myself
Deadly, yet so innocent12 lines, 25 comments, September 25, 2008 -
Never before have i felt so alive
Your love is like air16 lines, 25 comments, August 9, 2008 -
Giving into the pain
Deafening screams take over28 lines, 58 comments, December 3, 2007
My Poetry
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1. I would rather drink a bottle of dish washing liquid because at least with the liquid you can swallow it quickly without having to chew.19 lines, 3 comments, October 4
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My Stories
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The alarm clock buzzed loudly, jarring Audrey awake. She groaned and looked at the clock. "Ugh, seven am, my least favorite time." She got1075 lines, 5 comments, September 20. In 600-2000 words, Abuse, Angst, Depression, Drama, Gay, Life, Pain, Personal
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2 lines, 1 comment, September 14. In <600 words
My journal entries
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So I just got out of the hospital a couple of days ago, and I'm right back to where I started. I'm always fucking irritated, and it's really annoying and difficult to deal with. The mood swings are killing me, and it seems like nothing I do helps them. Maybe I'm just destined to be miserable....I don't know any more.August 2, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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Today is my nephew''s second birthday. I can't believe the munchkin is already two! It seems like just yesterday I was in the hospital seeing him for the first time. Time goes by way to fast. I love that little boy more then life itself...he's my world. I don't know where I would be if he wasn't around. I would probJune 6, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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So today I started a new medication....Risperadol. I was on it when I was seventeen, but it gave me some nasty side affects so I had to stop taking it. Hopefully that wont happen this time, because it was the only one that ever really helped at all. I didn't want to go back on medication, but I decided that I can't fMay 13, In Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Real time, Thoughts. 100 words. → Make first comment?
Guest Book
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kareneisenlord : Congrats for winning member of the mo. in the pwd group! on September 8
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kareneisenlord : Congrats Girl! You won member of the month for sept. in the pwd group! on September 7
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kareneisenlord : Stopping by to visit your page... on April 21
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CountryCousin : Always be true. on April 5You should always be true to who you are. Some people take a long time figuring out who they are. I think too many time when someone attaches a label, it means that they are afraid to be who they really want to be. I have had people try to make me into what they wanted me to be. And I am straight and married now for over 30 years. I however believe in love and when you meet someone that you do love, that is all that matters. To not have love at all is the saddest state of affairs. Best wishes to you.
Judy


