Kilva of the wolves• Show poetry

im an big anime fan. i dont care about life at all. i love to write poetry. i am a big reader on books and poetry. i love wolves,dragons,death,rock music,vampires,anything cool and scary. and im not a poser !! i dont think of me as one anyway i respect wat outher ppl think tho , so if you got a problem then tell me ok? i am more of a wiccan than an emo or goth but im still gothic and emo if you wanna put a label on me. in real life my eyes change color to a silvery yellow. i have a hightend scence of smell and hearing. i have brown,red,black,blond,silver, and burgendy hair that is natural. im not normal and proud of it.

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return."

You can hold on to everything, but you know he won't come back and now I've come to realize that you are the one who is left behind and somehow, all the words found a way to hide what they mean, but no one ever wins.

Fuck what you heard; recognize what you see.

I'm hated by many, loved by few, and known by all.

When people who don't even KNOW you hate you,
thats when you know you're doing something right.
Someone needs to tell my haters
that they just can't do it like me!

Bitches hate you and rate you
simply because they aint you.

Hating is easy; love takes courage.
Have you ever...
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
() Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(x) Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x)Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
(x) started a mosh pit
(x) own a knife
(x) ran away for more then a day
(x) get in a fight and lost
(x) get in a fight a won
() get a new girlfriend/boyfriend
() get dumped
() get smaked then dumped
() smack some one then dump em
(x) go to court
(x) go to jail
(x) get picked up by the cops
(x) tell a cop to :go to hell, go *bunny* him /her self ect...
(x) own a gun
() love some one
() hate some one
() love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
() is gay
() is lez
() is bi
() is gay but no ones knows
() is lez but know one knows
() is bi but know one knows
(x) isnt any of them
() has had sex
() has had sex with more then one person
() regrets it
(x) is a virgin
(x) is beat by mom or dad
(x) works out
() has a tattue
(x) is goth
(x) is emo
(x) is something
(x) is an alien
(x) is "idk"
(x) has ever been in boot camp
(x) ever been to juvy
(x) loves life
(x) hates life(well parts of it anyway)
(x) wants to die
(x) wants to live
(x) wants to die but not kill them self
(x) wants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
(x) likes to cut
(x) loves to cut
(x) *bunny*in loves to cut
() thinks cutting is wrong
(x) thinks cutting helps
() is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what pepol think
() cares what pepol think
(x) has more then 1 friend
() has a best friend
() is a goody goody
(x) is a bad *bunny*
() has gone out with a girl/boy for over a month
() beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
() has some one to talk to
() think your smart
(x) think your dumb
() think ur cool
(x) think your lame
() had someone cheat on you.
() gone on a blind date.
() been the dumpee more than the dumper.
() miss someone right now.
() have a fear of commitment.
() have a fear of abandonment.
() cheated in a relationship.
() been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
() gotten divorced
() had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
() told someone you loved them
() kept something from a past relationship.
() had a crush on someone of the same sex
() had a crush on a teacher.
() am a cuddler.
() love to flirt.
() been kissed in the rain.
(x) hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.
() am a terrible liar.
(x) done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) snuck out of my house.
(x) lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) am keeping a secret from the world
(x) cheated while playing a game.
(x) cheated on a test.
(x) run a red light.
(x) been suspended from school.
(x) witnessed a crime.
(x) been in a fist fight.
(x) been arrested.
(x) consumed alcohol.
(x) passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) cough drops when I'm not sick.
() can't swallow pills.
(x) can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) shut others out when you're depressed.
() take anti-depressants.
() anorexic or bulimic.
(x) slept an entire day when you didn't need it.
(x) addicted to adrenaline
(x) hurt yourself on purpose
(x) addicted to self harm
(x) woken up crying.
(x) cried yourself to sleep.
(x) afraid of dying.
(-) hate funerals.
(x) seen someone die.
(x) Someone you know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to you has committed suicide.
(x) have attempted suicide.
(-) can sing well.
() open up to others easily.
(x) watch the news.
(-) don't kill bugs.
(x) hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) curse regularly.
(x) sing in the shower.
(x) am a morning person.
(x) paid for your cell phone ring tone.
(-) don't have a cell phone
() a snob about grammar.
(x) awful about the typos
() am a sports fanatic.
() twirl your hair
() have "x"s in your screen name
() love being neat
() copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) bake well.
() your favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) your favorite color is either black, violet, gray, or dark green
(x) would wear pajamas to school.
() like Martha Stewart.
(x) know how to shoot a gun.
() am in love with love.
() am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) laugh at your own jokes.
() eat fast food weekly
(x) believe in ghosts/spirits.
() am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) have not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
() can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) am really ticklish.(depending on where)
() love white chocolate
(x) bite your nails
(x) play video games (sometimes)
(x) have eaten a live bug
(x) good at remembering faces.
(x) good at remembering names.
(x) good at remembering dates.
(x) have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() have tried to join a circus and failed
(x) liked this thingy?
() disliked this thingy

add me on skype if you have one : kilva_wolfdemon
the top 10 things i wanted in my life but gave up on
10.to have a wolf
9.to have a green cat
8.to write a story
7.a pickel
6.someone to love me
5.a new life
4.to not live threw what i lived threw
3.to be loved
2.not to have all my loved ones dead
1.to have my real family back

1. Any nicknames? kilva
2. Mother's name: Yolanda stanley
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Punisher punch
4. Tattoos? Not yet planning to
5. Body piercing? no
6. Do you love your job? No
7. Birthplace: henderson
8. Favorite vacation spot? woods
9. Ever been to Africa ? No
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yes
11. Ever been on TV? idk
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? Yes (its on my wall now)
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Was it your fault? No for the first ten and yes for the last 2
15. 4 Doors? Yes
16. Salad dressing? ranch
17. Favorite Pie? Mississippi mud pie
18. Favorite number? 13
19. Favorite Movie? A hunting in cuneticut
20. Favorite Holiday? yule
21. Favorite alcoholic drink? budwiser
22. Favorite Food? Smutherd raccoon,turtle, or fried frog legs
23. Favorite day of the week? saturday
24. name? Jennifer white
25. Single or taken?: single ( I cant love)
26. Hair color: red brown black silver blond brunet
27. Eye color: silver yellow or silver green
28. Height: idk
29. Glasses or contacts or neither?: neither
30. Favorite color: Black,White,and brown
31. Favorite Bands: Demon Hunter,As I Lay Dying, My Chemical Romance,Secondhand Serenade,shine down and any rock pop country band
32. Best Friends: what is a best friend …they just die anyway
33. Favorite book series: Twilight , sweep series and any outher book I read

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nickelback-IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY
My best friend gave me
The best advice
He said each day's a gift
And not a given right
Leave no stone unturned
Leave your fears behind
And try to take
The path less traveled by
That first step you take
Is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day
If today was your last day

Against the grain
Should be a way of life
What's worth the prize
Is always worth the fight
Every second counts
'cause there's no second try,
So live like you'll
Never live it twice
Don't take the free ride
In your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
[ Nickelback Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day...
Would you make your mark
By mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late
To shoot for the stars,
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'cause you can't rewind
A moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
'cause the hands of time
Are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day


...Have You Ever...
Sat on your rooftop: yes
Kissed someone in the rain: no
Danced in a public place: yes
Smiled for no reason:Yes
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes
Sang to someone for no reason:yes
Performed on a stage: yes
Made out in a theater: no
Gone roller skating since 8th grade: yes
Drank?: no
Smoked?: yes
Been Beaten Up? : yes...but it will never forget the marks I put on them
Bullied Someone? : kinda
Skinny Dipped?: No
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: no
Toliet Papered Someones House?: no
Played Poker W/ Money?:No
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: yes
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: yes
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: yes
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: yes
Went Camping?: ya
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: no
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: no
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: no
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: Yes
Danced In The Rain?: yes
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: all the time
Been On Stage?: yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: yea
Been To A Nude Beach?: no
Cursed In Church?: yeah
Been Called A *bunny*/*bunny* For Kissing Someone?:no
Burnt Yourself?: yes
Been Dumped?: no
Dumped Someone?: no
Been In Love?: no... i cant love
Been Hit On Someone Too Old?: yes
Wanted To Be A Model?: no
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: no
Bought Lottery Tickets?: yeah
Made Out In A Car?: no
Cried During A Movie?: no
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: yeah.
Made Love On The Beach?: no
Shoplifted?: i think i did once never again
Seen Someone Shoplift?: yes
Hung Up On Someone?: Yes
Yelled At Your Pet?: yes
Gotten Seasick?: No
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: no
Stalked Someone?: hehehe...i wont answer
Had A Stalker?: yes....he wont leave
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?: of course
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: no
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: never
Protested?: no
Been To An Island?: no
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: no
Screamed In A Library?: nope
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: no
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: no
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?:no
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: yea
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: no
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?:yes
Threw Up In School?: yes
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: yes
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: no
Been To A Luau?: no
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: yes
Been On TV?: no
Been Outta The Country?: no
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yeah
Won A Pool Game?: yes.....
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One: no
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: yes
Dieted?: yep
Had An Eating Disorder?: no
Cheated On Your Other?: no
Been Cheated On?:no
Been Paid To Date Someone?:
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: no
Tanned Topless?: Never tanned in my life
Been Strip Searched?: no...people would be too scared to i think
Been On A Plane?: no
Been On A Cruise?: no
Been Pantsed In Public?: ummm....
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: oh yes.....
Broke Someone's Heart?:idk
Sung In The Shower?: idk
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: no
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: of course
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: Oh yeah...hate it everytime
Been Walked In On While Showering?: looooong stry
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared: no way
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?:yes
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?:....
Been In Detention?: everyday but i skip it
Feel Off A Roof?: yes
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: no
Been In A Wreck?: yes
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School: no
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: no...with a hair dryer....yes
Been Shot?: yes...with a BB gun and a water gun multiple times
Had A Water Gun War?:yes
Been Arrested?:yes

...Can You...
Write with both hands: yes
Whistle: yes
Blow a bubble: Yes
Roll your tongue:no
Cross your eyes: Yes
Touch your tongue to your nose: no
twitch your nose: no
Dance: idk i never tryed
Speak a different language: a little french and learning spanish
Impersonate someone: yes
Cook anything: Yes

* . . Finish The Line . . *

I wish...that people knew the real me, and only one person really knows me other than myself.
So many people don't know that...most of my friends are boys.
I am...a girl that loves to hunt fish ride bike,dirt and moter not the peddilig type.
My heart is...gone forever.

a guy with a mustach and glasses

*a guy with a mustach and glasses tied up a girl to get ran over by a train* this is what was said befor the girl was hit and athorities could arrest him!

GIRL:you'll never get away with this* scared and crying*
GUY:we'll see about that when your tied to the train tracks! *smerkes at the crying girl*
GIRL:why would you do that*cryes even harder*
GUY:you obviously have not seen something get hit by a train
*girl looks around*
GIRL: THIS WILL BE *bunny* AWSOME
she died soon after. *'the girl was very happy and intriged befor she got hit' is what the police had to say ' but sadly the killer got away. we will not stop the search for the killer until he is found.'many mourned for the loss of the girl......but what do i care..... i killed her.

20 Ways To Annoy A Public Bathroom Stallmate
i did all of them and got kicked out of wallmart,target,the local grocery store,my jobs, the mall,school,and everywere els i tried it.

1. Stick your open palm under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, 'May I borrow a highlighter?'
2. Say, 'Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't have put my lips on that.'
3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise.
4. Say, 'Damn, this water's cold.'
5. Drop a marble and say, 'Oh *bunny*! My glass eye!'
6. Say, 'Hmmm, I've never seen that color before.'
7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantelope into the toilet bowl from a height of 6 feet. Sigh relaxingly
8. Say, 'Now how did that get there?'
9. Say, 'Humus. Reminds me of humus.'
10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, 'Whoa! Easy boy!'
11. Say, 'Interesting.. more floaters than sinkers.'
12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop the wad under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, 'Whoops, could you kick that back over here please?'

13. Say, 'C'mon Mr. Happy! Don't fall asleep on me.'
14. Fill a balloon with creamed corn. Rush into the stall with your hand over your mouth and let out a lengthy vomit impression while you squeeze the balloon and splatter cream corn all about. Apologize profusely and blame it on the fettucine alfredo you had for breakfast.

15. Say, 'Boy, that sure looks like a maggot.
16. Say, 'Damn, I knew that drain hole was a little too small. Now what am I gonna do?'
17. Play a well known drum cadence over and over again on your butt cheeks.

18. Before you unroll toilet paper, conspicuously lay down your 'Cross-Dressers Anonymous' newsletter on the floor visible to the adjacent stall.

19. Lower a small mirror underneath the stall wall, adjust it so you can see your neighbor and say, 'Peek-a-boo!'
20. Drop a D-cup bra on the floor under the stall wall and sing 'Born Free'.

I’m not a *bunny* . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a *bunny* . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.
I'm not a *bunny* up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take *bunny*.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.