a quote from leaha that i thought was kickass "then coming to a place called "white city" really sucked because i wear mostly black."
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how many days to wounder why all the pain will never stop
how many days tell you wish you were dead
how many days tell finaly get what you want
how many days does it take to finaly snap
you know it will happen one of these days
but instead all we do is ask ourselfs "why me"
but next time ask yourself "why not me"
then you might beable to wake from this fantisy world you live in
every day our lives change in some way some good and some bad even the days you think it didnt change it still did.
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i am a 16 year old male human, 6 feet tall, brown hair dress in all black with glasses skinny lots of scars emotional and physical. want to die but dont want to take the easy way out of life. that would be one of the few easy things i could do. i've been moved around a lot and it sucks major ass. i hate most rednecks, and they hate me also because i wear black so it even worse now that im living in "redneck vill" Mo. i want to kill my dad well at least hit him a few times with a bat right accross the face. if you want to know anything easle just ask and ill tell.
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im am going to start something new on my info im going to start to post at least 1 song from every cd i have. i dont have much time today so im just going to post one of them today.
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band: Silverstein
CD: Discovering The Waterfront
Song: Always And Never
This was my fate, giving in, to your lips to your eyes.
I should have known it would come back to haunt me.
Crooked smile, a reflection in your eyes that shows my weakness for beautiful mistakes, something that I know you've seen before.
I'm not the first.
Set the trap, I'm falling for it every time.
I can't believe everyone knew from the start, this would come back to haunt me.
I can't stand to see you now.
How could i ever trust you?
I'll take it back to the streets, I'll start again.
I'll never look back, I'll never look back.
How do you feel?
I bet you dont feel anything.
Don't have a heart attack, don't have a heart attack.
But i won't stop you.
Flying high, razor blades make perfect lines, on just about anything you want.
Broken pores spill out, everything you want to say, it shows my weakness for falling in love with my wallowing despair that shines in black.
It consumes me.
I'll take it back, build it back to what it was.
Cut me out of your life like Its nothing, like I'm nothing.
Make believe you can love, that it's better, that you're better.
Part of me is gone, you've taken pieces from me.
You won't stop.
You'll never change.
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Band:June
CD: If You Speak Any Faster
Song: My Side Of The Story
Keep excusess to your self.
I'll come from the back door and catch oyou off guard.
Did you really think you were all by yourself?
Sit down somewhere in your room.
Will i get you?
will you still send all your letters when I'm not home?
Will you still write them?
I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story,
but she always knows it,
and I already know what I've been missing
All your well kept secrets you kept to yourself.
I don't want to heat them.
Where is your argument?
"You cant hate me for this.'
I'll keep you right where I want you.
"stop runnung your mouth off."
No,no,no you won't regret,
because I'm just your selfish little catch.
I'll sit in your apartment as i bide my time.
You won't have to think about me now,
so just start to tune me out.
If will make you think you're all alone
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those lyric webpages that i go to need to update there stuff so i dont have to type all of these lyrics that i still got tp past, because it takes to long to type it all out. well dont care if you like it our not its a great song and has an even better beat to it. well im out for a bit.
peace from
Russell
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band: Taking Back Sunday
CD: Tell All Your Friends
Song: You're So Last Summer
TAKING BACK SUNDAY LYRICS
"You're So Last Summer"
She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
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well people this one was easyer to put on here because it was on the site i get my lyrics from so i was happy about that sence i didnt have to type as much as the other times.
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Band: Slipknot
CD: Iowa, Slipknot 9.0:live
Song: Everything Ends
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
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if you dont like the cussing then dont read my FUCKIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a kickass song so i had to post it
......................................................................
how many days to wounder why all the pain will never stop
how many days tell you wish you were dead
how many days tell finaly get what you want
how many days does it take to finaly snap
you know it will happen one of these days
but instead all we do is ask ourselfs "why me"
but next time ask yourself "why not me"
then you might beable to wake from this fantisy world you live in
every day our lives change in some way some good and some bad even the days you think it didnt change it still did.
..........................................................................
i am a 16 year old male human, 6 feet tall, brown hair dress in all black with glasses skinny lots of scars emotional and physical. want to die but dont want to take the easy way out of life. that would be one of the few easy things i could do. i've been moved around a lot and it sucks major ass. i hate most rednecks, and they hate me also because i wear black so it even worse now that im living in "redneck vill" Mo. i want to kill my dad well at least hit him a few times with a bat right accross the face. if you want to know anything easle just ask and ill tell.
..........................................................................
im am going to start something new on my info im going to start to post at least 1 song from every cd i have. i dont have much time today so im just going to post one of them today.
..........................................................................
band: Silverstein
CD: Discovering The Waterfront
Song: Always And Never
This was my fate, giving in, to your lips to your eyes.
I should have known it would come back to haunt me.
Crooked smile, a reflection in your eyes that shows my weakness for beautiful mistakes, something that I know you've seen before.
I'm not the first.
Set the trap, I'm falling for it every time.
I can't believe everyone knew from the start, this would come back to haunt me.
I can't stand to see you now.
How could i ever trust you?
I'll take it back to the streets, I'll start again.
I'll never look back, I'll never look back.
How do you feel?
I bet you dont feel anything.
Don't have a heart attack, don't have a heart attack.
But i won't stop you.
Flying high, razor blades make perfect lines, on just about anything you want.
Broken pores spill out, everything you want to say, it shows my weakness for falling in love with my wallowing despair that shines in black.
It consumes me.
I'll take it back, build it back to what it was.
Cut me out of your life like Its nothing, like I'm nothing.
Make believe you can love, that it's better, that you're better.
Part of me is gone, you've taken pieces from me.
You won't stop.
You'll never change.
..........................................................................
Band:June
CD: If You Speak Any Faster
Song: My Side Of The Story
Keep excusess to your self.
I'll come from the back door and catch oyou off guard.
Did you really think you were all by yourself?
Sit down somewhere in your room.
Will i get you?
will you still send all your letters when I'm not home?
Will you still write them?
I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story,
but she always knows it,
and I already know what I've been missing
All your well kept secrets you kept to yourself.
I don't want to heat them.
Where is your argument?
"You cant hate me for this.'
I'll keep you right where I want you.
"stop runnung your mouth off."
No,no,no you won't regret,
because I'm just your selfish little catch.
I'll sit in your apartment as i bide my time.
You won't have to think about me now,
so just start to tune me out.
If will make you think you're all alone
..........................................................................
those lyric webpages that i go to need to update there stuff so i dont have to type all of these lyrics that i still got tp past, because it takes to long to type it all out. well dont care if you like it our not its a great song and has an even better beat to it. well im out for a bit.
peace from
Russell
..........................................................................
band: Taking Back Sunday
CD: Tell All Your Friends
Song: You're So Last Summer
TAKING BACK SUNDAY LYRICS
"You're So Last Summer"
She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
..........................................................................
well people this one was easyer to put on here because it was on the site i get my lyrics from so i was happy about that sence i didnt have to type as much as the other times.
..........................................................................
Band: Slipknot
CD: Iowa, Slipknot 9.0:live
Song: Everything Ends
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
..........................................................................
if you dont like the cussing then dont read my FUCKIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a kickass song so i had to post it
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- When I'm not writing, I'm a to hate this life that is suppost to be so great.
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LunaSway on December 21, 2005hey its irishgoth from yahoo im you a good poet and a cool kid!
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killahitman on December 5, 2005well my giess is that its beth. am i right? well thats not what i heard. your the one that started the argement. oh and i already knew you needed help. did you take some pills this morning maybe like E or somethin of that means?well i got to go.
oh yeah and im on myspace now and i found Ian and Scott from az there. Scott looks gay with long hair, when i saw that i started laughing.
well im out
peace
Russell -
Mobscene Freak on December 5, 2005Guess who? I'm a lil hyper. No, I never said n/e of my friends would go out w/ u. No MORE FIGHTING! I can't take this kind of presure. *TWITCH* *TWITCH* I need help! The voices in my head are talking again. *TWITCH* Great the noms are comming again. Sorry I had a special moment there.
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killahitman on December 2, 2005well beth ive been nice to you ever sence we broke up, the only exception was my poem. in that poem i thought it would be better that way then maybe saying some of those thing you trusted me with to other people. even though you were saying a lot of shit behind my back that wasnt true. and whats this that i heard you were saying i was going out with one of your friends you had an argument with? so truely it was you that was saying shit, and i have more people saying that it was you. oh and dont worry i didnt want to be your friend at all now that i know how you really treat people. like making them mad on purpose so when they get mad to yell or what ever you want to call it. so you can say they dont love you and make them feel bad for you. oh and if i wasnt worth the "mind space"(what ever that is)then why do you always say things about me and shit like that? it just doesnt make any sence. well i got better things to do than to go on about how you make your self out to look so iniscemt when in fact your just trying to play everyone to your whim. so im out
Russell
Edited on Dec 03, 9:25 because ''.
