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NOTE TO EVERYONE: SORRY I WONT BE HERE MUCH ANYMORE, I THINK THAT IT IS MY TIME TO GO... THANK YOU TO ALL THAT MADE MY EXPERIENCE HERE A LOVELY ONE. OF COURSE I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE ON MY LIST AND ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN READING ANY NEW POETRY OF MINE, PLEASE GO TO MY WEBSITE AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS PAGE. THANK YOU AGAIN

ODE TO MYSELF

Lonely soul
dripping salty liquids
through her eyes
bowing her head in shame
for she is ashamed of who
she's not
a woman of the world
like everyone else
like everyone wants her to be
by herself she always stays
longing to be with the rest
like the rest
she remains alone
her hands shake
as an earthquake would
as she dreams of the way
she would like her life to be
smiling
laughing
friends all around
people all around
a reality
far from her own
is what she longs for
 poor, lonely soul
her body quivers
her salty liquids drip
her mind wanders
and
she wonders why...
why does she have to be the
only one
the only one
left in the fields of
nothingness
when everyone else
has something to hold on to
and
she doesn't...


Writing helps me deal with this chaotic world and my chaotic life
writing is my world and my life...

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Lyrics/Quotes (my faves):
"You always disappear, even when you're here, this is not a home, I think I'm better off alone" -Three Days Grace (Home)
"Boy, you swallow truth like honey" -Vanessa Carlton (C'est La Vie)
"Why do we crucify ourselves? Everyday I crucify myself, nothing I do is good enough for you, I crucify myself and my heart is sick of being in chains" -Tori Amos (Crucify)
"I find myself wrong again, staring out my window, wondering what it is I should've said" -Ashlee Simpson (Nothing New)
"Pardon me while I burn" -Incubus (Pardon Me)
"I'm a hazard to myself, don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy, it's sad when you annoy yourself, so irritating, don't wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else" -Pink (Don't let me get me)
"You made me a shadowboxer baby, I wanna be ready for what you do" -Fiona Apple (Shadowboxer)
"I tried to kill my pain, but only brought more" -Evanescence (Tourniquet)
"Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling, tell me baby, where did I go wrong?" -Nothing Compares 2 U (sang by Sinead O'Conner, written by Prince)
"Everytime I feel alone, I can blame it on you, and I do" -Michelle Branch ('Til I get over you)
"Everyday is a struggle between what I want to say, and what I should keep to myself and the words that manage to leave my lips, don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else" -Everyday (Toby Lightman)
"She'll do anything to sparkle in his eye, she would suffer, she would fight and compromise" -Vanessa Carlton (Rinse)
"What could you possibly see me in me? Is it my soul hung out to dry? I think my dysfuctional family has shaped it throughout my life" -Maria Mena (Your Glasses)
"Crying cause I need to, crying, I can feel you, crying cause I need you"
Bjork (Crying)
"Let the bodies hit the floor" -Drowning Pool (Bodies)
"Is there anything worth looking for? worth loving for? worth lying for? Is there anything worth waiting for? worth living for? worth dying for?" -Dashboard Confessional (Am I Missing?)

There are so many more, but these are filled with so much passion, imagery and truth...
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a few poets here that have made my AP experience an awesome one:

Forgotton07  
SingMockingbird (aka ShineYourLight, CryinginLove)  
XXforgetsaneXX  
CelticSkies (aka Dragonfyre, Kazadoom)
Adriana (aka SacredMoon)  
AzureBlue  
Lionheart  
EmptySoul2(aka EmeraldTiger, SilentsDream, CreativeMind, Lost-Mind, Louie-M)lol  
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Goodbye My Lover (by James Blunt)

Did I dissapoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Cause I saw the end before we begun
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over but it wont stop there
I am here for you if you'd only care
You touched my heart, you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your head
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
I know you well, I know your smell
I've been addicted to you

Chorus

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

I am a dreamer but when I wake
You cant break my spirit - it's my dreams you take
ANd as you move on, remember me
remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
I'd be the father of your child
I'd spend a lifetime with you
I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you

Chorus

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
And I will bear my soul in time
When I'm kneeling at your feet

Chorus

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

I am so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow ...

I am so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow ...



My loves: music (duh), writing (of course) and my 10 yr. old son ( he is my biggest inspiration)  
                       


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