Just another face in the crowd• Show poetry

"People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it; and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right..."

                                <3

i think anti-flag is a good song for the times.....*changed around a little bit to fit*

You've gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government?
Die for your country? That's SHIT!
There's a Iraqi War vet, dying a slow, cold death
And the government says, "We don't know the source of his sickness."
But don't believe what they say, because your government is lying
They've done it before and don't you know they'll do it again
A secret test, government built virus
"Subject Test Group: Iraqi Battle Field Troops"
You've gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government?
Die for your country? That's SHIT!
Third World War veterans slaughtered, by General Bush
You give them your life, they give you a stab in the back
Radiation, agent orange, tested on US souls
Guinea pigs for Western corporations
I NEVER HAVE, I NEVER WILL
PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THEIR FLAG
YOU'RE GETTING USED, YOU'LL END UP DEAD!
I don't need you to tell me what to do
And I don't need you to tell me what to be... FUCK YOU!
I don't need you to tell me what to say
And I don't need you to tell me what to think! What to think!
What to think, what to think, what to think, think, think, think!

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
   ~nin~
                          my theorys on:

MUSIC~~i think that for every moment in your life there is a song that can explain it.....music is my life,if i like what i hear then i listen to them,even if i only like one or two songs by them..i have noticed that a lot of people that i have met dislike me for that...they think that you should know everything about them and what not...but i say hey it's music if you like a song..good..promote it..who cares if it's "sold out" or not just enjoy it..have you ever just sat down and closed your eyes and imagined the song?...you should try it sometime...it has to be a song with very little lyrics in it though...like jeff beck...and don't get me started on banning sharing files...that really pisses me off

LIFE~ I've always said "everything happens for a reason", i always thought it was the good things but this last year has opened my eyes to realized that everything really does happen for a reason. If it's good or bad it still leads to somewhere you might not have gotten if it didn't happen. We have a destiny, whether some people believe it can be chosen or it cannot, we meet people to get somewhere, and not only people jobs, scores, everything. I think learning from our mistakes helps us control our destiny. yea.  Have you ever just stopped and looked at the world around you and think what has happened to us? have you ever really thought about how you can change? or open up your mind? i say if you can't open up your mind then you will never open up your heart..and if you can't do that...you're fucked...but that's in my eyes

love~ it's hidden in the most obvious places...it's like when you're looking for your keys and you've searched everywhere and you still can't find them...and then you find out that they were on the table right in front of you...love just kinda pops in...and you can never be ready for it...you just have to sit back and let it come to you

Labels- i think labeling someone is ignorance at it's best...especially now when everything is "punk"...you know what i think punk is...doing something out of the oridinary...something for yourself and not give a fuck if anyone likes it or not...waking up in the morning and being pissed at the world for what it's become...wearing a certain brand of clothing does not make you punk...listening to "punk" music does not make you punk...cutting your hair a certain way does not make you punk...are you catching my drift yet?...no one sells out...the only way they can is if they change their image to what the media wants...getting big does not mean they sold out...being popular does not mean they sold out...it's the way the industry goes...i can wake up one morning and listen to ziggy stardust....and then after that i can listen to yellowcard...and i'm happy...poser shmoser...whoever came up with that term i would like to kick their ass...idolizing is what it is...these kids idolize their favorite artists...they want to be like them...that's not being a poser...no one started punk and no one died with it...it shouldn't be a fashion statement...it should be who you are on the inside...saying fuck the world....oh yea and anarchy would never work...it's some pompus assholes idea...if the government ever fell to anarchy...and we were all running around doing nothing...yea it would work for a while...but then we would need things...so we would go back to ..."hey i'll give you a chicken for that less than jake cd"...but then some asshole would stand up and say we need order...and so would begin another rise of democracy...it's a big circle...and it never ends...but back to the top...punk...it's inside you...not the fashion...not the music...those are just something to relate to...it's in yourself...and you can't change it...it's just there...

Society- oh you mean this shit hole that we live in right now? i live in a small town and everyone in my fucking town is a goddamn republican...and they are all small minded and they like to let everyone know that they can't fucking think for themselves...that they need the media and some asshole,a.k.a bush, to tell them lies because they can't think for themselves...american greed...i should make a book about it because i would become a fucking millionaire..cuz all these assholes would go out and buy it...i never understood america,or religion...my mother went to catholic school and decided that what they thought was fucked up...not god or anything...just their teachings were fucked up and still are...i can't stand about 95% of the people that go to church...because they are all fucking hypocrites...they really piss me off...they think that they are so much better than you..and that is what my town is like...full of fucking hypcritical republicans...

MOVIES~~movies are everyones thoughts and dreams...even if they don't want to admit it...when you make a movie you have definitely thought about what it would be like to be the main character..i don't know i always wanted to be a music video producer or a movie producer...i would love to do that...get my fucked up ideas out in the world...or maybe they are normal.. so anyways...*has brain fart*...ok so Fight Club is the BEST movie ever made...watch it...it will make you think alot about who you think you are and how you always thought you've known yourself...YOU DON'T..you will never know yourself because our minds are so contaminated by the media and government we can't help but be materialistic.. farenheit 451 is a messed up movie..when i saw that and then all the shit started to happen with the government and the music industries it makes you think...wow they thought of that in the 60's...watch it oh yea 2 fast 2 furious was fucking great..talk about adrenaline rush..i was on the edge of my seat the whole time i was watching it..well maybe that's just me cuz i get all stupid when i see old cars going really fuckin fast..... THE CROW was the most amazing movie you could ever watch....it made me think a lot...especially watching brandon lee...it was weird because it's like you were seeing a ghost.."IT CAN'T RAIN ALL THE TIME".....super troopers doesn't really have any meaning other than it's really stupid but will make you laugh yur ass off...clockwork orange was....weird...oh yea and i can't forget...say anything...i <3 say anything

yea i'm done babbling..erase all that from your memory...*throws something at your head*.....so if you ever want or feel the strange urge to talk to me..then my aim name is punkgenes..and my msn name is firefly_driven_under@hotmail.com...i also have a live journal....so if you want to read that or start one and become my friend so i at least think i have more...then my name is sociallyinept13...why must love suck so hardcore???...so now if i didn't scare you away you can read my crappy poems...have fun