Journals by youhadme-athello., by newest first

• columbia university summer program?

  i'm thinking about doing this summer program at columbia university for psychology. but but but i dont wanna do it alone. i was wondering if anyone would wanna take a creative writing course there or something and room with me cause i dont want to room with a random personnnn

  by youhadme-athello. on Nov 26 3:45 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• facebooky

  http://www.facebook.com/ashley.odonoghue addd meeeeee. and tell me your from APPPP

  by youhadme-athello. on Nov 17 3:49 PM, → Make first comment?
• music suggestions

  any suggestions for good music? savannah and i have been brainstorming but i need some more ideas. please and thank you

  by youhadme-athello. on Nov 17 2:18 PM, → 1 comment, Add one?
• Bella <3

  AHH my friend bella is a DJ on the radio and she gave me a shout out and dedicated a song to meee im so happy.

  by youhadme-athello. on Nov 13 5:38 PM, → 8 comments, Add one?
• NaNoWriMo

  can anyone explain NaNoWriMo to me please?

  by youhadme-athello. on Nov 12 8:17 PM, → 4 comments, Add one?
• colebrook high and tic tacs

  i started at my new school today. this girl named nicole already gave me a friendship bracelet. 1 everyday we get a half hour to go to dunkin donuts. this is my kind of school. and instead of gym im taking a culinary class. and im the only person in my math class so i'll get some extra help 2 i sat in

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 27 6:37 PM, 200 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
• Comments Ahhh!

  MY COMMENTS ARENT SHOWING UP SO I CANT REPLY TO THEMMMM. i'm sorry.

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 21 4:45 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
• terorrism

  a terrorist got arrested in my town today. we made it onto the front page of google news. GO SUDBURY. he has a phunny beard and lives with mommy and daddy.

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 21 4:35 PM, → 1 comment, Add one?
• Snow

  ITS SNOWING HERE. AND ITS STICKINGGGGG.

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 18 4:46 PM, → 9 comments, Add one?
• owl city

  i just bought the new owl city cd 1 2 called ocean eyes 3 4 i'm loving it. 5 6 but i need some more music to listen to. 7 8 any ideas?

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 11 5:39 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• My Best Friend Jeff?

  Monday Bumpy asked me out and I'm sooo happy cause he's everything I could ever ask for. So then I had this conversation with Jeff today. And I'm so angry. Word for word this is what happened. 1 Jeff: what are you doing this week? me: idk hanging out with bumpy friday. i want to take him to the LS (my school'

  by youhadme-athello. on Oct 7 4:17 PM, 200 words. → 11 comments, Add one?
• ian.

  okay so theres this kid named ian who goes to my school. and i see him downtown at rite aid all the time with my friend shell and her sister jenny. and so we've been talking to him on facebook and texting him and stuff. and he said he would hang out with us around 3 or 4 yesterday. and around 2:30 hes like sorry

  by youhadme-athello. on Sep 20 6:40 PM, 200 words. → 15 comments, Add one?
• Facebook

  hey there. 1 if you have a facebook, add me and tell me you're from AP !! (: 2 http://www.facebook.com/ashley.odonoghue 3 or search Ashley O'Donoghue and friend me. I'm in the Lincoln Sudbury High network

  by youhadme-athello. on Sep 13 8:08 PM, 100 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
• emergency room

  i was in the emergency room last night 1 some one cheer me up?

  by youhadme-athello. on Aug 4 3:55 PM, → 3 comments, Add one?
• i want...

  to die. 1 2 3 4 5 im probably gonna leave allpoetry. 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 i cant take this.

  by youhadme-athello. on Aug 3 7:36 PM, 100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
• Rest In Peace

  My best friend from Westwood Lodge Hospital died last night from a heart attack. I'm thinking about writing a poem for her. 1 Should I go to the funeral? I really like, don't want to tell my parents about it.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jul 26 12:29 PM, → 18 comments, Add one?
• i am

  crying myself to sleep. i hope you all have a better night than i am.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jul 14 9:35 PM, → 5 comments, Add one?
• ryan

  i'm a different kind of broken person. i'm shattered on the inside, and put together on the outside. 1 i dislike every single person in the world for some reason or another. so i wallow up in my room during the day and avoid everyone. and then i end up having delusions, manic episodes, and visual and audito

  by youhadme-athello. on Jul 12 7:55 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Tumblrrr.

  i just got a tumblr guys 1 its: http://helium-xo.tumblr.com 2 3 follow meeeeee and tell me your from APPPP.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jul 12 10:06 AM, → 3 comments, Add one?
• leaving again

  guys, i'm going back to the psych ward for a week or two. love you all. gonna miss you.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 24 3:45 PM, → 15 comments, Add one?
• where have i been?

  so lots of you have been asking where i've been on here and facebook and stufffs. so i figured i would just make a journal about it. last sunday night i was cutting myself and my best friend jeff txted me and i completely fell apart so without me knowing jeff called the police. so they showed up at my house at l

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 22 4:13 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• message me

  all my "real-life" friends are either ignoring me or fighting with me at the moment. does anyone on here want to talk to me? i'd love to have a conversation with all of you. i need more friendies.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 13 7:13 PM, → 6 comments, Add one?
• update on me.

  okey dokey. so i still feel sucky. and we're increasing my antidepressant by 50% so i'm just going to feel suckier these next few days. and we changed my antipsychotic. but my psychiatrist can't change my meds as much as she'd like to with me still in school and stuff. and so she wants me to go to an A.R.T. pr

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 12 5:29 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• i think this is going to be my last journal for a while :]

  i'm home. feeling a little better. thanks guys

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 11 10:09 AM, → 5 comments, Add one?
• hospital

  sorry for the excessive amount of journals. i just feel like i should keep you guys updated. i'm going to talk to my parents about going to the emergency room to get help now 1 2 3 ♥

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 10 8:16 PM, → 6 comments, Add one?
• i'm falling apart, and i can't breathe. someone please try to save me.

  i want to die. like, right here, right now. please. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 i think i'm going to hurt myself tonight.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 10 7:05 PM, 100 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
• i'm stoooopid

  okay i had a good night's sleep and i'm not going to school today so i've had a while to think. and i've realized after re-reading all your comments on my previous notes many times that even though my "real" friends don't support me, you guys always will. 1 so i think i'm going to stay on AP to comment on a

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 10 9:37 AM, 200 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• dear AP

  dear ap peoples, so i've never written one of these before but here it goes. you guys are the best friends i've ever had. i've never known what it meant to have friends until i met all of you. you're all amazing writers and i hope that you all keep writing. you changed my life, only for the best. and i'm going

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 9 9:13 PM, 100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
• i'm done.

  i think i'm going to leave AP like, nothing is working out for me. and idk. things are just going downhill for me in every way. i can't even write anymore not that i ever could. idk if i'm even going to make it through the night tonight to be honest. i'm so screwed. blahhhh.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 9 7:44 PM, 100 words. → 14 comments, Add one?
• Rawr I Don't Like My Lifeeee.

  i want to overdose again. :[ someone stop me please?

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 9 2:29 PM, → 19 comments, Add one?
• my doctor says...

  there is a good chance i have diabetes. it explains everything that's been going wrong with me. and my old meds that i was on for my psychosis had a side effect of diabetes. mehh. do any of you guys have diabetes? what's it like?

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 9 2:22 PM, → 3 comments, Add one?
• help me.

  i need some help. im having some really bad suicidal-y thoughts right now. its been like the worse day ever. i emailed my therapist but i don't know what else to dooo.

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 4 6:04 PM, → 7 comments, Add one?
• someone is gonna die.

  this is just me venting. you don't actually have to read it. actually i really don't expect you to. 1 2 i'm just so tired of everything. i'm tired of not being able to keep up in school, i'm tired of being abused by everyone. i'm tired of my memories, i just wish they could all go away. 3 4 i'

  by youhadme-athello. on Jun 3 6:48 PM, 300 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
• tell me baby

  i've been feeling kinda down lately. > tell me something about myself please. ♥

  by youhadme-athello. on May 17 3:35 PM, → 8 comments, Add one?
• lonely

  i'm not okay. no one wants to talk to me when i'm like this. and i don't blame them. but i'm think i'm going insane. save me, please.

  by youhadme-athello. on May 16 5:22 PM, → 10 comments, Add one?
• overdose

  i just got out of the hospital from my overdose. i need people to tell me that they love me. even if you don't love me, just say it anyway! haha i love all of

  by youhadme-athello. on May 4 11:01 PM, → 17 comments, Add one?
• twitter/facebook.

  follow me. friend me. do whatever, just let me know youre from AP. click for my twitter. click for my facebook! i love all you allpoetry-ers.

  by youhadme-athello. on May 2 6:48 PM, 100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
• I'm Sick and Tired Of Being Sick and Tired.

  dear world, i'm sorry i was never really good enough. this is probably for the better anyway. every time someone said, get up be stronger. i just fell back down again. i just keep on falling down. i just keep on falling down. so i figure, since i'm already down and out, i might as well just make thi

  by youhadme-athello. on Apr 26 6:40 PM, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• Rumors anyone?

  I'm not really sure what's going on with me. I feel like my depression has gotten so much better. But everything else has gotten so much worse. But I guess I play with fire all the time, so I should have expected to have been burned. I've come to the conclusion that I'm kind of a slut. And maybe I

  by youhadme-athello. on Mar 31 2:39 PM, 200 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
• do you feel like a man when you push her around? do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

  hmm. i think it's time for another list, don't you? 1. i overdosed on my antidepressants/antipsychotics last monday. 2. i'm back at westwood lodge until monday or tuesday to make sure i'm safe. 3. aziz is my case worker again :] 4. i'm most likely going to be locked up after my birthday if i don't shape up. 5.

  by youhadme-athello. on Mar 14 4:30 PM, 300 words. → 6 comments, Add one?

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