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Charlottes words of wisdom for today

1 2 3 4 A scrapbook of memories, old and young a photo of family and times of smiles, is all I ever needed to keep me going strong. 5 Appreciate those you have and don't let them slip away you never know what they hide when your not there, a hug of comfort, a smile to let them know your th

by x-Black-Butterfly-x 8 hours ago, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
hmmm

1 2 3 4 5 Apparently me and mark are going out today 6 why did i not know this till now? Not that i am complaining of course 7 8 9 10

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 29 5:34 AM, 100 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
Night

1 2 It is 2:28 am 3 and I am off to bed 4 to be awake at 8am 5 to do washing and assignment work 6 I think Im mad 7 8 I love you all 9 xxxxx 10 11 12

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 28 8:29 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
You will just have to look wont you

I all you guys you rock my world and keep me standing strong

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 28 5:57 PM, 200 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
I make specs sexy

The pair I ordered and chose first arrived

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 28 4:36 PM, 300 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
maybe

1 2 3 4 5 6 If i bury myself in work will everything else just dissappear? 7 8 9 10 11

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 28 10:51 AM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
phyto label

1 2 3 4 5 Anyone ever heard of it? does it work? or is it just a waste of money? 6 7 I have lost control.... 8 9 10 11 12

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 28 3:55 AM, 100 words. → 10 comments, Add one?
Equality....I dont think so

1 2 3 4 Ill be honest Im struggling now I feel like I have no control of anything anymore 5 I have 3 weeks to complete my assignment or well most of it and organizing my group is like learning to fly using just your arms 6 and Im hurt beyond repair...for now anyway I just cant get ove

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 27 8:38 AM, 300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
given up

1 2 I got rejected from camp america because i havnt been recovered for five years and they hope it dosnt make me relapse and because my dad abused me I cant go either BUT IT WAS HIS FAULT I DIDNT ASK FOR IT 3 there words exactly... 4 5 6 so what do I want to do now... 7 give

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 26 5:29 PM, 100 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
=[

1 2 3 I miss my favourite people the ones who message me everyday they know who they are and i love them to bits!!! 4 5 i have 3 weeks to finish my next assignment....AGHHHHHHHH 6 7 and its 3 weeks till i go home 8 9 10

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 25 12:12 PM, 100 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
please keep fingers crossed

1 2 3 4 Ok so after much fail and rejection of my Camp America Summit Camp application I have gone through the offical camp america site and could end up anywhere the only downside was that this one cost me £60 to apply 5 I had to feel out a form about my eating disorder as they now have t

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 23 5:27 PM, 200 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
Soon

1 2 3 4 5 3 weeks and 3 days!!! never before have I been so excited let's hope it flies by 3 weeks and 3 days!!! 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 22 3:41 AM, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
sad day =[

1 2 3 4 My application for camp america got turned down they said I didn't have enough experience Like most places say =[ How can you get exeperience if everyone turns you away 5 6 it is very cold and there is no heating here my hands are a slight hint of blue 7 8 9

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 21 4:25 PM, 100 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
Children In Need

1 2 3 Today is the day of my most sponsored and favourite charity Today is Children In Need day Sadly I have not fundraised for a couple of years But I intend to do something next year I think next year I will sell some photography make some bracelets ect ect to raise some money for them Child

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 20 1:50 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Go me!!

1 2 3 4 I just sent in my application form for summit camp 2010 Its a camp in america Mark kept telling me I should apply [he's done it three years in a row] So I did....Don't think I will get in though but at least i applied 5 and I have applied to lots of volunteer work I will be over

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 19 3:07 PM, 100 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
Right guys

1 2 I need your help. Next monday we are having a debate and I am fighting on the side of for with a statement I don't agree with. we were forced into sides and I am really struggling to come up with arguments for it I was wondering if you could help? 3 the statement is " This house believes that

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 19 9:25 AM, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
new me =]

1 2 3 I made myself an exercise routine Im all done with hospital and medical check ups now So i can do as I damn well please so Im going to start exercising again Am going on a two hour walk tomorrow morning then gonna do some sit ups and crunchers in the evening 4 5 Just need to thi

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 18 5:06 PM, 100 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
what if

1 2 So I had my medical check up today the nurse weighed me asked if I wanted to know what i weighed I said no 3 So what did she do? 4 She told me anyway told me I had put on 4 kilos (7 pounds, half a stone) 5 Now im in panic mode 6 I'm feeling pretty low 7 Remember how before I

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 18 2:01 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
17/11/09

1 2 3 4 I met the family Was good then we went up to his room and watched a movie and some telly 5 and yes for all the pervs out there we did JUST WATCH the telly nothing else 6 7 well ok like a kiss and a cuddle but only innocent things 8 9 10

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 17 4:43 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
well

1 2 3 I'm still not happy about the fact that I will have to wear glasses again but they are pretty just means i have no money for food oh well 4 I passed my safety to practice though that means I can go out and do my placements in social work settings now Im very excited and happy to have

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 16 2:17 PM, 200 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
i am..

1 2 3 .. not a happy butterfly at all I have to wear glasses again and to make matters worse I had to pa £99 for them 4 5 6 IM A STUDENT I DONT HAVE £99 FOR GLASSES NOT UNLESS I JUST DON'T EAT TILL CHRISTMAS 7 8 9 on the other hand they are purple with love hearts on the

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 16 11:55 AM, 200 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
i miss....

1 ... Role play. 2 Not the dodgy kind you pervs 3 The fun kind 4 is that a sad thing to miss, considering im 19? 5 6 7 hmmm 8 I miss him 9 10 11 12 13 14

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 15 1:26 PM, 100 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
hum hum hum

1 2 I bruised the heel of my hand doing CPR on the model in first aid training, dosn't say much if I ever have to do it for real it actually really hurts =s 3 I've had noting but two bowls of cereal today my appetite has gone out the window but my room is tidy and I have completed by homework for

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 15 10:15 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
Never Ever

1 2 3 There are videos of me singing online 4 5 6 But you will never find them 7 8 Or at least I hope not 9 10 11

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 14 4:28 PM, 100 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
...

1 2 I'm bored 3 And lonely 4 no one talks anymore 5 I wonder why? 6 7

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 14 3:36 PM, → 4 comments, Add one?
tomorrow

1 I shall be Ill, I can't explain why it's just a random decision wether I am or not is another thing 2 BUT 3 I do need to clean my bathroom and room Complete monday's social work task finish the required reading of boring social work books do my washing so I have clothes to wear re-paint my nails

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 14 2:51 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
it's friday 13th ya know

1 2 3 Home from babysitting I really like the mum, shes someone I can deffo talk to. She's cool. 4 Stupid wind broke my umbrella though does the wind think I am made of money or something? Does it not know I am a student I can not afford to keep buying umbrellas So settle down wind will ya 5

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 13 6:10 PM, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
TWLOHA part 2

I'm showing my support, Are you? I myself have and still do suffer from mental health problems Please never forget that there are many things that count as mental health problems Many people mistake eating disorders for not being one

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 13 4:00 AM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
Twloha

1 2 3 4 5 6 Make sure you write love on your arm today 7 and give at least someone a hug today 8 sometimes you don't know what is going on in someones life 9 so make sure you show your love for those you care about 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 13 3:35 AM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
just thoughts

1 2 3 4 5 Tonight we went to the carvery for dinner 6 and then we went around town where he showed me the christmas lights 7 he's already got me a christmas present 8 what do I get him? 9 Smelly's just don't seem right to give to someone your dating do they? 10 Tomorr

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 12 5:29 PM, 400 words. → 14 comments, Add one?
yay

1 2 I just booked my ticket home 3 I leave plymouth on the 16th december at 2:30pm 4 and arrive in london at 8:35pm 5 4 weeks and 5 days (Someone counted an extra week >.> ) 6 I am so excited 7 I seriously can not wait 8 9 10 11

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 12 10:38 AM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
I wasn't kidding

1 2 When I said I had whiskers last night 3 4 5 6 You should see the state of my t-shirt lol 7 8 oh and never let a drunk person experiment with face paint on you coz that's what happens

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 12 5:50 AM, 300 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
Shhhh

1 2 3 4 Don't tell anyone but 5 I have whiskers on my face xD 6 and people wrote all over my white top 7 and my shoulder 8 and mark said to tell people 9 we are going out 10 I had two alcohol shots 11 I DONT DRINK! 12 love you all 13 133 thousand million p

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 11 7:22 PM, 200 words. → 14 comments, Add one?
10/11/09

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 it could only be more perfect if it became official 10 11 But i'm willing to wait 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 10 4:19 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
Aghh Damn you

1 2 3 Aggh damn you dreams DAMN YOU! last night everyone was dying or telling me that I wasn't worth a place in their life so I was unrested and tired decided to have a nap this afternoon and this time I get myself and my little sister arrested and then the whole family 4 5 What is wit

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 10 10:48 AM, 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
Today

1 I am saving polar bears with the only two men who understand women 2 3 4 5 6 7 In other words Im eating baked alska ben and jerries ice cream but leaving the polar bears out he he 8 9 10 He held my hand in class today ^_^

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 9 2:24 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Fustration

1 2 I just finished book 6 of the house of night series 3 4 i have tears in my eyes 5 6 I am fustrated, angry and deeply depressed by the ending of it 7 8 I now have to wait 6 months for book seven to find out what has happened 9 10 11

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 8 5:19 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
8/11/09

I have a photo-door =D wanna see? 1 2 3 I just ordered 90 more photos, for free =D 4 But I just don't think it will be complete 5 you see my aim is to cover all my door's in photos 6 and I want only the best of the best up on there 7 and you see the problem is 8 that includes my

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 8 11:41 AM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Feeling shit

Was feeling very very confident about essay Now feeling like the dumbest person ever have learnt not to send to people all i asked for was a grammar and spelling check didn't need anything else mentioned specially since they don't know what I am meant to be writing or what I am learning Or how it is meant to b

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 7 5:14 PM, 100 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
Random

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ..... I wish to be a vampire and have my own vampire ...... 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20

by x-Black-Butterfly-x on Nov 7 5:01 AM, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?

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