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  • [ Dear Diary, ]
    Dear Diary, is this the way my life always needs will be will it all ways mean i have to choose one or the other and if i dont chooseone will die and yet if i choose the other one will lve and the ther one will be hurt 1 what do i do i dont get it no more 2 do i let one die and live with that or do i l
    by hyper thing on Nov 12 3:34 PM, In Diary, Friends, Life, Love, My own personal thoughts, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal.  100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • you think
    so u think i lie about what i am you think i lie about my cutting you think i lie about who i am you think i do it all for attention you think that i do it to get everyone feel sorry for me 1 its not true i swear to god its not and i am just about sick of eeveryone thinking that you dont have a cle aou
    by hyper thing on Sep 17 7:31 AM, 100 words. → 16 comments, Add one?
  • goodbye
    this is my end 1 good bye forever 2 i still love
    by hyper thing on Sep 15 7:15 AM, → 8 comments, Add one?
  • letters
    by hyper thing on Aug 7 12:46 AM, Friends only.
  • LAst day 2 day is gonna b my last day on here
    by hyper thing on Jun 18 10:18 AM, → 18 comments, Add one?
  • Scars
    I counted all my scars last night and i have near 2000 1 omg i need 2
    by hyper thing on Jun 17 7:41 AM, → 20 comments, Add one?
  • SUmmer
    Ok coming up pretty soon summer vacation starts and i wont b online so to all of my friends who know me not just know me BUT KNOW me (this includes you destiny) 1 i will give u my adress so that we can write letters to one another
    by hyper thing on Jun 15 10:45 AM, → 8 comments, Add one?
  • Confused (about Hannah and Reanna)
    i dont know anymore i love you i love her i dont want to lose your friendship i dont want to lose hers help me what do i do 1 do i stay with Hannah Do i go with Reanna 2 I Love them both and with out either one i would..... i would..... i..... 3 i woulds di..... 4 i would die 5 runs of
    by hyper thing on Jun 9 3:00 PM, 100 words. → 10 comments, Add one?
  • kitty
    what sound does a kitty make 1 is it quack 2 or is it moo 3 grrrr i must
    by hyper thing on Jun 9 9:57 AM, → 11 comments, Add one?
  • Realized
    I just realized something just because niki is dead that dosent mean that i need to lock my self away do you really think that she would want me to be sad and depressed or be me the way i always have been so i will be that
    by hyper thing on Jun 9 9:50 AM, → 11 comments, Add one?
  • suicide note
    dear world, 1 i am sorry for all of the pain i have caused you i am sorry for being here alive in this pathetic life so now i guess it is time for goodbye Even if i dont die this way i will die by cancer so why not make it sooner 2 so to everyone , Rhianna, NIki, and most of all to HannaH and reanna i am
    by hyper thing on Jun 5 2:56 PM, 100 words. → 38 comments, Add one?
  • I'm sorry
    I'm so sorry to everyone I know that it is all my fault that you are misrable. 1 I am sorry i am so god damned sorry 2 -runs in room locks door lays on bed crying
    by hyper thing on Jun 5 2:22 PM, → 11 comments, Add one?
  • Joint
    None yall mind if i smoke a joint 1 blunt 2 bowl 3
    by hyper thing on Jun 2 2:55 PM, → 6 comments, Add one?
  • I Need
    I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO SOMEONE ANYONE 1 PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU 2 COME TO ME HOLD ME 3 LISTEN TO ME
    by hyper thing on Jun 2 2:09 PM, → 19 comments, Add one?
  • I Need My Razor
    i need my razor i need to cut my vain i need to bleed out i need to die now i guess 1 this is good
    by hyper thing on Jun 1 10:55 AM, → 13 comments, Add one?
  • the rest of my story it all
    I was five years old when it all started I was fed up of it fed up of the cigarette burns upon the bottom of my feet the paddle that went across my back each night and the worst of it all was the belt buckle that went across my back as the allowed the prong to dig into my back finally I gave up on hope I gave up on
    by hyper thing on May 29 3:53 PM, 700 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • MY story
    ok so i have been asked so many times what my story is well here goes nothing what have i got to lose 1 2 3 I was five years old when it all started I was fed up of it fed up of the cigarette burns upon the bottom of my feet the paddle that went across my back each night and the worst of it all was the
    by hyper thing on May 27 3:11 PM, 400 words. → 44 comments, Add one?
  • How do you live
    How do you live when you love 2 peole 1 awnser: 2 you don't 3 reaches over and grabs a gun and a razor 4 starts cutting
    by hyper thing on May 26 2:51 PM, → 9 comments, Add one?
  • Reanna
    Reanna 1 You Win I am done 2 i know that this is what you wanted 3 so
    by hyper thing on May 22 9:54 AM, → 6 comments, Add one?
  • Why stay
    is that everyones goal to shove me to the ground i have now had it with this i am now looking for a reason to stay alive. a reason to stay alive when the one that you love does not care about you when you know hat you will live them until the
    by hyper thing on May 21 3:20 PM, → 5 comments, Add one?
  • Everything
    Everything i do and everything i can do is let people down i let them down and hurt
    by hyper thing on May 21 2:45 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
  • I Need
    i need 2 know what is wrong with me 1 I need some one to comfort me and tell me everything will be alright 2 i need someone to put me ack into her heart again i need someone to tell me why she lied to me i need someone to tell me why she tries to hurt me 3 *starts to cry* 4 i need someone to te
    by hyper thing on May 21 2:40 PM, 200 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
  • Dont ask
    Dont ask me how i am i am sick of lying to everyone telling them i am ok 1 SO DO NOT ASK ME 2 *crys*
    by hyper thing on May 20 2:13 PM, → 7 comments, Add one?
  • i should of
    i wish i had succeded if i did i would finally not be hit and kicked and burned and beat with a belt ever again if i did the cigarette burns on the bottom of my feet would not be there the scars on my wrists would of dissapeared the paddle would not be coming acroos my back and legs each night i would not
    by hyper thing on May 19 10:17 AM, 200 words. → 22 comments, Add one?
  • What Have I done
    What have i done to deserve this i thaught that she knew how much i cared about her and how much i love her but i guess i did not say it clear enough i need to know what i said wrong so that when i die i can die in peace all of my friends know who i am talking about it is reanna and to everyone else who d
    by hyper thing on May 15 2:20 PM, 100 words. → 20 comments, Add one?
  • Dear Diary
    by hyper thing on May 15 10:19 AM, In Diary.  200 words. Friends only.
  • If you die I die
    I just want to say that recently i have had a friend attempt suicide and they almost succeded so i have decided on one thing If she Dies I will die I swear to god i will and to everyone i want you to know that the only reason i am still alive is for 10 special people the top 3 are 1) Niki 2) Rhianna
    by hyper thing on May 14 9:52 AM, 100 words. → 16 comments, Add one?
  • Dear reanna
    Dear Reanna, I wish you coud understand I really do. I wish that you were able to see how much you mean to me. How much I wish that I could still have you Buut I know I can’t I made my decision and you made yours You decided that for you I did not care for you any more and that you want me to die You think
    by hyper thing on May 8 2:24 PM, In Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Nonfiction, Real time, Suicide, Thoughts.  200 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
  • Guess where i am
    tried 2 out run a state pooper then earlier yesterday got in a fight with my jailer 2 day cuz he it one of the in mates (a girl) ]and the girl started crying and guess what else he is in the hospital hey its ot 2 bad he only has a broken neck and a broken nose and a broken jaw i was on
    by hyper thing on May 8 10:27 AM, 100 words. → 12 comments, Add one?
  • To al of my friends
    thank you thank you for never leaving me for not letting me die for picking me up from the ground for giving me a reason to live thank you for trusting me and giving me hope thank you for being therre when i need you most thank you for everything
    by hyper thing on May 7 10:10 AM, 100 words. → 16 comments, Add one?
  • don't ask
    Dear diary, Why me That is all that I ask to know why me Why do I always feel so miserable and then make all of my friends feel that way I am just a really bad person Perhaps I should just die It would make everyones life better for them to forget me…………
    by hyper thing on May 7 7:23 AM, → 15 comments, Add one?
  • Dear reanna (for reanna and rhianna only)
    by hyper thing on May 5 10:10 AM, 100 words. Friends only.
  • Good Bye!!!!!!!
    Good bye world this is my last message to you i have hurt reanna for the last time she is the only one who can stop me now Good bye but i guess you might as well know why we were talking and she sent me this message bloody funeral: 10 minutes ago Do you think I'm pretty? Do you like me...?
    by hyper thing on Apr 30 10:20 AM, In Goodbyes, Life, Love, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Real time, Self, Suicide.  200 words. → 20 comments, Add one?
  • to my brother well he was
    you think I went all suicidal on you...and stop talking to you..and dissappeared...-- and you fought alone against all Death Angels...all of Soldier...you fought alone for Hannah's safety...alone...and i were no where to be found...you fought the Ancients...you fought the Akasha...and I Fucking left you here...alone.
    by hyper thing on Apr 29 2:38 PM, 500 words. → Make first comment?
  • why are you doing this to me
    Reanna why are you doing this to me you are telling me to hurt you to burn your heart yet you cant see i love you more than the entire world Why are you doing this to me did i do something wrong *looks around for a razor* *finds one* * runs a way into a corner * *colapses to knees crying*
    by hyper thing on Apr 29 10:06 AM, 100 words. → 14 comments, Add one?
  • I'm Married
    I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm Married I'm M
    by hyper thing on Apr 28 4:05 PM, 300 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
  • Dear Diary
    Dear Diary, Today is April 28, 2009. and I am in 3rd period. Yes I know it is a bit early to write but I need to get this out of my system. Right now I am bawling my eyes out and just collapsed on the floor and everyone is stairing at me like I have gone insane….but I just don’t care anymore. I have 2 friends o
    by hyper thing on Apr 28 10:31 AM, In Diary, Love, My life.  200 words. → 21 comments, Add one?
  • Help
    i need to talk to you i need to talk to anyone ........ please *drops to knees crying* *i am a bad person* i mumble please just let this pain end please just let me die Just kill me it is all that i deserve just do it NOW!!!!!!!!!!! *crys even harder* *falls flat on face*
    by hyper thing on Apr 28 10:02 AM, In Depression, Message, My life, Personal, Plea, Self.  100 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
  • Untitled
    you dont know how it feels to be where i am at having suicidal thaughts all the time and each time that you see someone you picture them killing themselves then as soon as you get home all you have time to do is go into your room close your door then you colapse upon your bed close your eyes and you begin to die insi
    by hyper thing on Apr 17 10:17 AM, In Depression, Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Thoughts.  100 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
  • Suicide note, my last good-bye
    To all of my dear friends on all poetry, i just want to say i am sorry for making your lifes misrable and filling them with pain. I am sorry for what i must do tonight and know that i will love you all forever. Hannah i An sorry to you, you are my closest friend and advisor amd DO NOT FOLLOW ME!!!!! Jackie- m
    by hyper thing on Apr 16 7:21 AM, In Depressed, Goodbyes, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Real time, Suicide.  100 words. → 39 comments, Add one?
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