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Too many pills

I just went on a ten mile bike ride and I feel pretty good physically right now because of that. i drank an entire 32 ounce bottle of diet peach iced tea during the course of my bike ride too. I burned 375 calories which makes it all even better. 1 Right now I am really hot and sweaty and smelly and will be tak

by frostany on Jun 8 1:48 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
Confused and Frustrated

I feel so sick of myself. I just ate lunch. All I had was a salad and but I feel gross. It was a big salad. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and that includes a weight check so I'm kind of nervous. I really, really, really hope and pray that I didn't gain any weight. 1 On another note, I had a really g

by frostany on Jun 1 11:59 AM, In Angst, Anorexia, Confusion, Diary, Pain. 200 words. → Make first comment?
Mental Battles With Ana

I feel so fat right now. I know in my head that I still wear children's size fourteen at age seventeen, so i can't be that fat, but knowing that doesn't stop me from feeling enormouos. 1 I both hate and love having an eating disorder. At the moment I am half heartedly trying to recover, but I say it's half he

by frostany on May 31 5:07 PM, In Anorexia, Eating disorders, Journal, Personal. 300 words. → Make first comment?