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so my minds frozen.... i cant write think breath.. worst of all i cant cry...and i thought it was worse when i couldnt stop crying myself asleep...
but now atleast my mother is happy... she thinks im happy... atleast
right...
but then again im just a burden.. holding back everyone and everything
so ill start wr
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i had one of those dreams .. chilling i dont remember God dammit
.. the kind of dreams i havnt had in so long.. because somehow i had perfected numbing myslef.. or i thought i had.. you know just like everything else thats cursed in mylife i can sense feel touch breath everything in my dreams
this time i woke shive
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