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  • How much love really hurts....
    I can only say that one special person holds my heart in the palm of his hand. I trust him with something so precious, knowing he could turn around and break it. Testing its limits also makes it hurt, but I am sure he does not know how much pain that it causes me. If he does then I guess he enjoys toying with my hear
    by crysolia on Aug 12 12:46 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Just can't do it
    How could danny ask me to stay in florida to watch the dogs when I want to be at the funeral. I think that there are so many other people that have known him for a short period to time that can sacrifice something so important. Thirteen years of my life and the last three weeks he was alive I was here. All I wan
    by crysolia on May 6 6:07 PM, In Bitter, Depression, Diary, Thoughts.  200 words. → Make first comment?
  • The hardest thing I have to relive
    Today I found out that a man that is like a father to me passed away. I got to have three weeks with him prior to his death and that is much more than I ever got with my real father. I just did not see how it all came about one day he was great the next he was dieing. I really am struck badly by the loss, thirtee
    by crysolia on May 5 8:46 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
  • Endless pain and thoughts
    Dear Diary, Things are painfully complicated even more than ever in my life. I feel like I am a walking curse. I came down to Florida to help my friends dad, I arrived on April 2,2009. It all started out great, he was moving around and mobile. All of the sudden within three weeks of being here he is in th
    by crysolia on May 5 4:04 PM, 400 words. → Make first comment?