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Don, yes I remember it:
the night we hunkered in our holes
by the schoolhouse on the fringes of Hai Lang,
the crack of AK-47s from inside the town,
the rattle of the M-16s and M-60s
shooting back,
the screeching rain of our artillery
that wrecked the town all night.
And when morning came
on the third day o
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I dreamed a dream about a cat
who purred and sniffed around
a fire some kids had set
behind the school.
The fire danced
in her eyes
and she snuggled
close to it as it
reached up to the sky.
Run away little cat,
I told her via telepathy.
She never heard me
or maybe she did
and didn't want to run
bec
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Oralia, they say you are golden, /
that you brighten the darkness with light, /
that you scatter the seeds of surrender, /
that you wilt all deceit with your sight; /
they say you are just and forgiving, /
that you're constant and warm like the sun /
and that just like the springtime, you're hopeful /
though t
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"You're
that's what I love about you,"
said the CEO
who I thought had come
to fire me.
"That's what we hired you for --
crazy as a shit-house rat."
So I don't have to worry about
packing up my stuff.
In fact I'm taking
a few months off
to visit Ireland.
I hear it's nice
this time of year.
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When the German Army
looking for Private Schmidt,
the innkeeper, Madame Levesque,
told the captain that Schmidt
was hiding in the barn.
The Germans surrounded the barn
and called out in German
the equivalent of
"Come out with your hands up, schweinhund;
don't make us come in there and get you."
Schmidt didn't say nu
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Drawn from stone and birthed in fire by gabhans,
thou son of flame, illumine these dark days,
bring justice to these desolated
and do our hopes and freedoms high upraise.
The sun, which shone so faintly through this winter,
in thee hath resurrected hope once more –
be healer now to broken bough and splinter;
unbin
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We are camped on top of ants.
There are ants everywhere.
They crawl up my boots and pant legs.
They clamber over my rucksack and M-16.
They are all over my
and C-rations.
They insinuate themselves between
the sheets of my letters from home.
They will not let me sleep.
They invade my dreams.
Ants. The ants are everyw
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We climbed the spine of Stegosaurus Mountain
when you said you had the day off work
and wanted to come with me and Tom and Dave.
We said OK but that we weren't going to
slow down for you.
You had to keep up, we said, it was "march or die".
On the way past the Army base
you said that you could never forgive
the man
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Down by the floating garden my love and I would
when the springtime birds were singing
and the flowers blossomed sweet,
when the days were soft and glistening,
when the sun was young and mild,
when the river whispered softly,
when our love was free and wild.
Beside the floating garden there I bid my love adieu
as
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This is the
that I don't live in --
except for when my dreams
place me there.
It's on a hill
among the foothills
of a mountain range
I've never visited.
Somehow, the place
is always under construction
and I have a key to it
no matter how long
I've been away.
Who lives with me varies
according to the whim
of the pl
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Bart and Dead-eye
where the meet would be this year.
I didn't care
but Spider said
we ought to have it
down by Nogales,
if we could avoid the Federales
and the local scorpions.
Squint and Skeeter said
amen to that
which brought up the issue
of whose turn it was
to buy the beer.
I'll buy the beer, I said,
might as we
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I don't think I should drive anymore.
I can't judge
so I keep getting in wrecks.
I'm afraid some day I will
accidentally hurt someone.
Our car insurance rates
are soaring.
Still, my sweet wife
continues to love me.
She speaks calmly and without despair.
If I can no longer drive,
she will not hold that against me.
W
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Let it be done unto
as you have said,
said the maiden.
Her hair the hue of ravens,
shone in the perfect light.
Her garments covered
perfect breast and thigh.
Her obediant eyes
flooded with intelligence
and grace.
Word became flesh
and came to dwell amongst us.
I submit to what I cannot understand.
I understand becau
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Because it was Rafael's birthday,
we decided to meet
at El Payaso
for a few drinks.
It's a scrubby neighborhood place
that's usually almost empty.
I sat down in a booth
with Rafael's cousin Miguel
to wait for the other guys.
Miguel's an accountant.
Victor came --
he's a psychologist
and Jewish and the only
other gu
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VC and NVA are
to hit the Special Forces Camp
at Song Bui
sometime tonight.
They have 120mm mortars,
heavy machine guns.
The NVA are well-armed
with AK-47s and RPGs.
The VC are more lightly armed
but there are at least
four-thousand of them.
We've got six Special Forces troops
and ninety-eight Montagnards.
Looks
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as soft as snow
upon the hills,
as soft as mist
upon the lake,
as soft as daffodils
rising from
the waking land,
as soft as a mother
with her child,
as soft as dawn,
as soft as dew
upon the heather fields,
as soft as lambs,
as soft as down,
as soft as the sound
of gentle rain,
as soft as love,
as soft as
our firs
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Last night at
before the Tigers of the
Herman Goering Division
rolled down on us,
I covered our foxhole with
our rubber ponchos
and made medicine
for the coming fight.
I ground huckleberry leaves
with willow bark
with my molcajete and tejolate,
mixed it with the rain water
in my canteen
and drank it
as I sang battle
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Some nights are like this:
Lying in
when sleep won't come
and, despite all the nocturnal rituals,
my mind races
behind closed eyelids.
Shh, quiet child --
but the brain chatters on
and on and on and on,
clatters like boxcars
down the railroad line.
In the darkness, the snow geese fly,
silhouetted against the crystal
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My first day on the
as chaplain in this nursing home
and I don't know where anything is,
who anyone is
or what they expect me to do.
There is a funeral at 10:00
and I have to meet with the family
before then
but there are no clocks
and no one can tell me where
the meeting and funeral service
are to be.
At the same
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Down by the
I walked among
the debris of the nineteenth century,
through the detritus
of war and flood.
The passage of time
smelled like rotting fish
and the heavy Southern air
weighed me down.
You brought plastic flowers
from the heart of China
to commemorate the battle.
A blue heron flew toward New Orleans.
The r
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The midges were biting last night,
packed themselves
eyelids, nostrils, ear canals
and drilled for blood.
In the barn that doubled
as theatre,
we were packed to the rafters
with the newly dead --
awkward in their
Sunday best
and unaccustomed
to the formality.
The children
broke my heart.
I screamed to make those
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At Versailles last
in the Hall of Mirrors
management arraigned it so that
light refracted upon light
and reflected eternity
in all directions --
a cheap trick really.
Anyway,I saw the Days and Nights of Brahma
stretching that moment to forever,
encapsulated in that unique conceit.
I don't believe anything
unless
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I have seen
when the sun climbed over the
Superstition Mountains
like an ascending god,
when wind rushed over the desert
like a gasp
and the palo verde tree
shivered naked
in the light.
I have seen mornings
when the great city stirred,
and the rain-slick streets
fractured light into its constituents --
rainbow oil
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After I rolled through the Israeli
in my jeep with no markings,
I proceeded to Caracas
for the conference.
I went to a cantina afterward
and was late getting home.
My wife was angry.
I made excuses she didn't buy.
In the morning
great flocks of birds
scattered a bright blue sky.
I watched a mixed flight
of herons,
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Last night was an exhausting
of orientation, indoctrination
and introduction to
the complexities of
fuel tank design.
We were issued our clothing
and our weapons
and were called to attend
a formal diplomatic dinner.
I hold my liquor well
and my vocabulary
and exposure to foreign languages
held me in good stead.
I l
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If I were nineteen
would I make the same mistakes --
jump from planes,
go to war -
go to war again?
Would I love the same women,
do the same work,
study the same things,
go the same places
in my dreams?
Of course, I wouldn't --
I would have different,
maybe not better, dreams.
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Nothing on
or at the movies last night
that I'd care to see.
Reading grew tedious
as I had to backtrack
to understand
what I had read.
I went to bed instead.
No dreams available
to instruct or entertain.
Outside, the rain came.
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Last night the
came and woke me up
and dragged me halfway
across the state with them.
We went back and forth
through time
and in and out
of other people's dreams
and generally caused havoc
everywhere we went.
I tell you Ohio's
not seen the like of this
since John Hunt Morgan's raid.
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Dr.
is a low-key genius.
He keeps his white hair short
and wears dockers,deck shoes
and never wears a tie,
His office at corporate
is a cubicle like everybody else.
He speaks softly,
like his name
and peers at you
behind crystal frames
with eyes like blue diamonds.
He sees --
He understands --
everything.
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My Lord of
admit me to your kingdom
of the deaf, the mute, the blind.
Guide me past
what substance says
to me of the universe,
past languages,
past all conceits and premises.
Before the world
there was the word.
Before the word
there are you alone.
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Although I'm not much into
last night I went to my high school
get-together to see who had survived
into their 60's.
There was Tom
the retired chemistry teacher
and Arnold the mattress king
from Arkansas and Dave
the recluse Jean Genet
who wouldn't talk to anybody,
the few football players who
dodged cancer and hear
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Although I'm not much into
last night I went to my high school
get-together to see who had survived
into their 60's.
There was Tom
the retired chemistry teacher
and Arnold the mattress king
from Arkansas and Dave
the recluse Jean Genet
who wouldn't talk to anybody,
the few football players who
dodged cancer and he
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I don't know how
I can continue this --
serving as a major
in the 47th Scout Regiment
in Baghdad by night
and being a retired old man
by day.
My wife's had enough of this
and the Army's suspicious
that I might not be
a real major and that
I may be a tad bit older
than thirty-five.
"I'm doing the best I can."
I tell
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Bravo Company's in the shit again.
So we got our
and moved to the LZ
to wait for the choppers
to take us to the fight.
In that merry, merry month of May
the day was blue as blueberries
in that cream sky.
Beyond the barbed wire
the geckos shrieked
"fuck you -fuck you - fuck you".
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Do you
when I asked you if
you wanted to kiss me
when we were both
in our twenties
and the moon roared?
The old V W
was on its last legs then,
the tires bald,
the oil pump
like an old man's heart,
was sputtering.
We played hide-and-seek
amongst the ancient temples
beside the college green
all summer.
Do you r
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So I went to see my new therapist.
When she came to greet
at forty-five minutes
after our scheduled time,
I asked
"Is this what I can expect with you?"
"No it isn't," she said
but she didn't apologize.
She took me to her office,
but a patient and therapist
were already there.
She took me to another office --
sam
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Let me see if I understand.
I'm here for the workshop.
This is the workshop.
And it's free?
There is no charge.
This is a community service.
And you're not going
to try to sell me something?
No sir.
And now that you're
comfortably seated,
take a deep breath --
that's right -- and listen
to the sound of my vo
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Kim Jung
is a friend of mine.
We met for tea and toast
today in his pleasure dome
in Pyongyang.
The tea was good
but the toast was made
of molded rye bread
which gave it an odd taste
and a bit of psychedelic afterglow.
We watched the Superbowl
on his slim-screen TV.
He had trouble with the team names
thinking the
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Snow
Send me snow tomatoes
gathered at dawn
from the patch on your lawn
where they stand in rows.
Gather dawn's light
from your garden as snow
drifts down to show
that winter's in flight.
Stand in the patch
that you dug in the ice.
You never thought twice
about winter's wrath.
Please box them in rows
and displa
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