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So school started this week. I was happy, I thought things would be different. I was wrong. There's kids that hate me for no reason, and pick on me for how I dress and the fact that I'm different. I hate most of my classes and teachers, and no one in the whole damn school seems to care that I'm suicidally depressed.
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My grandma passed away at the beginning of the summer, and now my grandpa passed away a few days ago. I'm okay with it, as in I've come to terms with it, but it's still tough. I mean, they were both Christians and my entire family is convinced they are rejoicing in heaven. I'm okay with that. It's just that it's rby borrowing.moonlight on Aug 3 12:50 PM, In Pain, Personal, Thoughts. 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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Sometimes he'll be talking and I miss what he's saying because I'm lost in his eyes. Sometimes I blush because the intensity in the way he's looking at me makes me feel so beautiful. Sometimes I wonder if he's thinking the same thing I am when I'm looking into his eyes. Sometimes he says the simplest things and Iby borrowing.moonlight on Jul 29 9:36 AM, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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The Fold. It's a residential home for people like me... But it's a year long. I'm faced with having to leave my home, my family, my friends, my boyfriend of a year and a half, the only life I've managed to build.. to get help. I fear if I don't, I will end up taking my life. I know I can't continue to live like thiby borrowing.moonlight on Jul 21 5:26 PM, In Depression, Life, Pain. 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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So here's the thing... there's these two guys that I dated separately for two years (each) and they're polar opposites but I love both of them. Guy number 1: sado-masochistic, deepest fantasy, etc. Guy number 2: treats me like a queen, puts up with all my shit, etc. So what's more important?? What I want or what
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like standing on the edge of a cliff that's crumbling under your feet I looked into the coffee cup, and felt a little queasy as if I might topple into it and drown I close my eyes, and put my head down as the vertigo passes, I look miserably into the swirling mixture I've felt this way ever since you left me s
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This is a song I wrote yesterday that really got to me, so I guess I will share it here, as well. Hope you like it. It's very personal to me. 1 ------------------------------------------------------ 2 I didn't believe in love at first sight. Not then. But then you walked through that door. My world
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This is my very first online journal entry, and since I don't know who will see it, and I don't really know how this site works, I'm going to have to be careful what I say. Well, let's see. My boyfriend is coming to pick me up in an hour and we're going to spend the day at his house, doing god knows what. Right nowby borrowing.moonlight on Jun 10 7:46 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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