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wow seems unreal how one day can completely change the course of your future. Thats just how life is though, most of it spent in limbo waiting for the next big change. So now I am finding myself in this place, one that is scary and heartbreaking to say the least. Realising the only course of action that is trby YesterdaysDreams on Jul 19 6:47 PM, In Life, My own personal thoughts, Sad. 600 words. → Make first comment?
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Well folks here is some more of my ramblings. I doubt much of this will makes sense and most of it will be contradictory since I have such conflicted emotions on the matter so I warn you now. 1 I was watching some video on youtube a couple days ago and when it was done a video popped up after about Eric Harris a
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Today is fathers day and I spent it spreading my Father's ashes at our family home. This place that we had grown up. I spent most of my time there with memories washing over me, wave after wave. I remember sitting underneath our bar stools and using the rung as a steering wheel, my father "pulling" me over for spe
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I have been holding shit in ... for so long. I am just so tired of being me sometimes. the angsty teenager wants to just scream and beat the fuck out of anything and everything. Circumstance be damned. I want to cry and not feel like I have weakened myself by doing so. I just wonder if at some point like will brby YesterdaysDreams on Jun 3 2:45 AM, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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I am lost in my wandering thoughts today.. as usual. I began a conversation about whether or not death is the end. The end of any existance, the end of it all. We live, we die this much is known. I dont believe that death is all there is at the final stop of this journey. I dont believe that because I need to beby YesterdaysDreams on May 28 12:02 PM, 400 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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As I sit listening to the clock move forward, its monotanous ticking is driving me mad. I realize how much I miss the laughter. The childish grins. How much I miss the dazzling sway of summer, the smile of the sun. Time burns away, leaving a mottled lump of a person. Memories and time are lovers, they move togetby YesterdaysDreams on May 22 12:22 AM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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My entire life has always simply been just trying to survive, weathering the storm. "You can get through this" and "I can do this" have been a staple. Over the years I have prided myself in that strength. My ability to weather the storm. What if in all this time I have been missing the forest for the trees? Sur
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what would we be if we didn't have the contrast of such horrible acts?? would we be as noble or beautiful if we were all so similar, humanity is so many shades of gray that it becomes a spectrum of evil or good, and where we are on it is our own choice, but unless you imagine it in that way you can only look back at
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So as of late I have been incredibly disgusted with what seems to be the lack of dream. I have been friends with my husband now for over twenty years, we grew up together, attended the same schools, went to the same church. In this span of time we have seen eachother through some pretty hard times. What strik
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When I was a child I had the pleasure of having two parents that revered nature. We spent most of our summers in the deep woods of the adirondacks. Sleeping in tents, cooking over campfires.. and learning. This was the beginnig of my love affair with nature and all that it can bring. We had a cabinby YesterdaysDreams on Feb 19 2:45 PM, In Contemplative, My life, Personal. 300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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So lately I have been missing some essential piece of myself. Looking in the mirror I no longer see Kimmie, I see her.. the shadow of myself? This great widthdrawing, pulling into the hallow. I search continously for the answers of this withdrawing, this great sadness. Its not hard to pinpoint certain reasons f
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