Journals by Walking Oxymoron, by newest first

• A private journal entry

  by Walking Oxymoron on Nov 27 2:50 AM, In Bitter, Friends, Life, Love, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal, Random, Real time.  700 words. Me only.
• 21/11/09 -Facebook Fukheads.

  Mood: Music:  Since You Took Your Love Away- Steps. 1 2 Ok, I'm now 25. When I was 14, I started a paperround. I was doing it for 3 years when I met this girl I saw often... she had another route. One day in July, I'd bought some sweets. And started walking home. I walked passed her and for some

  by Walking Oxymoron on Nov 21 7:22 PM, In Diary, Friends, Life, Love, My life, Noguest, Pain, Personal, Random, Real t.  10,300 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
• 8/11/09- Mouldy Mess!

  Mood: Gooey Music: Steps- Summer Of Love Remix. 1 Ok, and now you see what I mean when I complain about the mould... I never intended to be the kind that moans daily... But someone asked me for evidence... Hopefully this is counted as such?? 2 The issue I'm having right now is that I don't know how serio

  by Walking Oxymoron on Nov 8 9:03 PM, In Bitter, Diary, Life, Pain, Personal.  400 words. → 15 comments, Add one?
• 6/11/09- What I Really Think.

  Mood: , , and , that there isn't an emoticon for sulking! Music:  Lucie Jones- Sweet Child O' Mine   1 (This song is sexy-as-hell! Watch her! I mean, um.. the song.) 2 What I really think? Well, I'll tell you something, that title is a lie. I mean, who of us, really, when it comes

  by Walking Oxymoron on Nov 6 10:23 PM, In Bitter, Diary, Friends, Life, Noguest, Pain, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  1,700 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• 23/10/09- Life So Far

  Mood: 1 Music: Dizzee Rascal- Bonkers. 2   3 Hi, I know there are people out there who don't like to read long... so I apologize- those of you that do come across my cranial meanderings, will know that I write lengthy sputterings of incoherent matter. 4 Matter that matters to me! 

  by Walking Oxymoron on Oct 23 7:24 PM, In Diary, Friends, Life, Noguest, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Real time.  3,700 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• 01.09.09- Tubthumping.

  Picture- Us at the Sash gig. Left- LJ, Middle- Me, Right, Bex. 1 Mood- Bemused. Music- El Paraiso Rico- Deetah. Ok, since I last wrote on here, much has happened. It must have been at least three months! Now, I have moved from my dad's into a flat, with my close friend who is also on this site. W

  by Walking Oxymoron on Sep 1 6:19 PM, In Friends, Life, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Random, Real time.  1,300 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• 29/05/09- Big Bad Wolf

  Mood: Fearful Music: Darren Hayes- Maybe 1 How do I feel right now? Now? I'm kinda scared, I guess. I don't wanna go home. I know there'll be someone there when I get there. 2 At the moment I live with my Dad- not biological, none of my genes are his- but he's the dad I grew up with. 3

  by Walking Oxymoron on May 28 10:30 PM, In Bitter, Life, Noguest, Other, Pain, Personal.  500 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• 12/05/09- One Thing.

  Mood: Tipsy (But truthful!) Music: Jordin Sparks- Freeze.   There was one thing I was keeping from a friend of mine. Just the one, she knows about everything else already. And it concerns ANOTHER friend of mine. 1 Now, I'm 'at war' with (We'll call her Jane) I'm at war with Jane because

  by Walking Oxymoron on May 12 8:07 PM, In Friends, My life, Other, Personal, Random.  900 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 09/05/09- Yesterday. (Possible Triggers)

  Mood- *stressed* Music- To Believe- David D'or [Israel] Incredible Voice!! Ok, these past couple of days, maybe even the last week has been incredible. Read that word as you will... that's positive and negative.   I'll list, it gives the entry some kind of structure, does it not? &

  by Walking Oxymoron on May 9 8:13 PM, In Diary, Friends, Life, Noguest, Personal, Real time, Thoughts.  3,000 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• A private journal entry

  by Walking Oxymoron on Apr 17 6:24 PM, In Friends, Life, Noguest, Personal, Thoughts.  900 words. Me only.
• 09/04/09- Today. (Trigger?)

  Mood: Pissed Right Off.  Music: Eurovision Song Contest Soundtracks. (I don't give a flying Fuck if you think that's sad! Buy Them!)   Ok, you'll need a bit of background. This is gonna be long. Meh. Deal With It.   K- a friend I had for 6 years. We had an arguement las

  by Walking Oxymoron on Apr 9 2:03 PM, In Friends, Life, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal, Profanity, Random, Thoughts.  4,700 words. → 11 comments, Add one?
• 08/04/09- Stars

  Mood: Mehhhh. Music: Blue- Back Some Day. We're born, we live and we die. No-one really knows why... I used to be afraid of the night sky. It made me face my mortality. I hear you laughing at me, you know. A 'what the hell is she talking about'. But it's true. I used to hat

  by Walking Oxymoron on Apr 8 11:34 AM, 700 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 25/03/09- Death, Dying and it's Friends.

  Mood- Confuddled. Music- Amy Studt: Happy Now.   Does someone wanna tell me how to put emoticons in messages?? And also do those dirty pretty hearts and music notes? Please? I'm pulling at my hair... (and my friends tell me off if they catch me doing it, so for my sanity, please?

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 25 7:28 PM, In Contemplative, Death, Depression, Life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Random.  2,400 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• 13/03/09- CoffeeRant2. *(Revealing? Or B.S?)

  Mood: Meh. Music: Alvin & The Chipmunks- How We Roll Yeah, I know it's sad, but this song is Rockin'!   Red Nose Day. And I found out today. Joyous! I've done nothing! And yet I feel no guilt... It's passing me by in a haze of redness...like just another day where people wear bizarre clothes and

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 13 10:31 PM, In Contemplative, Friends, Life, My life, Noguest, Thoughts.  1,700 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• 03/03/09- Coffee Rant

  Mood: Um..,. Dunno. Music: Un Abbraccio Fortissimo- Gianni Morandi (No video for this... I may have to make one!!)   Life down here goes up and down. You think you're getting somewhere and suddenly the track changes direction! You think things are sorting themselves out, and then something new comes

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 13 9:25 PM, In Friends, Life, Noguest, Other, Personal, Random.  700 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• 11/03/09-

  Mood: ?

  Music: Celine Dion- Pour Que Tu M'aimes Encore.

    Ok, two days ago, around 3am, I managed to wipe everything from my computer. Somehow. That night I got no sleep. I was awake straight for 42 hours! (Including a joyous work shift. Oh, Yes!) I was 'doin' my thang' on AP, or Facebook, or d

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 11 7:34 PM, In Life, Noguest, Other, Personal, Random, Spur of the moment, Thoughts.  1,000 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 17/2/09- Fear

  Mood: Pensive Music: Cleopatra- Life Ain't Easy   Sometimes it's like watching from the outside...Like some kind of drama you're interested in, but not a part of. Something you'd tune in to see...And then you realize that it actually IS real, it IS happening to you, or in your life- and there's nothing you

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 11 4:50 PM, In Friends, Life, Noguest, Other, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 08/03/09- Midnight Musings.

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 7 10:42 PM, In Adult, Family, Friends, Homosexuality, Life, Noguest, Personal, Society, Suicide, Thoughts.  1,600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 7/03/09- MehNess!!

  Mood: Music: Ronan Keating- Believe (Not to be confused with She Believes In Me- This song is far superior!! Yet...Not on YouTube...)   I'm currently trying to beat someone's score on Crazy Taxi, on Facebook... Not usually a problem, but this is proving difficult... maybe because I want it so much?? Joys

  by Walking Oxymoron on Mar 6 11:21 PM, In A moment, Friends, Life, Noguest, Random.  700 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• 26/02/09- (Clingy) People

  Mood: ??? Music: Michael Jackson- Cry. It astounds me how different people are... No, Really. Ok, lemme explain what I mean. I never realized there were so many people in this world who have had shares of troubles somewhat akin to the volume I've had. My intention here is not the self-pity vote. At

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 25 11:55 PM, In Friends, Issues, Life, Noguest, Personal, Thoughts.  1,900 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• 24/02/09- Truthful Candles.

  Mood: Pensive.

  Music: Beyonce- Halo.   The screensaver on my phone always used to be someone I love, whether my friends, my sister or my nephew or other unlucky victim....It has been known to be objects of my desire, such as  

  Darren Hayes, Who makes the most amazing music...

  Anne

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 23 9:47 PM, In Diary, Family, Friends, Life, Longing, Noguest, Personal, Real time, Thoughts.  2,300 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
• Crying. 17/02/09

  Mood: What do you think? Music: Running Up That Hill- Kate (Tell me we both matter, don't we? You and Me...)

     I don't know.  I don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know. idontknowidontknowidontknow....I. Don't. Know.   Wish I did.   I'm skirting again...Let's f

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 17 7:54 PM, In Friends, Life, Noguest, Other, Personal.  2,300 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• 17/02/08- Games.

  Mood: (Guess. I'm not telling) Music: Shania Twain- That Don't Impress Me Much. (Oh! If only you knew!!!) I don't wanna play anymore. That's it. I could go on forever, but it won't change anything, so there's no point. I'll wait 'til I can see it without this fuggy head. I know one thing. The rules keep chang

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 17 5:12 PM, In Depression, Friends, Noguest, Other, Personal, Random.  100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• 14/2/09- Burning.

  Mood: Burning. Music: Katy Perry- Self Inflicted. (Perhaps not a good choice...) Burning. I is burning. Burning burning burning..... Burning. Burning. Aiiiiiiiiiiiii! Burning. Oh. It's passed now.   Hang on, let's reignite... DONE!   All I have to do is look at a pictu

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 13 9:22 PM, In Friends, Life, My life, Noguest, Personal, Random, Work.  1,700 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• 13/2/09- Thunking.

  Mood: Music: The Eurovision Song Contest Soundtrack '08. Current Country: Bulgaria. Actually a good song!

   

    Ok, so tomorrow is V-Day. By which I mean Valentines, not Victory. In fact... It's anything but...! Yet, I am working, so would not be able to date prospective partner anyway! Inste

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 12 10:42 PM, In A moment, Family, Friends, My life, Noguest, Nonfiction, Other, Personal.  600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• 12/02/09- LoveFamilyAffairs.

  Mood: :tired:

  Music: Kid Rock-

    Joys.   I would usually be happier than this, but I've decided that I am tired. Why do bad things always overshadow the good things?   The point?   Bad things. The Sam situ... My sister is taking pictures from the net- his faceboo

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 11 7:53 PM, In Diary, Friends, Life, Noguest, Personal, Real time, Thoughts.  900 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• 20/08/08- Pig Latin.

  Again, I have no idea what this will say. I'm just typing. Ethay onday etgay ithay. Onday xpayecthay emthay ootay. Ihay otnay oldtay emthay. Ellingtay emthay udway ebay imay orstway itenayaremay! Ihay endspay ootay uchmay imetay inkingthay outbay otway othershay aysay. I don't get it! Eway entspay ostm

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 11 7:20 PM, In A moment, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  300 words. → Make first comment?
• 18/08/08- Outburst.

  Another entry that was written before now. Again, I know not what it contains, only that it was done last year at some point in the summer, after the first entry. (I sucketh! I'm usually so good at organizing!) Let's be honest, I don't know where to start, yo! That's what happens when people interrupt ya flo'

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 11 6:52 PM, In A moment, Angst, Friends, Noguest, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  1,000 words. → Make first comment?
• 17/08/08- Admissions.

  Disclaimer....I wrote this a long time ago. I'm merely copying it from my book...(which I wanna throw away) I don't know what it will say, but there may be triggers here. It was written originally in summer '08, but I do not remember when, exactly.   You know, I think maybe half the problem is admitting I

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 11 6:23 PM, In A moment, Diary, My life, Noguest, Other, Personal, Random, Trigger.  900 words. → Make first comment?
• 10/02/09- Suffocate.

  Mood: To be determined...

  Music: Darren Hayes- Strange Relationship. Lol!

    I was told tonight to journal. But I don't know what I'm journalling about! Would it be about somthing I read today? Or about a conversation that followed after I'd read it?? (Yes, I understand some of you loyal fans may be comf

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 9 10:51 PM, In Friends, Life, My life, Noguest, Personal, Random.  3,100 words. → Make first comment?
• 8/02/09- Apathy.

  Mood: Apathetic. Or wanna be. Music: Stephen Gately- If Only You Were Here. (Could not find link...) Know what apathy is? It means that you don't really mind/care. Would that not make life easy? Not having to think about what others would say? Without them having to think about what they say and the way it wil

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 7 5:21 PM, In Diary, Noguest, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  400 words. → Make first comment?
• 07/02/09- Blood.

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 6 9:52 PM, In Bitter, Family, Friends, Life, Noguest, Personal, Thoughts.  1,700 words. Friends only.
• 05/02/09- Suicide. (Warning- May Trigger.)

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 4 9:07 PM, In Adult!, Angry, Diary, Family, Life, My life, Noguest, Personal, Profanity, Suicide.  4,100 words. Friends only.
• 04/02/09- Musicness.

  Mood- Meh. Music- Enigma- Silent Warrior. (Which is anything but silent!)

    Hi. I've decided that I shall add links to the music I'm listening to, purely because I read other journals, and they mention a song... and I have NO idea what the hell they are referring to. I know there are songs we have here

  by Walking Oxymoron on Feb 3 9:14 PM, 700 words. → Make first comment?
• A private journal entry

  by Walking Oxymoron on Jan 31 9:08 PM, In First person, Friends, Other, Personal, Random.  900 words. Me only.
• A private journal entry

  by Walking Oxymoron on Jan 28 8:48 PM, In Angst, First person, Friends, My life, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  3,500 words. Me only.
• 15/01/09. Talking.

  Mood: Aaiiiiiiii!Listening to: Kevin Rudolf: Welcome To The World.  Random point here...I just got off the phone to my friend, (of sorts... long story) anyway, It had been a while since I'd spoken to her last, like three weeks, but because of the New Year and Christmas, it seems like an eternity a

  by Walking Oxymoron on Jan 14 7:43 PM, In Friends, Life, Nonfiction, Personal, Random, Thoughts.  800 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• 15/01/09. Joys.

  Mood:Meh. Listening to:My friend Gobbing off on the phone.   This may sound weird...but does anyone wonder why there's an option for You alone to view the diary, For you and your friends, or for everyone? But there's no option that says Only people you don't know, or no way of preventing particular peo

  by Walking Oxymoron on Jan 14 5:44 PM, In Contemplative, Life, Personal, Thoughts.  300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• I Hate People!

  Mood: Frustrated!

  Music: Crying Girl- Westlife

   

  Ok, so today I'm working. As you do. And because it's quiet, they put me in charge of the whole restaurant whilst there are two in the kitchen. (It's 'cos I'm 'ard!) Anyway, whilst I'm running around like a loon because by some freak of nature

  by Walking Oxymoron on Dec 16 10:39 PM 2008, In Bitter, Diary, First person, Life, Personal.  600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Hi!

  Mood: Miffed.

  Music: Savage Garden- Violet.

   

  This means people can actually see what goes on inside my head!! I'm liking this idea though. Yeah, it lets off steam for rants, but I can't imagine anyone would want to read it... I may get into this...There's so much I could say! I dunno. RaaaaaaA

  by Walking Oxymoron on Dec 15 7:48 PM 2008, In Contemplative, First person, Random.  100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?

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