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  • 11/29/09
    And I'm 1   2 craving craving craving   craving
    by This Is My Story on Nov 29 12:31 PM, 400 words. → Make first comment?
  • 11/18/09
    This is real, this is me . I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me . Now I've found who I am, there's no way to hold it in. No more talk of what I wanna be. This is me. 1 I am so incredibly happy.
    by This Is My Story on Nov 18 4:59 PM, 500 words. → Make first comment?
  • 11/2/09
    &i find relief when i am cut. ~Cut by Plumb Its a good thing that I'm at school when bad things happen to me. Because otherwise I would break so bad...  I have a drama competition for school tomorrow! I am so pumped!!!!!!!!! Its my first time getting a really good lead part so I can
    by This Is My Story on Nov 2 6:20 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • 11/1/09
    Who am I? 1 I have no idea anymore. I don't know if I ever really did know. I'm tired of this crazy goose-chase of searching for the aspects that make me who I am. I don't think I'll ever know. I have some extremely important decisions to make in my life that will probably alter my life forever. I am at a cros
    by This Is My Story on Nov 1 12:06 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 10/18/09
    AUDITIONS TONIGHT! Ah so this is my first time auditioning for a play outside of high school. I am soooooooooooooooooo nervous. I have to do a cold reading too which means I don't even know what the lines I'll be reading are... I'm just gonna go and give it all I have. And hopefully that will be good enough.
    by This Is My Story on Oct 18 3:07 PM, 100 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
  • 10/11/09
    Caramel Frapp's will always remind me of you. :/ 1
    by This Is My Story on Oct 11 7:50 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
  • 10/8/09
    The world's a stage and we are all players ~ William Shakespeare I can feel myself falling. Its like I'm being pulled in s-i-x-t-y t-h-o-u-s-a-n-d directions but I'm still at the same time. I just wanna grab a pair of scissors and cut myself free of the world that's lassoing me in. I'm trying so hard to sta
    by This Is My Story on Oct 8 5:42 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • 9/3/09
    Sometimes all I think I am is a little dot on the spectrum of life. And if God is out there. Why would he pay attention to a tiny little dot . 1 2 3 4 5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12 13   14   15 . 16
    by This Is My Story on Sep 3 12:06 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • 8/16/09
    everyone on earth is insane! 1 I feel like so much is going wrong right now. 2 -My brother is being a dumb-ass and I'm trying to save him and his reputation but its hard trying to act like a parent when your only 16. 3 -Yet again me and my bf are fighting. I love him and I try to show him grace
    by This Is My Story on Aug 16 3:34 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
  • 8/9/09
    fighting and screaming begin the deep breathing but you know i cant live without you. Storms- November Blessings 1 This weekend has been CRAZY. On friday I went to a field hockey pool party, found out I made varsity. Then I went to the beach and then to a free Jason Aldean concert which rocked my socks off!
    by This Is My Story on Aug 9 8:22 PM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
  • 8/2/09
    {{{stressed is an understatement}}} 1 - field hockey tryouts are tomorrow. i think i might die. 2 -i'm probably supposed to start my period soon cuz i'm flipping out at the world in general. 3 -i cant find the damn remote > 4 -nathan and i are really weird. i'm so confused. 5 -waffles is once
    by This Is My Story on Aug 2 8:46 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 7/28/09
    Is that all I am? Just the girl who wont say no... Fabulous... 1 I used to think being different was a compliment now I think it is a curse.
    by This Is My Story on Jul 28 5:20 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 7/26/09
    I really 1   { CANT} 2  say no. So I watched The Passion Of The Christ last night and it really really touched me. And I hate that its so hard for me to stay a faithful Christian. I'm not gonna make excuses about them because every part inside me knows it is my own fault. But its like on
    by This Is My Story on Jul 26 8:43 PM, 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • 7/20/09
    NEVERMIND i'm not quite sure who {{{ME}}} is any more... 1
    by This Is My Story on Jul 20 4:46 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 7/19/09
    I am tired of (((hiding ))) under this false mask. I want to show the world who I am , not who I pretend to be . I want to live my own life, not the life others expect of me. I want to be bold and unpredictable . I want to be me . 1   2   3 Why is that so hard to do?
    by This Is My Story on Jul 19 11:44 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 7/17/09
    The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves - Oedipus Rex This seems to be the story of my life. I over analyze everything which I know will probably inevitably lead to my own personal tragic downfall. I've realized lately that I seem to have developed the inability to say the word "no" which being a gi
    by This Is My Story on Jul 18 9:04 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • 7/16/09
    A wise girl kisses but doesnt love, 1 listens but doesnt believe, 2 and leaves before she is left. 3 -Marilyn Monroe Just got home from a field hockey game which sucked!!!!!! I did terrible but thats okay becuase it was super fun anyways. Todays mood has been super crazy. I f
    by This Is My Story on Jul 16 6:22 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
  • 7/15/09
    & that is the just the way it is. 1 Today was cool. I hung out at Kendall's crib for awile. (Haha crib...). We had a massive water fight while cleaning her parents car. I might hang out with nathan later but i dont know. But this isnt what I wanna write about... 2 Sometimes people ask if you were anoth
    by This Is My Story on Jul 15 4:55 PM, 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • 7/7/09
    We were never meant to be , baby we just happened So me and Nathan are good for now. He promises he will never yell at me like that again but i don't know . I told him sorry doesn't mean  a n y t h i n g  when I hear it five thousand times a day. Actions speak loude
    by This Is My Story on Jul 7 2:57 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • 7/5/09
    Trash is supposed to burn My brother tells my little cousin this as he burns cans and other assorted items of disuse. And I wonder... what makes something "trash"? Some people are called trash does that mean there destined to burn in hell? These words were stuck on my head during the whole camping trip...
    by This Is My Story on Jul 5 7:34 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • 6/30/09
    Possibly the most embarassing and demeaning event happened to me last night. I am not even gonna write on here what happened because I know most people really wont want to hear about it. After "that" happened me and my bf got in a big fight and he tried to break up with me. I pretty much begged him to stay
    by This Is My Story on Jun 30 11:42 AM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
  • 6/7/09
    Save me. 1 2 I wish I could remember who I am. Sometimes I get a glimpse of her, mostly on sundays after church but then she leaves. Maybe Im just crazy. That seems like a good explanation...Lots of people go crazy from being alone right? Ive lost so many friends this year and people usually say w
    by This Is My Story on Jun 7 9:16 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • 6/3/09
    Okay so I just found out that someone who went on the New York trip with me now has a confirmed case of Swine flu....great.... oh well hopefully I don't have it. 1 Anyways so tonight is our class performance...Its gonna be terrible...no one knows their lines and half the class isn't even showing up.....so it sho
    by This Is My Story on Jun 3 1:52 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 5/31/09
    So the New York trip was freakin amazing! I love New York City! I wanna live there forever and never come home. The trip was so crazy. There were alot of ups and downs, but for the most part I managed to get through it all. There are of course, things I regret but there are way more things I am happy I did! We went
    by This Is My Story on May 31 4:00 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • 5/20/09
    He has all of me, everything. He is the one who brought me back to who I am. Without him I am pretty sure I would still be lost, drowning in my own little pool of selfish pity. But then why am I so scared to give him all my heart, all my trust? I guess its because right now, he has so much of me that if I get hurt.
    by This Is My Story on May 20 3:03 PM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
  • 5/19/09
    And I am so scared of what the future might hold. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 I think I am setting myself up for yet another letdown, only this time it will be a major tragic downfall. 19
    by This Is My Story on May 19 9:31 PM, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Guess what
    I just realized its not that I just FEEL alone. Its that I AM alone.
    by This Is My Story on May 14 9:37 PM, 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • I am...
    I am so... alone worth less pathetic narcissistic naive lame boring confused :/
    by This Is My Story on May 14 5:02 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • 5/7/09
    So I feel better today. I found out I got a part in our schools ten minute plays. Its probably not a big part but its better than nothing. At least I'll be on stage so I'm happy. Things have just been crazy lately. And I haven't had any inspiration to write. I usually write best when my emotions are super strong bu
    by This Is My Story on May 7 11:48 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 5/4/09
    I feel........ Weird. So the other day I got in screaming match with my dad over nothing and I finally told my parents I might not play field hockey next year. I swear my parents care about it more than I do. Its like I know I'm good (not trying to be conceited, I swear) but if my hearts not in it then what is
    by This Is My Story on May 4 4:37 PM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
  • 4/29/09
    So last night had to be one of the most amazing nights of my life... It started with me and Nathan going to this young life meeting. It was amazingly fun. Kids from all different schools come to have fun and just relate about every day life and trying to live a Christian life. They did some hilarious skits
    by This Is My Story on Apr 29 2:05 PM, 400 words. → Make first comment?
  • 4/28/09
    I feel so lost and alone lately. Like I dont even know. Things just arent working out for me. The only person who keeps me together is my boyfriend Nathan but even he can only help so much. Im writing this for me, not for pity so really if you read this you dont even need to comment. So here is whats wrong~
    by This Is My Story on Apr 28 5:52 PM, 500 words. → Make first comment?
  • 4/21/09
    Here is something to think about- Everyone assumes that being gay is wrong. Because the bible says so. Didn't you ever notice how the bible also tells you to love everyone. And it also says that children who misbehave should be stoned. Well you don't see a bunch of screaming four year olds being stoned to death d
    by This Is My Story on Apr 21 2:01 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • 4/20/2009
    So I found this guy................... Well not really found... I've known him since 7th grade but he's EVERYTHING to me. I know I've said this I like a thousand times before but this time I feel like there is something real behind his words. Not the usual cheap lies and   b.r.o.k.e.n co
    by This Is My Story on Apr 20 4:05 PM, 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Performance Week
    I am so excited!!! It is the week of our performance and its going to be so much fun! Although I'm not on stage its still gonna be amazing! Doing backstage crew is still fun but I would rather have the spotlight shining on me instead of running through blackouts. But hey you take what you get. Anyways yay! Drama is
    by This Is My Story on Mar 21 1:12 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Die
    I hope that any guy who ever cheats on his girlfriend dies a slow, painful death. They can go get there balls chopped off and bleed to death. Thats all for today.
    by This Is My Story on Feb 9 1:42 PM, → 5 comments, Add one?
  • Blahrgh
    So today i have decided I am an epic failure. Yep. Not in the "I'm emo my life sucks" kinda way but just in the "Ive come to terms with my failurness" way. So my day of failure started with me flipping out cause I saw Daniel when I wasn't expecting to. And you know a normal person would stop and take the opportunity
    by This Is My Story on Jan 21 2:37 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Happiness!
    Okay so we talked today! I know it's mad stupid but it felt so good to have a real conversation with him. Not just text or through friends. I miss him. I truly do. Maybe these might be a slight tiny chance of fixing this but i dont know. I hope so
    by This Is My Story on Jan 20 1:53 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Ugh

    So ive decided I really cant do this. I dont know how but he managed to take over so much of my mind. I love him. I dont know how... We werent even together for a long time. Tommorrow would have been our two month. And its so stupid I feel like some little middle schooler who thinks there in love after was two day

    by This Is My Story on Jan 17 9:40 PM, 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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