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Fuck. 1 Don't you hate it when you say something because you're trying to convince yourself that it's not true, but you realize that it really is true ?! I did. Recently. And .. All I have to say is .. fuck. 2 *sigh* WHYYYYYYYYYYY ???!!! 3 Whatever. It doesn't matter anyway. 4 I jby The Hardest Goodbye 1 day ago, In Frustrated, Life, Pain, Thoughts. 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I feel so confused. Like my emotions are all over the place. One moment, I have hope, for a better tomorrow & the next moment, it's undecided and bleak. Almost like I WANT to believe things will get better, so I force myself to say it in my head, but than old thoughts creep in and it completely takes over my mind.
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Hey people of AllPoetry. 1 I'm gonna make an entry, like the ones I would make in my old diary I used to write in. It was lame, it really was. I would talk about all these guys I would have a "crush" on week after week. It was pathetic. But, I was young and stupid. But than again, Now .. I'm still young & stillby The Hardest Goodbye on Nov 22 10:17 PM, In Depression, More, My life, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Whatever. 700 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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Ugh. 1 Where do I even begin ? I can't stop crying. I wanna fucking die. I don't care how stupid or irreational it seems. I just lost two of my best friends. & its all my fucking fault. 2 ='( 3 I'm going to quote one of them. " Yeah. She has the biggest fear of losing us " I do. And that fearby The Hardest Goodbye on Nov 11 10:39 PM, In Depression, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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What the eff is going on. Why did trusting people suddenly become so damn hard. I was so sure, but betrayel is a deadly thing. 1 And promises, oh don't get me started on that one. Empty, broken promises, it's so fucking hard. Don't make promises to people that you can't keep because trust is a very fragile thinby The Hardest Goodbye on Sep 15 7:37 AM, In Betrayel, Depression, Hurt, Lies, Life, Pain. 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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I'm trying so hard .. To convince myself that everything will get better. But it's not going to, One fucking letdown after another. This has officially been the worst summer of my life. Some really fucked up shit has happened & it's not easy to get past. 1 I'm trying to move on with my life. Trying to be happy. Tby The Hardest Goodbye on Sep 1 11:53 PM, In My own, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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Life is so fucking scary. 1 When I was younger, I would always used to think that everything in life would just sort of workout somehow. Like when I was 7 and I saw something UBER cool at Sobeys or something, So I would bitch & complain, maybe even cry so that my mom would buy it for me & she usually did. Or whe
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by The Hardest Goodbye on Aug 1 10:22 PM, In Forgiveness, Friends, My life, Pain, Personal, Sorry, Thoughts. 300 words. Friends only.
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I'm sorry for writing all this sad poetry and sad journals. I don't wanna let anyone down or make anyone hate me. I can't help how I feel & lately I've been feeling sad. Seriously .. I've gotten this attitude towards my parents where I will be mean to them, I'll yell at them over the stupidest things & the stupidestby The Hardest Goodbye on Jul 27 11:04 PM, In My life, My own, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 500 words. → Make first comment?
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*sigh* 1 Lately I've been feeling really blah, you know the feeling ? I've been wondering and trying to figure out why my best friends like me so much, but yet .. there must be something wrong with me, because I'll always be the best friend and nothing more than that. If I'm such a good person, why can't anyoneby The Hardest Goodbye on Jul 25 8:33 PM, In Depression, Life, More, My own, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 800 words. → Make first comment?
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Tonight I watched the movie " Marly & Me ". It was an okay movie, but the ending was especially sad, where Marly got put down. I am a very big animal lover and I absolutely hate it when animals get hurt, get put down, & die. Animals have feelings to you know, they need just as much love as a human being, their not juby The Hardest Goodbye on May 15 10:54 PM, In Animals, Dogs, Love, More, My life, Other, Pets, Thoughts. 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I'm terrified of life after HighSchool. I'm terrified of losing the people I care most about. I'm terrified of losing my mind ... oops, too late. I want to be 17 forever, although I would like to be 19 a few times, go out with my besties & have " fun "by The Hardest Goodbye on May 5 9:25 PM, In More, My life, Personal thoughts, Random, Terrified. → 2 comments, Add one?
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What the hell is going on with my head, my thoughts. I have a seemingly perfect life. Picture perfect family, amazing friends, a cute dog. But in my heart it feels like there's something wrong, something missing, I just cant wrap my brain around all this empty space. A part of me wants to self destruct without
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