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Walk your path as I trod mine / 1 / / / You wonder if your life is compelled by fate / I regret that mine isn’t / 2 / / / You are lost for a moment and wish to never feel alone / I embrace my solitude yet search for a hand / 3 / / / You cry when you hurt and may mourn loss / I can never weep for myselfby SunDew on Nov 20 12:22 PM, In Friend's writings, Noguest, Spur of the moment. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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by SunDew on Nov 17 10:36 PM, In Contemplative, My life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal. 400 words. Friends only.
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Without my heart, there is no happiness He's gone to be with family, for now My arms are lonely, my smile empty Yet, for the world, I must bow 1 My soul has fled my presence So, too, has all my joy Gone from his loving mama My Darling little boy 2 Childless until the government Decides I'm not abusiveby SunDew on Nov 6 8:28 PM, In My own personal thoughts, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Random, Sad, Spur of the moment. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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I've gotten past the debilitating stage of my emotions. I'm still emotional when I get into it, but now, I'm not prone to crying at any given moment. 1 Seeing a child with either their mom or their dad still hurts. It's a kick in my heart when that child is a little boy, & his mom is with him. But I can walk awayby SunDew on Nov 5 10:27 AM, In First person, My life, Noguest, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Sad. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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Hey, all. Since I can't freely write here everything, I haven't been posting as many journals. It's been 2 1/2 weeks since my son was taken. I have court today, but may not be able to get there. I'm trying everything to make it. Even called the CPS worker. 1 As it stands now, my baby boy is doing fine. But, thoseby SunDew on Oct 27 9:21 AM, In Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal, Sad. 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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I moved in with Johnny to escape living on the streets, getting my son taken away, & losing our stuff. The 2 bedroom apartment was TRASHED when Nugget & I moved in. It's still trashed. No one will help me clean; all they do is help make the mess. 1 Every time Johnny & I had a disagreement, I've done my best to taby SunDew on Oct 12 8:02 PM, In Depression, Diary, First person, My life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Pain. 600 words. → 20 comments, Add one?
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Two weeks ago, I went to visit both my child-bearing sisters. If you take a look at 'Long Trips & New Math', you'll notice I went from one sister, back home, then to another sister. It's the home part I want to tell you about. 1 I came back to the closest metro (aka subway) station, called Huntington Station so Iby SunDew on Sep 30 9:22 PM, In Church, First person, God, My life, Nonfiction, Personal. 600 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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Thursday evening (9/17/09), my sister, Barbara, got induced. She had the baby on Friday afternoon, around 6-something. The baby is a girl. Her name is Ava Leigh. She was 20" & 6 lbs 9 oz at birth. 1 I went up on the metro (VA/MD/DC's version of NY's subway), which takes 2 1/2 hours. Got on post (military hospitalby SunDew on Sep 22 12:51 PM, 700 words. → Make first comment?
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by SunDew on Sep 16 3:21 AM, In Dreams, First person, Nightmares, Personal, Real time. 400 words. Friends only.
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We spent the afternoon at Johnny's dad's house today. I thought we were meeting his stepmom & stepsiblings, but the siblings had a Six Flags thing to do with their dad, so it was only stepmom. 1 We had already met Bruce/Granddad. He & I get along famously. He's a real jokester, & straightforward. We've come to th
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Johnny told his mom & her family while he was with them about Nugget being his. 1 They took it spledidly, although his mom went rather white at the news of her having a grandson. Of course, they wanted to meet this new addition to their family. As well as the new addition's mom. 2 I've already mentioned how nby SunDew on Sep 7 5:44 PM, In Family, First person, Firsts, Life, Meetings, Noguest, Real time. 500 words. → Make first comment?
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Johnny's mom decided to send a family friend to pick Johnny up, so Nugget & I won't be meeting her today. 1 He's still gonna tell her about Nugget. Which means I'll be waiting by the phone. I'm sure she'll want to call & talk to her grandson. 2 I'm still nervous, but not anywhere near as bad. 3 Maybe she'by SunDew on Sep 6 10:37 AM, In First person, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Real time. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Not sure what I mean? In a previous journal, I mentioned how Nugget met Johnny's dad. The title of that one was 'And So The Twain Shall Meet'. 1 This time, we're going to meet Johnny's mom. 2 First me. Nugget's next, but, since there's story to be told before they meet as grandma & grandson, he may just be inby SunDew on Sep 6 8:23 AM, In My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Personal, Real time, Spur of the moment. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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Yeah. That's right. Johnny has decided to quit. Smoking. He started yesterday. 1 I'm very proud of him! 2 For those who've been around or been that person who quit nicotene, you know how it is, so skip the next paragraph. 3 The quitter is very irate. They're going through withdrawls, so it's perfectly norby SunDew on Sep 4 1:21 PM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
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Nugget said his 2nd word!!! He said, "Baby." That was a few days ago, on the 18th. 1 Today, he tried to say "beep." He tried & tried, but it came out "bee" or "baby." He knows "beep" is for Mommy's nose, & he's learning his nose, where it's at & such. 2 From the Your Baby Can Read videos I got him, he's learnby SunDew on Aug 23 10:09 PM, In First person, Life, Nugget, Personal. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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As of 8/20/09: 1 Oh my gosh. 2 Where have the days gone that being a single mom was a guy repellant?! 3 Since I've moved to VA (since June 27, 2009), 5 guys have hit on me, while my son was with me! Most of them have been of the espanol persuasion. No offense to my friends, but as far as I've seen, Spanis
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Howdy! 1 How are y'all? I know, been a hot minute, but if you follow my journals, you know why. & yes, it's still why I can't reply to comments with another comment, though I can & will send a 'thank you' message. 2 Johnny's brother (who is older) got married on the 14th. So, in case anyone reads this in theby SunDew on Aug 15 8:06 PM, 400 words. → Make first comment?
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Nugget Head was unusually cranky & tired today. When he was awake, he did nearly nothing but whine (!!!). But, mostly, he slept all day. He's 17 months old. He could be going through a growth spurt. I know he's teething - all 4 canines are growing in at the same time! Maybe a combo of the two? As a result, I have hadby SunDew on Aug 4 11:40 PM, In Contemplative, First person, My life, Noguest, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 800 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Hi guys! I won't be able to write or comment much for an unknown period of time. 1 Why? I'm so glad you asked. 2 My wonderful little laptop, which I fondly refer to as my puter has been broken. Apparently, it's been stepped on one too many times and the screen is cracked. 3 Before that, my genius son somby SunDew on Jul 23 1:59 PM, In First person, My life, Noguest, Personal, Real time. 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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Home was the same hades it had always been. Belle got through the days of beatings, last minute plan changes, and being made fun of by thinking of her time in Georgia. When she thought of her father, she grew glum. When she thought of her sister, she was content, if sad that she hadn't had enough time to bond with T
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You all know I have been planning on moving, right? Well, now the deed is done. 1 I lived with my aunt & uncle, two of their three sons, & Leroy, my now ex-stepfather. & I was in Hell. 2 My aunt couldn't say I did anything right or well with my son, my uncle was being incredibly anal (& such), & one of my couby SunDew on Jul 2 10:27 PM, In Diary, First person, My life, Noguest, Personal. 1,200 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
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Tuesday & Wednesday, we got up, got ready, & didn't make it to the zoo. Both my aunt's knee & the rainy weather were to blame. Thursday rolls around. We finally get up & go. 1 My aunt & her two grandsons went one way, while me, Dewey, & Hannah went another. Hannah is my aunt's granddaughter. 2 It was Dewey'sby SunDew on Jun 20 3:50 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
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June 3rd, 2009: 1 How Is it possible to still have the gumption to call someone who has emphatically (indeed, I nearly crossed the line to being mean!) said to never contact them again? 2 If you don't know the story, go read up on Dewey's Birthday. If you open my page in a new tab, click the list titled Deweyby SunDew on Jun 20 3:35 PM, 500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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by SunDew on Jun 18 11:30 PM, In Contemplative, Diary, First person, Life, Love, My own personal thoughts, Noguest. 1,000 words. Friends only.
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Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. Try not to repeat a song title. 1 It's harder than you think! 2 Pick Your Artist: Bon Jovi 3 Are you male or female? Woman In Love 4 Describe yourself: The One That Got Away 5 H
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Hey everybody! I've been offline for awhile, & therefor out of touch with all of y'all. You wouldn't believe how much I miss everyone! Or how much has happened. I only have time to give a brief overview of all the current events in my life, so leave your questions in your comments, & when I post the more detailed jouby SunDew on Jun 12 3:18 PM, In First person, Moving, My life, Noguest, Personal, Real time. 400 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
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by SunDew on May 16 9:17 PM, In A moment, Diary, First person, My life, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal. 500 words. Friends only.
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As everyone was praying at their 'altars,' Belle felt something - some kind of understanding slowly filled her body. 'That was God's love . Not anything but Jesus's love.' Comforted by that realization, she was less jumpy than she would have been once the service was over. 1 2 They went to a chineseby SunDew on May 15 3:39 PM, In Family, Love, My life, My past, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal. 900 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
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3 Things you Love 1 - Writing. 2 - Food. 3 - My Nugget's smile. 3 Things you Hate 1 - Liars. 2 - Cheaters. 3 - All the glitches on AJ. 3 places you've been 1 - Alabama, USA (I was born there). 2 - Maryland, USA. 3 - Florida, USA. 3 places you want see 1 - Germany. 2 - Puertoby SunDew on May 13 2:48 PM, In Noguest, Random, Spur of the moment, Survey. 800 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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by SunDew on May 6 3:43 PM, 400 words. Friends only.
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Yesterday was my birthday! I held a contest on AP. I wanted presents of words & that's what I got. Very good presents! When I woke up yesterday morning, I called my brother. He & I talked awhile. Every time we do, I am amazed at how close I feel to him. While we were on the phone, a sister of mine beeped in,by SunDew on Apr 19 3:18 PM, In First person, Nonfiction, Personal, Random, Real time. 300 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
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As the hours passed, they got to know each other. Ryan knew a few people at the lock in. Everyone had fun hanging out. When it got late, Belle told everyone she needed to rest. "My sister is coming to pick me up tomorrow - well, today, so I really need to get some sleep." Belle slept on one of the couches while R
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Belle longed to speak to her older sister, Tessie. Dialling the long distance number, she waited impatiently for it to ring. 1 We haven't spoken in years... , she thought, ' What am I going to say? What will she have to say? 2 3 Recalling their first conversation a few weeks ago, she thought of alby SunDew on Apr 1 10:42 PM, In Love, My life, My story, Noguest, Nonfiction, Personal. 1,000 words. → 15 comments, Add one?
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I went to church last night, like any other Sunday night. Got home with nothing unusual happening. So it was a normal Sunday, right? Nope. My phone rang about an hour after I got home. I looked at the caller ID, & the number was an Alabama one. I thought it was my friend's daughter, the one who hadn't yet givby SunDew on Mar 30 12:56 PM, In Family, My brother, My life, Personal. 300 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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Hey, everyone! Mine & Dewey's week has been a busy one. I've been busy as a bee. This past week, I have had a class to go to. See, I never learned how to write a resume. So, I went to a free class, called Jobs Connections. It lasted 3 hours each day. Monday through Thursday from 1pm to 4pm. Friday's cby SunDew on Mar 23 8:40 PM, 1,000 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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I know you're all wondering how the ride home went, what, with all the snow, & everything. Well, it was snowing & sticking at my mother's. I have no idea when we left, because I didn't have a clock, my puter, or my cell. No watch either. I'm allergic to the velcro wristband I bought for it, so I never wear it. It wby SunDew on Mar 6 8:42 PM, In Diary, First person, My life, Personal. 400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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