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Unless you're Her or you like to read shit, click the back button. Srsly. 1 Well you said write. And here I am. I think if you said "jump" i wouldn't say "how high?" I would just say "Yes ma'am" 2 I think i would do anything for you. I'd eat a bowl of sand. At least i'd try to eat a bowl of sand. I'd sh
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Well here I am again. Because guess what, i fucked it up. I broke the sobriety and I drank. Only once, but once is enough to make me regret. But, if at first you don't succeed try try again. 1 So here it is... again. 2 6 months total sobriety. 3 I'm trying again, hopefully this time it'll stick 4
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by Skyler Gordon on Jul 24 1:16 AM, In My own personal thoughts. 100 words. Friends only.
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I did it. 1 Well, correction. I DIDN'T do it. 2 That is to say, I did one thing (bad) by not doing another thing (bad). 3 You can see where this went wrong (See previous lines) 4 I think i try to be funny to cope with how sad i get sometimes (See previous parenthesis). Maybe that's why i try to be s
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So i havn't written in a long time. You know you compelled me to write it but i know i'm not going to regret it. 1 It's 12:52 in the morning. In two hours i will be on the radio and in one i'll probably be napping. Great huh? It'll be the only sleep i get between now and probably five in the morning so i'll grea
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Wow, it's been a while. I decided to write because Caleb told me to, and i think it'll be good for me. Caleb has evolved beyond my best friend. He is my brother. He knows how i think. I think i have a closer bond with him than any of my blood brothers. We get along a lot but sometimes we don't. He can do some t
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I stand up. Not because it's time to get ready for bed, my father's wrath doesn't bother me as much as it used to. It's because i fear that if i sit in this stew any longer i'll collapse from heat stroke. My hands pump, my face is red and blotched for god knows what reason. My face looks worse than it feels. The swea
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Wow, it's been a week since i wrote a journal. How depressing... I just listened to my parents talk to the Granos for about fourty five minutes while i ate, made a sandwhich, and cleaned the dishes. And i think i may want to kill myself. How can getting old be so... boring? Is life so bland that we think we've ex
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So this took me a long time to transfer over, but i did it. It's been a while friends. This will no doubt be put in later than when written, but oh well. They're right you know. Junior year is the worst of them all. All the pressures, all the parties, all the things i never bargained for... I need to take a brea
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A note to the people who care to read this. This is posted March 2 but was written at the posted date. Hello world, This bath is too hot. i'm sweating. answers to you questions. No, my computer is not in the bathroom and this is not directly written to the computer. I love the smell of sweat when it is still wet. Th
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Well, I'm starting to get a good collection of journals now. Fuck, this stuff is addicting. To the two people (Well really just the new one) - Hello, Welcome to my brain. I know it is crowded in here, but you're lucky there is only two of those. Recently i've been finding myself thinking, realizing i have an amazin
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Here we are again. So today i was thinking, as most mammals do, and came upon a strange realization about myself. I am less, and at the same time more, unique than i thought i was. As i looked at a man that i disdain, i compared him to myself, asking why i hated this boy and how i was so different from him. I am not
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Why do I do this to myself? Every week it's the same damn thing, over and over and over again. I leave all of my work up until Sunday, even though i have plenty of time to work on Saturday and even Friday. This 9:30 bed time is getting very irritating. I was promised a 10:00 bed time if my grades were in order at the
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Every inch of my body says run to her. Go, drive, knock on her doors, her windows, what ever it takes. Just see her. Hold her. Ask her whats wrong... But then logic takes over. She's still asleep. Your parents are asleep. You have a whole days worth of homework... But you're still considering it. The idea of running
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I keep feeling like shit. I cant help but think "You fucked up Skyler, you did something wrong". I keep coming around to the same question "How? What did i do so wrong?". Why do i feel this way? Am i right? Or is it because that i'm still deep in Bat Country? I dont know. The tears, the feeling in my stomach, the fee
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So here I am again. I'm so sick of people telling me what i can and can not do just because it clashes with their basis of reality. Look, if you didn't want me to driver her home you shouldn't have let her go out with me in the first place. You knew what was going to happen. You told her you knew what was going to hby Skyler Gordon on Feb 21 10:28 PM, In My own personal thoughts. 1,200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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So i havn't written in a few days and i feel like i should. So here i am. This weekend was pretty awesome. (For the most part) Friday - Went to school. Went home. Picked up Caleb. Inhaled. Went to 3D IMAX underwater adventure (LOL) Fucked up my sense of time and understanding. Went to Caleb's house. Inhaled again.
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Today is another day. But what is today but yesterday's tomorrow? Three in a row. I'm on a roll. I want to be able to focus more. I want to organize. I want to be a better student, i want to get good grades, i want to pay attention. But who the fuck am i kidding? That's never going to happen. I always say things
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I've got that burning itch again. Not the one that says "You should sneak off and have a smoke", those ones i can ignore pretty easily. This one is a deep itch. That Counter Strike itch. So here i am, writing more bullshit so i dont have to occupy my time by playing a mindless video game and i can actually have somet
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Well, here we go again. Journal three of my writing escapade.I feel like a blogger, i don't like that. Good thing no one reads this shit except for you. Yes, you. Well, at least this helps me stay grounded, stay in the now. I've realized lately that when parents tell their children that they don't know what love
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Today - Feburary 8th 2009. Cassidy and I have been dating for one year and seven months As i sit here and wait for her to sign on Gtalk so i can have the first real conversation with her that i have had in the last few days... It feels like eternity. This weekend is starting to take its tole on my body. My back a
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Been in Oregon for a few days now. Actually flew to Washington and drove here, the plane ride and driving combo was a bitch. Nothing like sitting down from 1:10 to almost 10:00. Had some revelations. One, going to start going to church. Denomination isn't important,i just want to have somewhere i can go to pray. Tw
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Boredom, followed by extreme happiness, followed by revelation.
My day started off good just knowing i was going to be with her. Although in retrospect i feel like i could (and should have) slept in longer.
Shower is always nice, mornings are a good time. Fresh cold air, sun is shining b
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