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  • Insomnia and "Quotation Marks"
    My condition took a turn for the worst. I’m getting better though. 1 I was hospitalized with severe sleep deprivation last week and while walking to the doctor the people and cars were making me dizzy and hallucinate. Before seeing the doctor I kept crying and proclaiming I was bleeding profusely so he immediatel
    by Random Goldfish on Nov 7 7:34 PM, 800 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
  • (I Always Think I'll Cry) The Letter is in His Pocket Now.
    I wrote a letter for a boy...he's a boy...not yet a man. But girls become women sooner than boys become men! I hope he grows a pair after he reads my letter. http://alljournal.com/journal/32144-Hopefully-I-Got-it-Right-Now (This letter) 1 And it's in his pocket now. 2 I'll add this much more on the subject
    by Random Goldfish on Oct 2 5:53 PM, 800 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
  • Hopefully I Got it Right Now
    I’m starting to realize how relationships work. I always thought I’d just know how to be with a person but I figure, if you haven’t realized how special you are to me yet, then I haven’t been trying hard enough. I can be speechless. I have been wandering in the unknown. 1 And I know that’s true now, because I’ve
    by Random Goldfish on Oct 1 12:52 PM, 1,300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Making Sense of Myself: Why I Haven't Been on AP and More.
    People go through the motions. Depression is something I do not identify with, so I’ve always had trouble with bouts of sadness. 1 I am going though an internal struggle, struggling to feel like myself...but smiling is one thing I will never forget how to do. I reflect upon these motions I am stumbling through h
    by Random Goldfish on Sep 13 6:34 PM, 700 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • Doctors are Bastards II
    Dear Nameless Doctor, I’m a poor white kid who went to high school in the city. I have no money and her mother’s shitty health insurance. You probably wouldn’t have made much money off caring for me but it’s awfully kind that you let me use your facilities anyway! As you know, I came to your neurology centre becau
    by Random Goldfish on Mar 30 3:07 PM, In Bitter, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal.  600 words. → Make first comment?
  • Doctors are Bastards
    To whom ever is interested, My head is messed up, no I’m not crazy. But I need a good rant...I need to let it all go. I’m not crazy in the head...but the good old’ neurology up in there needs to wake up. Doctors are bastards. Sadly, when it all comes down to it, all they want is money. My money. Perhaps if they we
    by Random Goldfish on Mar 9 7:18 AM, In Anger, My life, Personal.  400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Notable Injuries
    I am a famous klutz, I’m certain I’d make an admirable poster child for head injuries. Stairs, walls, hills, and ledges; all a folly for me. Oh! Even the toaster, hahaha, I will hurt myself. I literally cannot remember all my head injuries but this will be fun! The bumps, the bee stings, the bike accidents, c’mon in!
    by Random Goldfish on Mar 2 6:11 PM, In My life, Random, Spur of the moment.  1,100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • I'm Terrified to Sleep
    In two weeks, I will attempt to sleep for eight hours while an unknown neurologist I have never met watches me. I don’t know at this point if this doctor will be a demon or a guardian angel over me as I dream. All the while, I will slumber with electrodes attached to my head, neck, and legs. I have enough trouble sl
    by Random Goldfish on Feb 23 4:04 AM, In Diary, Life, Personal, Real time, Spur of the moment.  800 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
  • Where I've Been
    Apparently, I have been sick for the past three weeks and I just haven’t noticed. There was a bump behind my ear and I passed it off as just another one of my follies in being clumsy. No, it was a swollen lymph node...yeah, it’s about as fun as it sounds. It finally came to a grand finale. Last night I had a fever
    by Random Goldfish on Feb 17 5:34 PM, In Spur of the moment.  200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Everybody Poos
    You can tell it’s Friday the thirteenth. My roommate clogged the toilet with a nice #2... Let it be forewarned I have no problem talking about # ...Hell , not even my own. And I’m a girl. Everybody poos! In fact, I’d like to take a #2 right now but the toilet’s clogged ...and we didn’t buy a plunger? And we’re out o
    by Random Goldfish on Feb 13 11:27 AM, In Humor, Spur of the moment.  300 words. → Make first comment?
  • Knocking on my Door Like an Asshole.
    There was suddenly a polite knocking on my dorm room door. I hoped up cheery-eyed. And suddenly, there was thunder fists assaulting my door frame. If I can't answer the door three seconds later...please do not start knocking like an asshole. Do not scare me out of my boots. If you are not the cops and I am not a crim
    by Random Goldfish on Feb 11 11:34 PM, In Bitchy, Spur of the moment.  700 words. → Make first comment?
  • I Think I had an Epiphany.
    I think I had an epiphany. Since my first semester of college started I haven’t felt the same as the animated and overbearing comedian I graduated high school as. I felt that I had become slightly quiet and predictable. I use to a have witty or sporadic answer for everything but I became...maybe even boring. I’m co
    by Random Goldfish on Jan 22 1:59 PM, In Happiness, Spur of the moment, Thoughts.  300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • A Story to Tell

    I’ve always wanted to share this story, but it seems so arbitrary. Not that I’m sure that is the correct or best word either. Strange, how it may be the single most important moment that has transcended to who I am today, yet I’ve never told anyone.

    When I was 13, in a torn red notebook I wrote: “If I were a d

    by Random Goldfish on Jan 18 3:57 PM, In Fantasy, Personal, Thoughts.  400 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
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