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Yay! Insomnia...PTSD... relapse? Friday, October 02, 2009 1 So, I just realized that the past forever with an absolutely insane man as a boyfriend+my bonafied pyscho-self+constant meth use= PTSD. 2 3 I haven't been able to sleep in weeks without the use of opiates. I kept thinking about the same eventby PrettyRagDoll on Oct 6 3:11 AM, In Abuse, Addiction, Angst, Contemplative, Goodbyes, Hate, Life, Longing, Loss, Pain. 500 words. → Make first comment?
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What a wasted life. (with added "side note") Monday, September 28, 2009 1 In the past 7 years, I have not been sober for more than a month straight. What a wasted (metaphorical/literal) life. Name it. I've done it. Guess it. I've been addicted to it. 2 I hate this. I hate what I am. I hate what I have becomby PrettyRagDoll on Oct 6 3:08 AM, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Hate, Life, Loss, Pain, Suicide. 1,300 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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Sayings to live by... Sunday, September 27, 2009 1 This entry is quick and short... through reading this journal and looking back on the past 6 months, I just remembered sayings I made up for myself to face life and move on... 2 3 In high school, I went through many relationships, and so many told meby PrettyRagDoll on Oct 6 3:04 AM, In Contemplative, Escape, Inspirational, My own personal thoughts, Other, Personal. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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(Copied/pasted from online journal) Time Machine... Friday, September 18, 2009 1 I stumbled upon this diary and read it for the first time in, I don't know how long. And I am absolutely lost for words. I have so much to say, so much! But my fingers can't seem to type them without me breaking down. 2 3by PrettyRagDoll on Oct 6 2:59 AM, In Angry, Depression, Diary, Hate, Longing, Loss, Pain, Personal, Thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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I am not were I am supposed to be. But I don't exactly know where exactly I am supposed to be... either in jail or treatment. Since I am in neither, I am not doing what I am supposed to. I was going to write all about what is running through my mind, but I am so mentally exhausted I can't even go into that much detaiby PrettyRagDoll on Sep 11 12:33 AM, In Bitter, Depression, Pain, Real time, Spur of the moment. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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