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To be with the one that I love, or to remain in the daily life of my youngest son. Which will I do???? There is no peace for me, because in each private moment, I am tormented.....by Maximilliano on Nov 11 2:21 PM, In My life, My own personal thoughts, Spur of the moment. → Make first comment?
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•My Letter to Jan: on July 22, 2008 1 Greetings my love… 2 This day I hope my letter finds you in the very best of health and spirits. I am obliged herein, at the evening hour, to write to you a collection of my thoughts of you this day. 3 I recall those secret Moments we shared so many years ago…what seeby Maximilliano on Oct 23 9:30 AM, In Contemplative, Diary, First person, Love, My own personal thoughts. 500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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•Jan's Letter to Me: on July 22, 2008 1 Oh my sweet, sweet, beautiful Angel of a man. Your letter finds me in the very best of spirits. Your words are the very blood that flows through my veins. I often dream of yesteryear, when we walked through the trees and you led me down love’s path, and planted your everlasby Maximilliano on Oct 23 9:28 AM, In Love, My own personal thoughts, Nonfiction, Spur of the moment. 1,200 words. → Make first comment?
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•A Note From Jan: on July 23, 2008 1 I have always been what I considered to be a 'good girl.' I never touched myself, simply because I never had the desire to do so and sex, quite honestly, was overrated as far as I was concerned. 2 But you, you have a way with words, your words touch me so deep, it is almos
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More strange ramblings on....Max 1 Can’t find no way out of this darkness The wind’s howling, It’s hard to see, No one can find me Too damn far out to sea 2 Watching the world From my bottomless pit Gave my soul to the devil But he didn’t want it 3 Lost in the darkness Looking for the light Thiby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:26 PM, In Angst, Bitter, My own personal thoughts, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Self explanatory...Max 1 Monday, September 05, 2005 2 I have thought about this for a long time and it’s time to express myself. I considered saying these things to you in person, but you never let me finish a statement once you find my opinionby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:22 PM, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Diary, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain. 700 words. → Make first comment?
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Another strange period in my life. The form starts to give way to madness about halfway down....Max 1 THINGS I HATE ABOUT LIFE 2 Being misunderstood 3 Being questioned 4 Being given ultimatums 5 Having no freedom and being told its normal 6 Not being able to do what I want to 7 Always haviby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:18 PM, In Angst, Bitter, My own personal thoughts, Spur of the moment. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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More ramblings from the dark side of my soul...Max 1 Have you ever been kicked like me? Fucked up and shit on and tricked like me? So damn fucked up you thought of violence Too damn pissed off to sit in silence 2 What do you say when nobody gives a fuck Who helps you up when you can’t seem to give a fuckby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:14 PM, In Angst, Bitter, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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Something that came to me one night. I wrote it down and threw it in a drawer where it lay for 10 years...Max 1 The Beast from the East 2 He’s got the fire burning…yeah He’s making glass from sand The power of life, the power of death Takes everything he can 3 He’s the demon of religion He’s the keepby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:04 PM, In Angst, Depression, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Spur of the moment. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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From a stange dream I have had of being a knight....a past life I think perhaps...Max 1 The innocence is gone 2 In the fires of a thousand boroughs As the night turns black as coal Through the sands of time Its how the story goes 3 The innocence is gone 4by Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:02 PM, In Bitter, My life, Spur of the moment. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Again, I recall little of this period in my life...only these few ramblings remain. I share with you my innermost thoughts...Max 1 Why do you stare at me Am I not what you had hoped I would be? Your opinion’s overrated I am the monster you created What did you expect of me? 2 Why must you judge what you cby Maximilliano on Oct 22 6:01 PM, In Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, My life, Spur of the moment. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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Again, from a very dark period in my life..Max 1 WHO AM I? (qui suis-je ?) 2 Is it possible that man can leave And live another time Or is it simply foolish to believe 3 Can the haunting visions that I see inside my mind Beby Maximilliano on Oct 22 5:57 PM, In Bitter, Contemplative, Diary, My life, Spur of the moment. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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I have no idea what was really going on inside me when I wrote this...Max 1 Stop staring out the window 2 Because the rain will never end 3 I feel cold, in my soul 4 But my knees will never bend 5 And ashes to ashes 6 Through the pages lost in time 7 Driving rain, like disdain 8 Forby Maximilliano on Oct 22 5:55 PM, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, My life. 400 words. → Make first comment?
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I wrote this a few years ago when I was going through a rather dark period in my existence. Thought I would share it with you. It is not by any means anything I am proud of, but reflective of my state of mind at the time....Max 1 2 Feeling the walls caving in on me No way out no other way to be Can’t stopby Maximilliano on Oct 22 5:53 PM, In Bitter, My own personal thoughts. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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