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  • Asylum Gallery: Home of the Many Gwens
    by LovelyTraces on Sep 11 6:07 PM, 1,300 words. Friends only.
  • A private journal entry
    by LovelyTraces on Sep 2 5:33 AM, 600 words. Me only.
  • Damn It All To Hell (10 Part Rant!!)
      1 Part 1: Why do people say they could care less? They should say they couldn't care less, because when they say they could care less, they're saying that they do care. Why don't people get that? Are they really that lazy these days that they can't add the extra syllable to make the statement sen
    by LovelyTraces on Jul 13 11:06 PM, 1,400 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Yes, I'm Jealous of Nature
    It's a beautiful day today. There's sunshine, green grass, warmth, breeze, flowers, smells of spring, not a cloud in the sky. But yesterday. Yesterday there was a huge ground-shaking storm. How appropriate. These last few days have been some of the longest days of my life. During last night's storm, the t
    by LovelyTraces on Apr 11 10:28 AM, 500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Movie Rant
    So, I went to see the movie Push today; it's pretty intense. Dakota Fanning, who's 13 in the movie, cusses and drinks and wears really short skirts and is a "watcher". Who wouldn't want to see that, right? I wouldn't. I also wanted Kira (the "damsel in distress") to die. I just really wanted her to die. She'
    by LovelyTraces on Apr 4 9:57 PM, 700 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Deep...ly lacking
    "There are so many little dyings that it doesn't matter which of them is death."                       ~Kenneth Patchen     "My soul is full of whispered song; My blindness is
    by LovelyTraces on Apr 3 10:40 PM, 1,000 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Ah..Ice On a Cold Morning.
    Damn it. Like I predicted, my bad mood came back, just in time for school this morning. Oh joy. I was actually generally happy yesterday afternoon-ish all the way up to last night. ..... But no. I couldn't stay happy, could I? My fucked up brain had to go and take offense with something someone said that had a
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 31 5:40 AM, 300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Missing Something
    My body is nothing more but a tattered shell of something that used to be... likewise is my mind .         And you just didn't realize the truth in what you were speaking ...            
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 30 9:44 AM, 500 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • In A World So Cold

    I want it to be Friday. I want it to be Friday. I want it to be Friday.

     

    (..did I mention I want it to be Friday, yet?)

     

    So..tonight was our Winter band concert. Yes. A WINTER concert in SPRING. Oh boy. Gotta love tacky people. Good thing I didn't end up going.

     

    My dad ruined

    by LovelyTraces on Mar 24 9:02 PM, 1,300 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
  • Remedies

    ~"There are some remedies worse than the disease."  -Publilius

     

    How true. How very, very true. I know this from experience, and yet I never seem to fully grasp it. I'd be willing to bet you that 90% of my problems were originally intended to be solutions. 

     

    ~"Ho

    by LovelyTraces on Mar 23 9:28 PM, 800 words. → Make first comment?
  • This wonderful thing called "life"...
    Today was crazy. Absolutely maddening. I doubt I'll be able to sleep very much tonight. Something big happened today. Well, more than that, a LOT of big things happened today. I'm not sure exactly what they all were, but I know they're there. Something changed. I'll have to wait and see before I can determine i
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 22 10:29 PM, 600 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • Hate is a four letter word.
    I need to be put to sleep. Seriously. Like an animal. I am a fucking JERK. Tonight sucked. It was SOOO shitty. But, going against EVERYTHING I wanted to do, I came home. Why the fuck did I do that? Why couldn't I just go die under a bridge? Oh well. I didn't. It's not too late now. The point is, I came home.
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 18 9:16 PM, 600 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Watch as we all fly away...

    So, I decided that, due to complications, I will not be attending school this morning... Or, at least that's what I'm gonna tell them when I HAVE to go back tomorrow.. This makes day #6 that I haven't been to school. I'm screwed when I get back. Oh well. I gave my essays and projects (which I faithfully did..last

    by LovelyTraces on Mar 16 7:19 AM, 400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Saturated with Sarcasm
    Oh boy. Gotta love it. -You gotta love it when your mom tells you that you can't watch a movie with your nephew because it's for little kids, and then you walk in an hour later to discover the whole family watching it. -You gotta love it when you miss school for a week due to injury and your friends tell you tha
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 13 8:58 PM, 300 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
  • What I want..
    I want to be okay. I want to be okay like I know I can be. I want to be strong. I want to be strong like I know I should be. I want to be real. I want to be real like I know I will be. I want to be whole. I want to be whole like I know I would be. I want to stop worrying people. I want to be able to be there
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 11 9:22 PM, 300 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Five Words
    Stupid is what stupid does.
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 10 6:07 PM, → 3 comments, Add one?
  • New Addiction.
    ::Warning: I'm about to be extremely whiny and cliche'::You'll have to forgive me:: I am such a hypocrite. I'm over here wanting everyone else's life to be perfect, while I'm single-handedly destroying mine. Look at what this has come to. How pathetic. I'm over here looking for ways to top all the rest of my screwup
    by LovelyTraces on Mar 7 11:06 AM, 800 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
  • Experiences
    When are our actions no longer a reaction to our circumstances? When does it become our fault, instead of the fault of others? When do people stop doing things because of their experiences? I was thinking today about how I sometimes attribute all my bad habits to certain experiences in my life. For example, my
    by LovelyTraces on Feb 25 9:44 PM, 500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Easy Agitation

     

    Welp, counselor #3 is a dud. 

    Nothing in that head of his but a bunch of statistics and legalities.

     But do you want to know the most frustrating thing? 

    Every time I have a breakdown, or a meltdown, or whatever:

    no one seems to care.  

    by LovelyTraces on Feb 9 4:39 PM, 400 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
  • Nausea

    So. . .it's been a bad day. . .

     

    Truthfully, it's been a bad week. . .

     

    Hell, it's been a bad e x i s t a n c e. . .

     

    Today:

     

    My ".c.o.u.n.s.e.l.o.r." informed me that, indeed, everything is my fault.

    His exact words were that I subconsciously want

    by LovelyTraces on Feb 3 9:54 PM, 500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • How Can I Be Strong?

    How can i be

    strong

    for the people that

    need

    me, when i can't even be

    strong

    for

    myself?

    How

    will i go on?

    Can

    i make it despite myself?

    I

    don't know if i can

    Be

    so weak and still be

    <

    by LovelyTraces on Jan 21 11:51 AM, In Depression, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Thoughts.  200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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