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Damn life. I'm kind of tired making myself act optimistic. I'm never going to reach my goals at this rate. I have no self control.by Lolitax3 on Oct 29 12:35 AM, → 3 comments, Add one?
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I'm usually not this chirpy or happy but I am today! I want to jump around and scream I love everyone. 1 I posted a [dark but true] blog on Thursday. 20+ people recommended it 20+ people commented 200+ views on it. 2 Since then, every time I posted I posted a new blog, lots of people are coming to commenby Lolitax3 on Sep 20 9:07 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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School began. Nothing new. I was late. 1 Sometimes I wonder if I'm promoting. I hope not because I would hate any of this to be molded into a little girl's heart. I don't know. I don't want to yell at others to stop when I know what it feels like - I'm going through it. So instead I give them words of encouragemeby Lolitax3 on Sep 8 10:03 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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I feel sick and hateful & of whom? Someone I can't rid of. Some people would like to argue that I exaggerate and lie to myself. While others would love to jump in all my hatred and prompt me towards victory. But ultimately, will the victory hold nothing but the blood of hatred meant for somebody else? I don't know. Aby Lolitax3 on Jul 26 7:28 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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I can't stand school anymore. 3 tests and 3 projects within this week. Jesus. 1 Our school is the the school that has the longest school hours and school days; yet we score the same on tests in this state. Pathetic & sick. 2 I can't wait until June 12th - Freedom!by Lolitax3 on Jun 1 9:33 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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I just want to jump into an ocean with a sundress on and just float away. 22 more days of school left; I'm done with school already, though. They really shouldn't schedule IB/AP testings so early. But honestly, we have to do a project in Chemistry. Why? And environmental project in 3 weeks - is that possible? Peoby Lolitax3 on May 18 9:23 PM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
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So this is IB/AP testing week, which means things are going to be more than hectic. I have a stupid audition on Saturday. Do I know where to go or what time to go? Of course not. And why? Because the people holding the audition apparently thought that what we had to do for the audition was the only thing we had tby Lolitax3 on May 14 5:52 PM, 400 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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And for what? I don't know, I honestly don't know. Why is it that the guys I fall for are either taken, assholes, bastards, or all three combined. So tired. Want to sleep. But must read 30 some pages of Latin American History; all of The Sun Also Rises; and that's it for tomorrow. I hope I can cram Latin in tby Lolitax3 on May 12 3:35 PM, 100 words. → 9 comments, Add one?
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So, today was the Day of Silence [not the best day for me, as it turned out, due to random events that just happened to take place today]. Everyone who participated survived, though, so hooray. Anyway, my club was doing some fundraiser thing, and so I pretty much spent 2 hours in the cafeteria helping out [throughby Lolitax3 on Apr 17 10:24 PM, In Crush, Hopeless romantic, School. 400 words. → Make first comment?
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If I were to assign a color for today, it would be gray. It's not quite pure and innocent as white nor is it dark and evil as black; it's not frivolous as white nor as grave as black. It's just an in betweener, capturing the wandering gazes of the brain-dead children in an institution called school. After a whole weeby Lolitax3 on Apr 13 8:04 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
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It's a craze, a fad. Maybe I'll grow out of it. Love is a beautiful kick in the ass. I miss him. I want to see him. Goddamn Romeo & Juliet outlines.by Lolitax3 on Apr 12 9:20 PM, → Make first comment?
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I just... Found that I can make this journal interesting. Realized that I can't write any good poems today. Felt like I'm losing my ability for writing [that was never there to start with] Thought that I...something...I just forgot. Maybe I'll just write journals throughout the whole day...by Lolitax3 on Apr 10 8:44 AM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Why. Am. I. So. Fucking. Irritable. Goddamn. Everything and everyone is irritable today. I wish I had a well-ventilated bubble I can jump into and just sit .by Lolitax3 on Apr 10 8:33 AM, → Make first comment?
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Sometimes I wonder, who or what are you mad at? What did I do to make you so mad? Why are you angry at me? Why are you yelling at me? I see. You're mad at Daddy. That's why you give him the silent treatment Then lash out at me when you can't stand it.by Lolitax3 on Apr 6 10:15 AM, → Make first comment?
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Sometimes it's the strangers you can belt your heart out to, never those around you. Maybe it's because you'll never see the strangers again. They won't humiliate you, ridicule you, judge you, etc. etc. With people that you know, you always have this risk of exposing yourself to the school within days. I guess that'sby Lolitax3 on Apr 6 12:28 AM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
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Is this all we are alive for? To cry, to fight, to scream...by Lolitax3 on Apr 5 10:25 PM, → 1 comment, Add one?
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I can complain about it, whine, cry, bitch about it as I have done so many times in the past five years and presently. I can definitely write about it, as I am doing so right now as I torment myself with this vicious cycle. It never ends, does it? It's a plague, almost a viral disease: you can hinder the effects, supby Lolitax3 on Apr 1 11:07 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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