Journals by Livingemptyspaces, by newest first

• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 27 9:00 PM, 400 words. Me only.
• I always thought your happiness tasted a little false.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 21 3:02 PM, 500 words. Friends only.
• dundudnIhaveschoolandIdon'twantto

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 13 5:26 AM, 300 words. Friends only.
• asdasjd

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 10 8:55 PM, 300 words. Friends only.
• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 10 5:47 PM, 1,200 words. Me only.
• SchoolWork (Angelina Weld Grimke)

  Life Span: 1880-1958 Born: Feb 27 1880 in Boston- lived with her father, Archibald 1 Lesbian 14- Lover Mamie Burrill 1896 2 Inspired to write by a letter from her mother. (Got it at age 7) 3 Fairmont Grammar School- Hyde park (1887-1894) Carleton Academy in Northfield, Minnesota (1895) Cushing A

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 10 7:19 AM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
• Next time: Don't stop in the middle of your story.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Nov 8 2:24 PM, 100 words. Friends only.
• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Oct 24 9:27 PM, 200 words. Me only.
• A thousand Smiles

  I have to get my paperworkforthegoldawardinbyChristmas. 1 and I just changed my idea again. 2 I want to do project that I have named in my head 'A Thousand Smiles.' and I want to volunteer/bother/hangaround/annoy 3 people into smiling. 4 Aka- Working at a soup kitchen, working at the library, the nur

  by Livingemptyspaces on Oct 16 7:09 AM, 200 words. → Make first comment?
• Please stand still while I RAWR in your face

  by Livingemptyspaces on Oct 9 6:42 PM, 400 words. Friends only.
• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Oct 3 9:59 PM, 400 words. Me only.
• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Oct 1 8:13 PM, 200 words. Me only.
• Please Remind me I love them Tomorrow.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 29 9:16 PM, 700 words. Friends only.
• A private journal entry

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 28 9:40 PM, 200 words. Me only.
• Whatever you do- Don't.

  RushRushRush,don'tslowdon't.RushRushRush. 1 Baby, we're all crashing down. 2 Old tricks, same old game. 3 (Gold award proposals, Talk to this troop, head Teen Advisory, do your homework- clean your room. trees, Pirates and Princesses) 4 Slow. Down. 5 (Or not.) 6 7 -Whycan'tIslowdo

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 26 6:07 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
• This is what my mind comes up with when I'm on liquid vicodin.

  It wasn't much- not to look at from the outside. 1 Three stories, all brick- a school house of sorts. That's what people saw when they looked at the Matten. Mostly, because that was what it had been. An old school house, from the 2000's. A relic, with a pretty spot in Annabell's heart. It had been her grandmother

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 23 8:45 PM, 1,000 words. → Make first comment?
• Dear Lungs, Please stop it.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 22 8:49 PM, 200 words. Friends only.
• If I kill him, there will be no body.

  So. Effin has been sick- You know.. the kind of, 'I think I'm going to be sick' kind of thing- for a month now. 1 Friday, he decided he was actually sick. 2 Yesterday, being me, I decided to bring him fucking icecream. cause I'm weird and sentimental- and Fred Jr. always used to tell me that the best cure

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 21 2:47 AM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• Shut up and Sleep with me

  I am officially only failing latin. 1 and I can get that up. I just have to do a shit load of makeupwork. 2 but Feimy loves me. so it's all good. 3 She leaves me alone- which is also a problem. If she just... ya know- asked me to do my work, I might do it. 4 Today, she gave a guy a 50 for doing the

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 18 8:32 PM, 300 words. → Make first comment?
• He Loves me, he loves me not.

  Shh. 1 so. I may-maynot be on much for a bit. 2 cause. Interim reports are coming out soon. and I'm doing horrible. 3 so I have to do a -lot- of work. 4 fuck. I'mnotevensupposedtobeonnow.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 14 7:56 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• Here's to stupid in the making.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 13 3:22 AM, 400 words. Friends only.
• today was a mixture of disaster and false pretense

  I'm going to preface this with: I'm fine now. Iswear. 1 Today I had a break down. Everytime I saw something, I saw a new way to hurt. 2 I saw stables in the cork board, and I wanted to imbed them in my skin. I saw the walls, and just wanted to break my knuckles again. I saw the paper dispenser, and I c

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 10 4:42 PM, 700 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• I love my friends <3

  I love how, in honor of Effin breaking up with his girlfriend, one of my girl friends is taking me out this weekend- and wants to plot. 1 And our plots include sticking index cards in his backpack when he's not around, with weird little love notes on them. and putting a duct tape rose on his door step. 2 I

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 9 9:25 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• This is where the exhaustion sets in

  and I just want to cradle my knees to my chest. 1 "Are you mad at me? because the way you're talking- I think you are." 2 Yes,yes,yes,no. 3 no.no.no. 4 Effin. 5 6 "I'm not mad. I'm just.. frustrated.. and confused." 7 "Can't I make you unconfused?" 8 yes, yes you can. 9 "That's

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 7 9:15 PM, 500 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• When I said I was falling, you promised to catch me.

  I kind of want to cry right now. 1 from sheer happiness. 2 i've been emo- because of all that shit with Effin... 3 and Ashley threatened to eat him today. 4 but that isn't the point. 5 the point is- me and Toyboy are currently talking about tag and pinatas and finger painting and me and Alex a

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 6 10:18 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• I am a mixture of disbelief and contentness.

  Sooooo I just got back from shopping 1 For FOUR DOLLARS I acquired the following products: 2 Blue hand lotion that glitters Mini glittery gel pens Two packages of crayons and a pack of Color pencils. 3 Money well spent. 4 on another note- I hate fighting with Effin 5 and I really wish thi

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 6 12:29 PM, 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• What could have been a good day:

  Some days- I wake up and know everything is going to go wrong. 1 Today was one of them. 2 Ari woke up at like. 4 this morning- everyone was fighting. 3 I wasn't prepared for the quiz or the test 4 I didn't have my homework. 5 I didn't like the idea of eatting. 6 But that- that's just the t

  by Livingemptyspaces on Sep 2 4:59 PM, 700 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• A horrific thought

  The other day, when Codee and I were arguing over whether or not I should point blank tell Effin what I feel- 1 she mentioned something that made me laugh. 2 that I didn't think much of. 3 Effin and I work together- or rather against each other. it's as if we're both holding onto opposite ends of a rope.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 31 9:32 PM, 500 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• Some days... I just don't know who I am.

  Fml... meet MLIA. 1 That was my weekend. 2 Yesterday, my aunt had her fourtieth birthday party- which my sister was screamed at to attend. 3 and I pretty much cried all day. 4 because Dad isn't taking his medications- and you can physically see him falling apart. 5 and I just want to scream at h

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 30 2:11 PM, In Contemplative.  1,800 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• breathe, baby, breathe

  I am afraid my absence will be for a little longer. 1 I am attempting to get out of some of my AP classes, so that I can stop -killing- myself. 2 and the lady is not cooperating. 3 She lied to me twice this morning, refuting things I had heard my mother say. that I had read in their emails. 4 If th

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 26 8:01 PM, In Bitter, School.  500 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
• May I please just say Fuck It?

  You know it's bad when Effin tells you you're being more of a bitch than usual. and Toyboy and Mimi and then you make some chick who has never met you before bawl. 1 Our lunches are 35 minutes I have 7 editorials left to read/write three books to write and 3 magazines to read/write. 2 Which means- she'

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 24 6:36 PM, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• An update of painful porportions

  I have a hole in my ear two sizes too large. 1 I got a new cartilage piercing not all that long ago- and yesterday, my mother thought it was dandy to yell at me while I was brushing my hair. 2 knowing I tend to get agitated in these situations, I went to set down the brush and walk out. 3 Instead- th

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 20 11:02 AM, 1,300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• This is the part where I frown at you drastically.

  I seriously wish my sister just didn't exist. 1 Damn.. 2 So- Popping on, because for APE I have to have a poem. so I'm just using one from here. 3 Finishing Calculus fucking work. (What the hell does a ` over a Y mean anyway) 4 and writing a Resume for APES 5 6 Already written two separat

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 19 7:59 AM, 300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Breathe, Baby, Breathe.

  I am a test score. I am my GPA I am my perfect writing score. I am my AP classes 1 2 I am a number on a piece of paper. 3 Fuck.you. school. 4 5 So. School is approaching- and I have been shit in the face by my fucking school. 6 They force me to take multiple AP classes, but do not allo

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 17 6:57 PM, 600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Because the World is Mad.

  It is nine in the morning. I went to bed less than 6 hours ago. 1 fuck. 2 Toyboy is pestering me with questions. Effin wants to know if he should continue to March. Mimi is praying for a new boyfriend soon- or threatening to turn Lesbian. Ashley is off to Yale. 3 My friends are all getting ready fo

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 12 8:28 AM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• A conscious effort.

  I normally don't write journals when I'm in a good mood- mostly because the only reason I write journals normally, is to let off steam. and get whatever the hell is bouncing in my head- out. 1 But. I am happy. Or at least rather content. 2 As some of you may know- my sister and her baby are living with us.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 10 2:45 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
• Breathe and reiterate.

  I've been popping on and off today. 1 I'm just.... tired. 2 exhausted. 3 On top of the things that a teenager -shouldn't- have to deal with, I'm dealing with normal teenage things. 4 and today- that's been on my mind more than anything. 5 Effin... I hadn't talked to him in eleven days. so afte

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 10 12:45 AM, 1,400 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
• Because sometimes,

  Our heart aches, and our heads pound. 1 Ihatemyfamily. 2 I hate my sister who one moment is telling me how she wishes I was never born, to laughing about how she'd go crazy with out me. 3 My mother who suppresses bad things she has done. Who doesn't remember slapping me in the middle of a crowded hallway

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 8 10:07 PM, In Bitter, First person, My life, Noguest.  300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Ever a Morning Once Dejected.

  Nickle back Concert is tonight, so I skivved on helping Mr. Fenn so that I could clean my room. 1 Ashley is probably going to spend the night, Kris is going as well. 2 I'm happy to see them- I really am. 3 I just can't managed to make myself excited for this.

  by Livingemptyspaces on Aug 1 12:49 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
• It says a lot

  Me and mother have been arguing... about nothing. 1 all day. 2 So I asked my sister to take me to Walmart 3 which pissed off my mother more. 4 We come home to find her making dinner, after she said multiple times that they were going out to eat 5 so I asked why they weren't 6 and she starts c

  by Livingemptyspaces on Jul 31 6:00 PM, In Bitter, Life.  400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?

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