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We walked along the banks of the small creek right outside of school property. The sun was just setting, turning the water a beautiful orange color colliding against the ruffles of the gentle waves rolling against the sand, and the birds were just going to their nests for the evening; leaving Him and me alon
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I haven't written a lot lately, and feel really bad because I probably should, because maybe if I said everything outloud it would make more sense. But .. I cant.
I cant explain it to you guys, but pretty much what is happening right now is; My two bestfriends relationships have changed a lot in the last few months
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1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Jon 1
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yeah 2
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener 3
4. Do you take compliments well? Sometimes 4
5. Do you play Sudoku? Never 5
6. If abandoned alone
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So, uh , weird coincidence much?
The last few nights, i have been dreaming flashbacks of my ex boyfriend and I from last year, and i have no idea why.
But, the weird thing is, is that the only flashback I am dreaming about is the last time we were together, was when he attacked me.
Last year, he had told me how
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Jesse
your not talking about us right
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nvm then 1
Samantha-Catherine
about what? -.-
and what US jesse? You randomly decided to stop hanging and talking to US. like, really. 2
Jesse
tear tear
i have other friend too you know 3
Samantha-Catherine
I honestly don't believe that, nor do i CARE.
Okay
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One thing that has always filled my eyes with curiosity, that always never completely under stood, but caught my attention, is Wicca.
For years now, when i scan the book shelves at Coles what usually catches my eyes are books with titles around the works of "Wicca for Beginners", "Study of Wicca", and "1000 Wicca S
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Last night I found out that Jon's younger brother (Steven, he is my age) has had a Satanic attack.
As i type, he is in lock down some where in a hospital, in a straight jacket to be contained. And I hate that thought of him like that.
Jon signed into MSN at 12:00am, and we spoke till 2:00am. What had happened was
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Well, good news everyone.
Everything is back to normal. For now atleast, aha. 1
Last night, i went to Sanja and Pauls wedding reception with Jesse, it was really cool because we just hung out like we used to at the beginning of the year.
Thankfully, he is not going to Italy, he said it to see if I'd care enough
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What's your favorite color gummy bear?
Red baby 1
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
face. arms. eyes. 2
Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
I sung Light my Candle from Rent with my bestie Jordan today, does that count? XD 3
Ever had a song sang about/for y
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Everything is so stressful lately, i havent even been able to control it. Just constantly i feel like I'm drowning and no one is here to save me.
If you have been reading latest journals, then you know my problem with Jesse. Yeah, i dont even know if i should bother with him anymore, but i know if i just give up on
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Dreaming 1
Basics
Name Samantha
Age 16
Birthday May 20th
Gender Female 2
Your Dream Life
Ideal job Author, photographer, horse rancher.
What time would you go to work? Well its sort of a home job..
Where would you work? Uh, my home? Where ever my scene for photgraphy is?
What would be your pay
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Hello, my name is Samantha, but sometimes, people call me Sammikins. I think that anime is extremely boring and I also think that I'm good at singing, and writing 1
I have two eye balls and I like it when they let me see things. If I could only bring one item to a deserted island, it would be my bestfriend 2
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"jesse, we need to talk"
"Fine. whats wong Sam? I hope you and Jon are okay *smiles sarcastically"
*pulls him away to library by handle on his backpack* "Jesse. Know what, something IS wrong"
*sarcasm* "Really!?"
'I mean with ME dumbass. I am upset, i am depressed, you hate me! And i know why, but no what. Say it
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I was walking with my friend today during second, and she had pointed out something really important i never really thought of. Everyone in our group wears masks.
______ wears a mask to hide all of her family problems, and past friendships that left her with misery. Her mask shows to us that she is loving, and can t
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Food/Drink
McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds.
Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi.
Mountain Dew or Sprite? Sprite.
Dominos or Pizza Hut? Pizza Hut.
Pancakes or waffles? Pancakes.
Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? Cheeseburgers
Meat or veggies? Meat.
Vanilla or chocolate? Chocolate. 1
Clothing
Abercrombie or Hollister? Hol
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Dear Mom & Dad 1
After everything that has happened since highschool started, the guys, the friends, and the rumours, it has become too much to handle and I cant live with it anymore ... or at all.
I know we all stopped talking a little while ago, and sometimes i wish that i could have had the courage to go for
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So.. Me and Jon are dating now
I'm just gunna warn you now, the way he asked me might seem weird and kinda F'd up, but it is so ... so ... so ... Jon. xD 1
Jon: So .. um .. Do you think of us just as friends? .. a couple?.. or what...?
Me: Well ... uh ... I dont really know. Things are so frigged up lately .
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[ ] I have cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[x ] I have lied to my boyfriend/girlfriend to keep from hurting them.
[x ] I have stayed in a relationship only out of fear of being alone.
[x] I have done something I regretted.
[x ] I have been in love.
[x ] I have
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So, today was my sixteenth birthday!
Yaay.
Today, i got two cards, many hugs, a few hug rapes, a message on the chalk board in my history class, a perfectly sung happy birthday song sang by the vocal class (ironic, eh?), a non perfect birthday song by the guitar class, and the most amazing gift i have ever recieve
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Hitler, Colours, and High school? What do they have in common?
It might not make much sense to you at the moment, heck it doesnt make sense to me either! But just hold on 1
Lets play a game. I am going to say a word, and you close your eyes and think of the first word then image that comes to your mind. Then i
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Today after fourth period was hilarious!
Right after i walked out of my vocal room, there came Jon, then quickely followed by Jesse. Jon and I were just casually talking as Jesse trailed behind talking to a different person. When i had got to my locker, Jon had walked away, and Jesse walked back to me.
He started t
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3 Things you Love 1
1 - Writing.
2 - Horse Back Riding
3 - That stupid guy i cant get outa my head 2
3 Things you Hate
1 - Two faced bunnys
2 - liars
3 - Cheats 3
3 places you've been
1 - Orlando, Florida
2 - Quebec City, Canada
3 - Ohio, America 4
3 places you want see
1 - Venice
2 - S
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I think I'm scared more than i ever have for a long time. As you all know, it is close to June. And to all highschoolers out there, you should know school will be ending in only a month. I usually look forward to it, counting down the months .. days .. minutes.
But no. Not this year. I am more scared than ever for t
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February 23rd 2009
Today was one of the most petrifying days of my life (so far, haha). Last week in vocals all of the first level (as in grade 10 and some grade 11 student) singers in the class were given lyrics to a lullaby called; Sleep, my Child and we had practiced it all last week, then today we had to si
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February 20th 2009
Today we had to put Humphrey down …
That brainless little fur-ball lived for 19 long years, so I guess it was his time. He wasn’t sick or anything, he was just old. Since he lived in my mom’s bedroom instead of wandering the house, her room always smelt really bad, because he always peed and t
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February 15th 2009
Every time the phone rings, I always imagine its Carrie calling to apologize for everything she thought she did, she would keep speaking so I cant even get a word in, then once she needs to take a breath I would do the same, then we would just speak like we normally would like we had never fough
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Last night I was hanging with Jord, and Jon! Oh god, it was so much fun!! Like, we were hanging out for almost ten hours straight at Jord’s house, just laughing and talking.
I like Jon so much … Damnit. Freakin emotions, how i hate thee.
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So last night was my sweet sixteen!
Jessica, Jon, Carrie, Mirela, Lisa, Becca, Angie, Jord, and Melia had went, while Steven, Jesse, and Lloyd were un able to attend.
I've worried for almost a month that it would be weird between my school friends and my out of school friends ...
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God damnit, i c
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Journal (?) December 28th 2008
This diary was started at the beginning of my grade nine year, in hopes that one day people could read about how I felt, and understand me, and of course be a successful author of my time.
The drama I dealt with last year, was like any other drama; un-important. Though, I know to
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So tonight is opening night for the Rhapsody! Yayy... singing infront of 400 people... Yayy ...
Its not like any one is going to specifically hear MY voice. Just see me.
Looking at me...sing.
And even funner (yes, funner. it is a word to me, shush), i have my Sound of Music solo tomrrow.... Yaayy..
cant wait..
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YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans
[x ] dogs are better then cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt
[] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ x] sad movies stink
[] you own an XBOX
[x ] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[
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I am caught in a love triangle, where I am the only one knows it is.
I like Jon. Alot infact. And actually, i have for quite awhile, as i have mentioned alot.
Jon likes me. I'm not 100% sure if its emotionally, or if he just wants in my pants. My guess, a bit of both. But hes too scared to make a move!
I like Je
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Today at lunch .. was a very .. odd experience.
Carrie, Jesse, and I went to the Korner for lunch, and when Jesse had went up to order his food, Carrie just went off right when he left. She started telling me about when Jesse, Angie, Jordan, and her had went to the mall to get my birthday gift(s); "Yesterday we had
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For the last two days, all i have been doing is thinking about everything. Life, Carrie, Jon, and if attempting to become in a relationship with someone who will be out of my life in only three months is even worth the heartbreak.
Carrie calls me stupid. She says that its not worth it. Just talking to him for a f
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