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  • just blehhhhh. I need sleep, but I can't sleep. My back hurts like a motherrrr and just grrr.
  • by Failed-Dreamer on Nov 23 4:11 PM, In Adult, Angst, Depression, Life, Personal.  600 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)
    by Failed-Dreamer on Nov 1 10:30 AM, 600 words. Make first comment?
  • I caved and finally made one haha. 1 Soo if you have one, you should totally do whatever it is your supposed to do...which I think is add me, but I really have no clue how to use it. 2 Anyway, here's the link: http://voveso-in-mori.livejournal.com/profile
    by Failed-Dreamer on Oct 24 4:53 PM, 100 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • Yay. I love snow though I hate October through December. 1 Snow + black french vanilla tea + random music = a good day 2 Hopefully I will finish the new poem I am working on and post it up soon.
    by Failed-Dreamer on Oct 17 11:08 AM, In Snow! 4 comments, Add one?
  • ap as of late. I fail, I know. I've been sick and I can never seem to catch a break. I've been to the doctor and he says I have fluid in my lungs but that he couldn't tell if it is the start of pneumonia or the start of the dreaded flu so I've been put on antibiotics and all sorts of fun stuff. I also have had this r
    by Failed-Dreamer on Oct 10 10:15 AM, 100 words. 19 comments, Add one?
  • is on! 2 hour season premiere! It is so awesome so far! 1 I also wrote some new poems, I'll post them soon, when I'm not feeling so lazy. 2 BYEEEEEEEEEE!
  • by Failed-Dreamer on Sep 11 9:39 PM, In Adult, Feelings, People.  200 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • by Failed-Dreamer on Sep 3 9:18 PM, In Adult, Rant, School.  700 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • So, my first day of school was pretty fucking awesome! 1 I walk into my first period class, which is economics and he is blasting Tool! I was so happy and relaxed in that class. He is a pretty rad teacher, one, because he listens to metal and such and two, because he is pretty relaxed. 2 Then I go right acr
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 26 3:09 PM, In School.  300 words. 5 comments, Add one?
  • Test Results 1 chin 1 nose to mouth 5 nose length 79 forehead 32 lower lip 0 nose width 43 eyes 54 face width 99 upper lip 3 mouth width 2 eye gap 65 *measurements are relative to your individual face dimensions *measurements are then compared to aver
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 22 12:54 AM, 300 words. Make first comment?
  • for school to start! I got awesome teachers and I have lunch with one of my best friends! And I'm going to be a senior!!! 1 I feel like such a nerd. lol 2 But I got all the classes I wanted! : Econ, sociology, health careers 3, human bio, gym, german 3, and english 4! My teachers are awesome! Wooooooooooot!
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 21 3:26 PM, 100 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • I just can't help but feel so lost and out of place, like I don't belong here and you make me feel this way. Whether you're here, or far, far away, I feel your presence. You flip through my thoughts like someone paging through a book. You become my thoughts; you become my pulse; you become my very existence. I despi
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 17 2:12 PM, In Emotions, Life, Personal.  100 words. Make first comment?
  • by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 12 5:55 PM, In Adult, Personal, Rage.  100 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • to ask me for the truth because I will give it to you and I will give it to you so good that you will probably never want to talk to me ever again. I 1 'm so 'numb' right now. I don't even know if numb is the right word to describe this feeling, or lack there of, I am having. I literally, feel nothing emotion wis
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 11 1:38 AM, 100 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • Hiii! It's uhh 6:35 in the morning and I'm wide awake, have been since 4 something. Gahh sleep is not my friend. Okayyy I'm gonna eat some colored goldfishies now, byeee!
  • www.myspace.com/bounceandmarresistant 1 This is my best friend's band, I would really appreciate it if you went and gave his songs a listen or even added him.
    by Failed-Dreamer on Aug 1 10:54 PM, Make first comment?
  • It's 6:32 am according to my alarm clock. I have yet to go to sleep. I am so tired. I haven't really slept in days. I set out to sleep at one something this morning, my eyes were even becoming glued shut, but my mind was all like muah hah hah haha you can't sleep mo fukka! So yeah, I'm really tired but my mind is soo
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jul 29 5:35 AM, 100 words. 3 comments, Add one?
  • Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low 1 URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for m
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jul 8 12:40 AM, 100 words. 12 comments, Add one?
  • I was told by my dentist that I needed "a" root canal. Now, I have always understood "a" to mean one, maybe that's just me, I don't really know. Anyways, I go to the endontis today and they tell me I need three root canals done. I was confused but I don't know anything about dentistry and such, so I just leave it up
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jul 7 3:15 PM, 100 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • Fuck my mom, fuck my dad, fuck my parents in general. Fuck the arguing, fuck the tears my little sister cries because of it, fuck my anger, fuck everything!!!
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jul 3 1:01 PM, In Life, Peronal 9 comments, Add one?
  • lol You Are an "A-OK" Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. 1 You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spirit
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jun 23 5:07 PM, 200 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • my all times favorite food! You are Spaghetti with Meatballs Compared to most people, you are very family focused. You are social, but you tend to mostly socialize with those you are already close to. You love to bond with your friends. Sharing time together is very important to you.
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jun 23 4:56 PM, 200 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefer
    by Failed-Dreamer on Jun 23 4:34 PM, 200 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • I received a death threat via picture comment on myspace yesterday and it wasn't even on one of my pictures. I don't personally know the girl who did this, but she's a shit talker from what I hear. Anyways, shit is getting blown way out of proportion and quite a bit of people now hate me, including someone who I thou
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 28 9:05 PM, 100 words. 16 comments, Add one?
  • my very short attention span got the best of me and I lost the idea I had for my story. Go figure. 1 Anyways, I got a new journal since then and I've been writing. I should post some of the stuff I write soon, I just haven't had much time since I returned back to work. 2 Today was a pretty good day. I got o
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 20 2:31 PM, In Life.  200 words. 7 comments, Add one?
  • Ok, I was thinking about this the other night and at first, I was like "Wow, I'm pretty fucked up for thinking such a thought" but then I really thought about and was like "Nah, I'm not, we're all entitled to our opinions." Anyways, why is it that everyone thinks Death is a murderer? He isn't, there's no way! He c
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 15 10:52 AM, In Religion, Thoughts.  200 words. 5 comments, Add one?
  • I got an idea for a short story yesterday. I started working on it. As I'm writing it I'll post it chapter by chapter. It will be the rough draft of course but I would love any type of feedback. Sometimes insomnia can be a good thing. It always inspires me to write because when I'm not sleeping, I'm thinking, a l
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 14 8:47 AM, 100 words. 7 comments, Add one?
  • my thighs feel soo bruised. I guess I shouldn't have shoved so many thumbtacks into my leg.
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 13 6:47 AM, In Self harm 5 comments, Add one?
  • This feels soo amazing! Oh btw, I'm pushing thumb tacks into my skin.
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 12 9:46 PM, In Self harm 3 comments, Add one?
  • So last night I didn't sleep all to well. I got an hour of sleep, maybe. I'm just basing it off the last time I looked at the alarm clock which was 4:23 AM. I also wrote a lot last night. I ran out of room in my journal, which has me bummed out because I really don't have anything to write in now. I did manage to
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 12 5:16 PM, 100 words. 12 comments, Add one?
  • Today was just "one of those days." I just feel so down and out, like nothing can bring me back. I will say this though, the temptation to cut arose, but I did not give it, well today, anyway. Well, I'm done for now for nothing else is coming to mind other than I hate "him" and I hate myself.
    by Failed-Dreamer on May 11 9:54 PM, 100 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • It's true, very true. Has anyone ever just had one of those days where you just feel depressed and you received a hug and everything felt better?
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